For The anonymous reviewer, it was late when I wrote it. I forgot about the flashback. I will add it in later. But I am also sick and can't think straight. The story will have the flashbacks. So do not worry. And thank you for the review. Now onward with the story.

Disclaimer: I wish I owned Vampire Academy. But Richelle Mead and her beautiful baby boy own Vampire Academy. *I had to add him in there. He is too CUTE!*

I sat in Dimitri's t-shirt, looking at my family. I knew I was in trouble. I looked down at my hands and bit my lip. Trying to avoid their gazes I closed my eyes. I breathed deeply. I felt a hand on my shoulder, and I looked up at Lissa, she had the biggest smile on her face. I looked confused. My family was smiling. Why were they smiling? I looked at each face; Grandma Alberta, Grandpa Victor, Aunt Mia, Eddie and Christian. I looked at Dimitri who was sitting shirtless, I bit my lip more and wanted to reach out and cup his face. But this wasn't the time. I gulped and stood up I bent down and picked up my shirt and bra and ran upstairs into my room. This was embarrassing. Very embarrassing, how did I get this to go so far? I just met the kid. But I trust him. I think I may have found the one.

Later that night Mia and Lissa had come into my room and sit on my bed. I looked at them, expecting why they were here. But I had all ready figured out the answer when they smiled and touched the new existing hickey on my neck.

"What was is like?" Mia said.

I shrugged "I don't know. It felt normal"

Lissa smiled, "how come you guys were in the living room and not the bedroom"

"The bedroom is where the bad things happen" I whispered. "Once the door closes, I don't know what's going to happen" I looked at my book.

"You can't be afraid forever" Mia said.

"Yeah but I'm scarred forever. This will always live with me." I looked down. That one particular memory of when the raping started to happen.

*flashback*

I was twelve years old. I was lying in bed. My mom insisted on me wearing a nightgown to bed. She always said I looked pretty in a night gown. And I believed her. After she tucked me in and kissed me goodnight. I was about to fall asleep. I was drifting in and out because I heard my parents arguing.

"Do not hurt that little girl Abe" my mother yelled.

"I will do as I please to her. She's my daughter" I knew he was drunk. I was scared now.

"Yes your daughter you don't hurt your daughter" I heard a smack. I started to silently cried. "Leave my presence Janine. You sicken me."

I heard footsteps coming to my door. The door opened and my dad walked in. I was still silently crying. He looked at me and stroked my cheek.

"You can trust me" he whispered.

The door closed and I heard it locked. My father was back at my bed and he leaned down and kissed me. I squeezed my eyes shut. More tears coming out. I felt the bed adjust and my father lying with me. I was so scared and he had put his hands up my night gown and slowly took of my underwear. I felt his fingers where I didn't want him to be. I bit my lip to keep myself quiet. I felt pressure and pain down there for about 10 minutes. Minutes later my nightgown was off and my father was on me. He had applied more pressure down below and it hurt. I heard something rip and a warmness afterwards. I continued to cry. I heard my mother screaming and banging on the door. I tried calling out to my mom but I was in pain.

About an hour later, I was alone lying in bed. My body sore, I was bleeding. I was still naked and stared at the ceiling. A blank look on my face, I was so numb. I couldn't feel my emotions anymore.

*End flashback*

Reminding me of that, I cried. I looked at Lissa and Mia. They were by my side in an instant, hugging me and stroking my hair.

"It's okay Rose. He's not here anymore. He can't hurt you. You're safe" Lissa crooned. I thought aimlessly. How long am I safe until?

~*~*~*Enough*~*~*~

Days past and I was always with Dimitri. I haven't thought of anything negative. I had really seen the world with Dimitri. We walked through the park, hand in hand. If you were to look at me, and didn't know me, you would have thought. She's a happy girl. She's enjoying her life, but when really, I hated my life. Dimitri helped me through a lot. He told me how his dad use to beat up his mom and how she would just let it happened. But Dimitri didn't. It wasn't too long ago when the gorgeous god puckered up the courage and beat up his dad. I wish I could do that.

