YAY! I'm back. And ready for action. Okay so one of you had figured out Rose and Dimitri had unprotected sex. Just a reminder… Rose is not use to protected sex. She knows what birth control is but is not on it. There a few new faces you're going to meet. Some you will like. Some you will love. Some you will hate with a passion. I think you know what character I am talking about. But he/she will not appear until the end. Now thank you for your time… here is the story.

Disclaimer: I don't freaking own the VA series. LOL :)

I lay there speechless; I just had amazing sex with Dimitri. It felt so natural with him. It was like two missing pieces of a puzzle. We fit perfectly. I could remember him whispering in my ear. I knew it had to be Russian because it wasn't a language I wasn't familiar with. His body was so toned out. It fit his demeanor perfectly. His eyes would smother me and his laugh would bring me closer. He was what people would call 'Soul Mate.' I didn't quite believe in that; until I met Dimitri that is.

A loud knock on my door brought me out of my fantasy about Dimitri. I had gotten up pulling on the first pair of clothing I saw. And to my astonishment was Dimitri's shirt. Shocking. Not really but you get my point. I walked to the door. Wondering, how the hell I am still walking. I look back at my perfect boyfriend; well I wouldn't say perfect he still has some flaws. But who's counting really? I had opened my door slowly and it revealed, who I wasn't expecting to see. And so help me god it was my mother. She had the nerve to come and see me. Especially when I just had amazing sex; I growled and walked out of the room closing the door so she wouldn't see my Russian god.

"Hello Rose." My mother said. She had the decency to smile at me, after what she has done, really?

"Janine." I said looking at her. "What do you want?" I didn't return the smile.

"Can I not come to see how my daughter is doing?" She said a little taken aback.

"No, not really, you lost your rights as a mother." I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms over my chest.

She smirked and touched my face, "so beautiful"

I slapped her hand away "Don't touch me. Don't come near me. I want nothing to do with you"

"What would your father say if he saw you like this" Bringing up my father in this conversation really turned things up. I was heated as it is from sex, but now, now this was pure anger. I didn't want to talk about him. "You know he asks about you"

"I don't care. He's not my father" I said coldly.

"He is too." She smirked. I heard Caleb mumbling from downstairs. I'm guessing they were quiet to listen in on us. I have a nosy family.

"He's dead to me. He can rot in hell for all I care. He was born a sick bastard. He will always be a sick bastard."

"You wouldn't dare talk about him like this if he was still around would you. You think you are tough because now you can't get touched by him." She said with distaste.

I was quiet. No I wouldn't talk like that about him because I was afraid. And she was right; I was acting tough cause he wasn't around. Isn't that what I am supposed to do? Really, I had no idea what I was supposed to do. Sometimes at night, I am only left with me and my memories. And I cry every night. I see and still feel the pain that monster had given me. And my mother had the nerve to stick up for him. I am her daughter. She should stick up for me. And if this is her way of telling me that she didn't want me. Then why did she keep me and put me through that pain? So many questions ran through my head.

"You're nothing but a coward." She taunted me. My own mother making fun of me because I was abused my whole life. "You'll never be anything in this world Rosemarie."

"SHUT UP!" I yelled crying.

"Why because I am telling the truth, because you know I'm-" in that split second when she was talking impulse came through me. I don't know where it came from, and I didn't know how to use it. But right then, I had punched my mother in her face. Causing her to stagger back, I looked at my fist. That really hurt. I looked at where my mother was standing up covering her face.

"Mom," suddenly I felt sorry. But then I had to do what I had to do. Just to get her to stop talking.

In this moment of despair, I had never hit another being. But right then, I did hit a being who happened to be my mother. I clutched my fist closer to me. I saw her walking over to me. I backed against the wall trying to dig my way through the wall, clawing at the wall.

"You bitch" my mother spat. I closed my eyes ready to be slapped or anything. But it didn't come. I opened my eyes just a little and saw my grandfather and my grandmother. My grandmother had a restraint on my mother. I ran to my grandmother and cried into her chest. I was scared. So scared. I thought I had escaped this mess. I thought it was done. But I was right. As soon as I ley myself be happy. My world comes crumbling down. I looked back and saw Dimitri standing there with a shock look on his face. I was scared that he had almost witnessed me getting hit. I looked away and held onto my grandma for dear life. I hear rough scuffling on the floor and down the steps then I heard once more.

"You little bitch this isn't over. Wait till your father hears about it"

I cried harder and sobs racked through my body. Oh no, oh no. This can't be. I'm going to be in so much trouble. He will find a way out and he will come find me. And kill me. I wasn't safe anywhere.

I was in the living room Dimitri was holding onto me, my finger nails digging into my knees. I looked at him, and I saw pain in his eyes. I saw he was sorry for not being there and protecting me. I frowned and nuzzled my head in his neck.

"I'm scared Comrade" I said quietly.

"I know. I'm scared too. I don't like seeing you like this." He kissed my head. "I will protect you"

I shook my head and looked at him "I can't always be protected. He's going to come and he's going to hurt me until I am blue and dead."

"Don't you dare say that, he will not kill you" he said sounding heroic.

"Dimitri please stop, you can't stop him. No one can." I looked at my hands. "This is my fight."

I had gotten up and walked out the living to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. This wasn't the girl, who I had grown to love. This wasn't even me. This was a poor defenseless child. I am going to change that status. I will no longer be who I once was. I was going to be that girl who everyone sees me as. Strong, confident and live my life to the fullest. It won't be an easy process, but I'll have my family there beside me, guiding me like they always have.

Tomorrow was a new start for my life. When tomorrow comes, I'll act as if tonight never happened. Leaving the bathroom, I caught sight that Dimitri wasn't there anymore. I looked at Lissa and pointed at the door. I realized I was just in a t-shirt. So I ran upstairs and put on some shorts and I walk outside. What I planned on expecting was Dimitri sitting on the porch like he always does, but no, he wasn't there. He was in his yard, with a girl hugged tight around his neck and she kissed his cheek once, twice and a third time. I felt a pang of jealousy. I mean Dimitri is my boyfriend I shouldn't feel jealous because a girl was hugged up on my boyfriend. Okay, so I am jealous because he is my boyfriend. But what happened next literally killed me. She kissed him and he kissed her back.

"Oh I missed you Dimka." The chipper girly voice spoke.

"I missed you too." Dimitri spoke.

You can miss a sister and kiss her cheek. You can miss a friend and hug them tightly. But can you miss a pretty girl kiss her, after what just happened. I walked back into the house and hung my head low. I couldn't believe he didn't tell me that he had a girlfriend. My life then went crashing down. I went to my bedroom crying the entire night. Life. Sucks.

There you have it! Chapter 5, so tell me what you think… Do not worry… things will get better. That is… I can change the story plot and Make Tasha Dimitri's girlfriend. They are cousins' people. Only half though.