Coping

A/N thanks to you amazing people that have stuck with John through this difficult time he greatly appreciates it! The song is Uncle Kracker Smile

Chapter Two

John stared at the violin. That instrument was Sherlocks one defense against the world, many thought that he used his cold logic and harsh words, but John knew better. He knew Sherlock hurt every time someone called him a freak, he knew he hurt whenever someone laughed at him. Music was his one release where he was free.

John knew this because he spied on Sherlock when he played his violin the eyes that were always cold and calculating were closed and peaceful.

Your better then the best

I'm lucky just to linger in your light

Sherlock could give your whole bloody life story by the turn ups on your jeans. John laughed as he remembered they're first meeting.

The name's Sherlock Holmes and the address is 221B Baker street

who knew that in that few brief moments John's life would change so profoundly?

Cooler than the flip side of my pillow

Completely unaware nothing can compare to where you send me lets me that it's okay

and the moments when my good times start to fade

Sherlock was how does one describe him?

John felt his chest start to hurt as memories overtook him. Watching Sherlock in his precise, crazy, hurricane life was a treat that he knew would never last.

You make me smile like the sun

Fall outta bed

sing like a bird

spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

John felt the tears coming, he let them fall as he broke down. you make me smile yes only Sherlock made him smile.

You make me dance like a fool

Shine like gold

buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

you make me smile.

Even when you're gone,

Somehow you come along just like

A flower pokin' through the sidewalk crack

And just like that

You steal away the rain, and just like that

Sherlock had a talent he wasn't even aware of. No matter how mad or depressing his day was, Sherlock always made him smile.

You make me smile.