While sitting in his den, I was playing Chinese checkers and he was reading a western novel, we had made this a daily thing. We would take a walk his mom would take Caleb for me and me and Dimitri would just hang out here. I enjoy my time away from everything.

"Can you teach me to fight?" I asked Dimitri. It was kind of out of the blue.

"Why do you want to fight?" He asked me.

I shrugged, "I'm tired of feeling weak. I want to be able to defend myself, without the help of my family." I said truthfully.

He put his book down and came to lie next to me on the floor. "I can teach you how to fight Roza. But it'll take some time." I nodded. "When do you want to learn?"

"Before they come to see me" I said.

"Whose they?" He stroked my cheek.

"Children and Youth, they check on me ever 6 months. And they are coming down next month"

He nodded and kissed my cheek "Then we'll start tomorrow. Bright and early"

I smiled and pushed him back and laid on him. I stroked his chest and I felt so comfortable with him. He stroked my hair and wrapped one arm around my waist. I closed my eyes and I felt like I could fall asleep here. Which I kind of did?

I was shaken awake by Dimitri. I looked up at him and I was on the couch in the den.

"Wake up sleeping beauty. Your family is looking for you" I nodded and stood up yawning. I walked to him and kissed his lips once.

"Will you walk me back?" he nodded. I slipped my hands into his and he walked me back to my house. I smiled at him and stood on my tippy toes and kissed him again. "Thank you"

"For what?" he smiled his eyes still closed.

"For being my friend"

He scratched the back of his head. "Just a friend, huh?"

I touched his chest and splayed my fingers out taking in his warmth. "You don't want to be friends?"

"No, I love being your friend. I just thought…You were umm"

"You want me to be your girlfriend?" He nodded and I smiled I hugged him "I would love to be your girlfriend Dimitri"

A smiled broke out on his face and kissed me deeply. I kissed him back with much force. I caught his hair in my hands. Pushing his face closer to mine, getting every inch of his lips.

"You should go now." I shook my head. "Why not?"

"I want to forget about everything tonight and be with you; only you and nothing else." I said. I kissed his lips. "This also means, I'm forgetting my past and focusing on my future, with you."

The night was pretty well played out. I had gone up into my room with Dimitri. We lay in my bed and we touched each other. I had taken off his shirt and unbuttoned his pants. My shirt and shorts had come off. I was only in my bra and underwear. I gripped on Dimitri's back as he hovered me and kissed my lips intensively. I kissed him back adding pressure; I grabbed him by the belt loop and pulled him down to lay on me. Forget everything. I told myself. Focus on just Dimitri. Just him. Nothing else. I didn't need to convince myself twice. I pull down his pants and throw them across the room. It felt good having his skin pressed to mine.

I scratched my nails down his back. "Oh god" I moaned. His face hovering mine, I moved my waist with his. My eyes closed softly. "Mmm, harder" I moaned again in his ear.

He went harder penetrating me. I smiled and looked up at him. He smiled and kissed my lips. I kissed him back. I felt my body spaz out, but I was no where near close to having an orgasm. Dimitri started to ride faster and our bodies almost bouncing.

I had gathered enough strength and seeing our guards were down, I was able to flip us over and I was on top, riding him out. My hands on his chest as my waist moves, doing a type of pelvic thrust. I rode his faster, my bed making that squeaking noise. The head board hit the wall.

"Oh god Roza" Dimitri moaned. That turned me on more. I continued to ride out my orgasm as it hit me.

"Cum for me, Dimitri? Please." I moaned and his waist bucked up and I felt his warmth spread all through me. I closed my eyes and slowed down to a stop, and I look down at him smiling. "Thank you Comrade"

He raised an eyebrow. "Comrade?"

I shrugged. "It fits with you." I leaned down and kissed him.

He chuckled and kissed me back "I guess it does"

We lay in my bed. Our limbs still intertwined together. I rest my head on his chest and snuggled into him. This night I had forgotten about everything. The only ones in the world were me and Dimitri. I liked life like this. But when morning comes, reality is going to sink in and I will have to go back to dealing with my problems again. I wish this could happen all the time.

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