Getting Married to Him?

Amu is 21 and her parents are afraid she won't ever get married. She's rejected every single proposal. So they talk to a friend of theirs which happens to be Aruto Tsukiyomi. He tells them about his son Ikuto Tsukiyomi. They arrange a marriage for them. But what if Amu doesn't like Ikuto? How will she learn to like him?

Sorry for my weird outburst before! I'm totally fine now! I guess I just got to emotional and lost it, there. Haha. That's what I get for being the emotional one.

In on of the reviews, somebody suggested me to get Microsoft Word or a Beta Reader to help with my grammar.

I already use Microsoft Word but I don't have a Beta.

I'll think about it about though. I would have just quit after all the writer's block and everything.

Gawsh. I'm so fustrated. Everything's stopping me from being able to write! I feel so uncomfortable when I'm typing with my parents around so I have to do so either at night or when they're not around.

I actually do write on paper first before really typing it. That way I can edit more and find more grammar mistakes.

Thanks everyone for your support. I wouldn't have made it this far without you guys. I hope you'll enjoy this chapter!

This chapter is dedicated to 'pinkkittyninja', for being a great friend.

'When you'd cry, I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears and I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have…all of me'

.::xTxTx::.

Recap

"The wedding is canceled."

Confusion

I stared at her confused. I didn't recall ever hearing about a wedding.

"What do you mean?" I asked. It seems like I was speaking another language these days. Nobody's understanding what I say or ask. It's like I came from another planet or something. They're always looking at me with confusion written upon their face. No, not really because I'm as confused as they are.

I stared at Utau and she stared back, except hers was one of those, 'You've got to be kidding' stares.

After what felt like forever she finally replied.

"You don't remember it? The like most important thing in your life? The WEDDING?" She cried out. I closed my eyes and rubbed my temples, then opened my eyes again.

"N-No…Sorry I-I" I buried my face in my hands and started sobbing. "I'm sorry! I-I'm s-ssso sorry Utau! I don't remember anyt-t-thing about a w-we-dd-in-ing!" I felt the bed creak as she leaned forward and slowly lifted my hands off my face.

"Look at me." She whispered and tilted my chin up until my eyes met her's. Her violet eyes showed anger, pity, and sympathy. "It's not your fault, Amu. Don't blame yourself for what happened. " She patted my back and opened her mouth to say something but right at that moment, there was a knock on the door.

"Come in." I said. The door creaked open and in came my parents. Utau got up and walked to the door. "I'm going, Amu. Bye." She said, her voice suddenly cold and her eyes a darker shade of purple.

"Stay?" I asked. "Please?" I put on my best puppy face, the one she could never resist. Her eyes lightened up a bit and at that moment I thought she was going to say okay. But to my surprise, she didn't.

"I'll…I'll talk to you later," She choked out before shutting the door behind her. "I don't want to bother you guys."

"Uta…" My voice trailed off. I turned to my parents who had been silent since their arrival. Damn it! I silently cursed. What's with the 'wedding' thing today? I'm totally confused. What the heck was Utau talking about? Maybe my parents could explain it...possibly?

Mom turned to me with sadness plastered all over her face.

"I know you never liked him anyways, so I assume…you must be happy now?" She asked. "Tell me Amu, am I correct?" WHAT? Me…h-hate someone? IMPOSSIBLE! Me hate a boy? B-B-But…I don't hate a boy…Let me think…Kairi is nerdy, but I don't hate him. Kukai is like a brother I don't have, but I don't hate him either…And the purple haired cross-dresser is a good friend too…so that leaves me with…TADASE? Nope. Impossible. I can't hate that kid. He's too gay and girly. Totally not worth hating for. Does that even make sense? I dunno. But whatever…

My mind suddenly snapped back into focus and all I could hear was my dad rambling about something.

"I''…" I sweat dropped. There he goes again. Dad's starting to turn hysterical. He's like talking 100 miles per hour nonstop and I can't understand a single word he said except for, "I'm".

"Hold on a second. Your turning hysterical Dad. Take a deep breath."

