You can miss a sister and kiss her cheek. You can miss a friend and hug them tightly. But can you miss a pretty girl kiss her, after what just happened. I walked back into the house and hung my head low. I couldn't believe he didn't tell me that he had a girlfriend. My life then went crashing down. I went to my bedroom crying the entire night. Life. Sucks

Crying didn't seem like the worst thing in my life. I lay on side and hugged my pillow. Did tonight mean anything? Was I just some easy quick fuck? Was I just here to just get his dick wet and settle out his sexual frustrations? I sighed, No! I will not be taken advantage of again. I will not be someone's fuck toy. I will not let Dimitri get away with this.

A knock at the door disturbed my thoughts. I get up still in Dimitri's shirt and I answer the door, only to reveal the devil himself. I looked at him and closed the door in his face. I sighed and shook my head. Turning back around opening the door.

"You can get your stuff and leave." I said to him.

He looked at me confused. "Why would I leave?"

"Don't act so innocent Belikov. Get your shit and leave now!" I practically yelled.

"What did I do wrong?" He asked walking into my room.

"You did everything wrong. Like fucking me… then kissing another girl."

"What girl?" He asked still confused. Wow, he must be a good actor because he really looked like he was confused.

"You kissed a girl just after I punched my mother."

"Who Tasha?" He pointed out the door.

"Oh so she has a name. You know her." I said crossing my arms over my chest.

"Of course I know her. She's my cousin for Christ sakes. You thought she was my girlfriend?" I nodded. "No, baby no. She's Christian's sisters."

"So you're related to Christian?"

He nodded. "Yes, Christian's my cousin too." I sighed. "But what kiss are you talking about?"

"You kissed her on the lips."

He laughed and shook his head. "That was a mistake. I went to kiss her cheek but she turned her head and we kissed. If you would have stayed, you would have heard her shrilling scream. It was funny."

Okay now I felt really stupid and retarded. I sat on the bed and looked down at my feet and looked at him. "So it was just nothing."

He sat next to me and cupped my chin. "You're the only one I want." He leaned closer and gave my lips a little peck. "I love you."

I kissed him back and wrapped my arms around his neck. "I love you"

"Good" he whispered against my lips.

I tried not to start crying, but I did anyways. I felt so stupid to almost lose Dimitri like that. But the night ended how it started. Me and Dimitri having sex again, it was better then the first time. I clung to Dimitri after we were finished. The light spilled into the room and I groaned.

"Why?" I hid my face in his chest.

"Just go to sleep" he told me.

I shook my head. "My grandma will be up to get me up. So I have to get up."

He sighed and stroked my hair. I did fall asleep because when I woke up Dimitri wasn't in bed with me and I sat up and flipped my hair back. I looked around the room and got up. Picking out my clothes to wear, I put back on Dimitri's shirt and I walk out to the bathroom to get a shower. The water felt so good, I started to wash my body and I noticed a bruise on my arm. It wasn't new, or bad. It was going away.

*flashback*

I was in my kitchen at 6 months pregnant. I rubbed my belly and sighed happily. I may have been pregnant with my father's child but I was happy. I looked at the clock and it was almost time to go to the doctors. I get up to get a shower, but walking out of the bathroom was my father. He looked at me and smiled.

"Hello Kiz." He looked down at my belly.

"Hello father" I said shakily.

"Come on give your old man a hug" I shook my head. "No? Are you telling me no?"

I nodded. "Yes"

He reached his hand up and slapped my across the face. "You will do what I tell you to do? Got me?" He yelled in my face. I held my face where he slapped me and looked at him crying. "Oh don't cry you stupid slut"

"Okay" I said crying more. He grabbed my arms tightly and squeezed them.

"Stop crying!" He yelled. He shook me till my head was almost pulled off the vertebrae.

I stopped and whimpered a little. He finally let go of my arms and pushed me to the bathroom. Falling into the wall, I held my stomach protectively. I looked up and he was walking away. I waited until he left. I reached for the phone. Dialing 9-1-1 right away.

"9-1-1, what's your emergency?" the dispatcher said.

"I…I was raped." I whispered.

"Ma'am where are you?" she said calmly.

"In my house, hurry quickly before he comes back. Please hurry." I said in hysterics.

"Until who comes back" She said.

"My father" I cried and the line went dead. I hung up the phone and looked around me. I got off the ground and grabbed the first thing I could find. A knife, yes. I got up and walked through the house to get to the stairs. I gripped the knife tightly; I started to walk up the stairs and turned around every few seconds, like it was a horror movie. My father steps out of his room with a belt in his hand. I started to panic. He came after me, I started to breathe heavily, as soon as the belt contacted my leg, and the knife contacted his stomach, he fell to the floor. I ran to my room locking the door sitting on my bed, my arms wrapped around my stomach. I cried until I couldn't cry anymore.

There was a knock at the door, I started to scream. "Leave me alone!"

*End Flashback*

The knocking didn't come from my flashback. It was actually happening. I looked down, okay no stomach. But I didn't know who was knocking at the door. The bangs got louder and I got out of the shower. I wrapped a towel around my body and grabbed the hair dryer. I held it like a gun and opened the door. Hitting the person on the shoulders with it hard, I looked down at my victim. I soon regretted.

"Ow!" Dimitri said.

I bit my lip and kneeled down beside him. "I'm so, so sorry." I held his face. "Why were you banging on the door?"

"You were in here for an hour" An hour? I looked at him. "What were you doing?"

"Getting a shower" I said "I was lost in a thought. I didn't know how long I was in there for. I'm sorry I scared you."

"It's okay baby. Just don't do that again, I was so scared. I thought you passed out and drowned." I shook my head. He sat up and hugged me tightly.

"I'm sorry. I was just thinking about something." I smiled and kissed him. "But I'm okay now. See? I'm not hurt. I'm okay baby"

He kissed me back and it was a full on make out session until Lissa came upstairs. I was straddling his waist the towel still around me.

"Ahem!" Lissa cleared her throat.

I looked up and blushed. "Sorry."

"Some of us would like to use the bathroom. But now I have to disinfect it."

I looked at her and smirked. "Oh yeah, let me remind you, I was the one the caught you and Christian in the bathroom that one day. Yeah, I went there."

"That was a secret."

"Secret no more baby" I got off of Dimitri and walked to my room.

"Oh by the way, we're going shopping today." She yelled down the hall.

"Why?" I looked at her.

"It's your birthday" She smiled and descended into the bathroom.

I looked at the floor then at Dimitri. "Did you know about this?"

"Know about what?"

"My birthday."

He shook his head. "No one told me. Especially you."

"But my birthday's in August."

"It is August."

I looked at him. "No it's not it's July."

"Yesterday was July. Now it's august Roza. Happy birthday baby girl." He walked over to me and kissed me deeply.

I sighed. How did I forget my own birthday?

I got lazy! Hahaha there you go. Enjoy! Review