"Yes, you're absolutely right. A deeeeeeep breath." Dad immediately calmed down after that. They both turned to look at me.

"Um…you see," I started. "I have no idea what you are talking about. So exactly what were you both talking about?" Like Utau, they both stared at me with surprise and confusion on their faces.

"I…uh…assume this was…something important?" I asked, embracing myself to be yelled at. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Mom's expression turn into smile. "Oh! Mom feels so dumb!" She said pretending to hit her forehead. "You must be just joking with me! Now, honey, that's not nice. You don't know how worried we-"

Knock, Knock.

My nurse, Emi poked her head into the room. "I'm sorry Mr. and Mrs. Hinamori, but visiting hours are over. You'll have to come back another time. "

"O-oh okay then. I hope you feel better soon" She smiled. Dad came over and kissed my forehead. "Ami wished you well." He murmured before walking out of the room.

Ami, I miss you. I wish you a good school year. I thought. At that moment, I was all happy and cheery. But the knock on my door burst my bubble. The negative thoughts came flooding back again. I frowned.

Why was it that somebody kept interrupting the person that was trying to tell me, or well, gonna tell me about this weird wedding thing? It is pure torture, having to get all excited, wondering what they're going to tell me…then somebody knocks on the door and they leave. GOSH! THIS IS SO FUSTRATING!

"May I come in?" A female voice asked. "Do you really need to ask? It's not like you really need to say that. I prefer you just come in. "

Emi came in with a cart loaded with things. "Sorry," She said. "I'll remember that next time." She took a seat next to me on a chair.

"How was your day?" She asked with a forced smile.

"Fine."

"Does it still hurt when you breathe?"

"S'okay." I mumbled.

"That's great!" Emi replied with fake enthusiasm. "Now what about your head? Does it hurt?"

"I'm okay." I mumbled, feeling more irritated by the second. These questions were such a waste, and Emi was a total fake. She was treating me like a child in preschool. I mean c'mon! Really?

"Are you up for some food?"

"I dunno."

"How does chicken noodle soup sound?" She asked.

"Yeah, sure. Whatever." I replied with the same irritated tone as before. She went to the cart and took out a bowl of soup and then gently placed it on the table beside the hospital bed.

"Call me if you need anything, okay?" She said. A minute later as I reached for the soup, I noticed that she was still there.

"I thought you were going to leave. Are you gonna give me some quiet or what?" I snapped not feeling a bit guilty for being rude at all. It's wasn't like she really cared anyways.

"Right, I'm soooooooo sorry Ms. Hinamori. I'll take my leave now." Emi said and went to the door, opened it, and closed it quietly behind her.

I sighed, placing the soup back down. Finally! I silently cheered in my head. That annoying nurse is finally gone. Some peace at last.

A while later, I realized that I had no spoon to eat my soup with. I sighed again. I have such a great nurse I thought to myself.

I mean a great nurse that's so awesome…she can actually forget to give utensils for her patient to eat the soup with. So and dumb and annoying. AND fake.

.::xTxTx::.

'I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along.'

So…how was it? The chapter I mean.

The quotes I put in the beginning and end don't really relate to the story. I couldn't help it. While I was writing this, those lyrics popped into my head. I don't know how to describe the feeling. It just felt right to me.

I hope you guys will still continue reading even though I'm a total failure in updating.

Yes! I'm so happy! (no, not really) I've made it this far! I've never finished a story before. A lot of my stories are left unfinished, or there still in my head and haven't quite developed a good ending or storyline yet.

I keep saying the reason for the delay is because of writer's block, violin, busy, etc…whatever. I think they're really just excuses.

So I'm going to set a goal for myself. And that goal is to try to updated every Saturday or Sunday!

It'll be hard though! =…= It's like forcing myself to finish a homework on time but still having it not seem rushed.

Please REVIEW everyone! Next chapter will be dedicated to 1st and 100th reviewer!

Thanks everyone, for reading! Luv ya all! X3 BTW: for whoever that reads True Self...I won't be updating that for a very long time. I want work on this more. Trying to update every single story slows me down...A LOT. lol.