AS USUAL I ONLY OWN SARAH. AND THIS IS SET DURING SEASON FOUR, NOT SEASON FIVE. I WAS SLIGHTLY PISSED OFF WHEN I WROTE THE LAST A/N. AND I BRING SARAH BACK FROM THE "DEAD" AND I ONLY GET THREE REVIEWS? AND SOAGIRL IS RIGHT WISHUY. THERE'S A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING HONEST AND THROWING FLAMES. OMG, DOES ANYONE ELSE THINK THAT HAPPY LOOKS EVEN SEXIER WITH THEY GREY STUBBLE OR IS JUST ME? AND CHIBS IS LOOKING MIGHTY FINE. I FEEL SO BAD FOR TIG. THAT WAS ONE OF THE MOST HORRIBLE THINGS I HAVE EVER SEEN. HE OWNED THAT EPISODE. THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG ONE. OK ENOUGH OF MY BABBLING. ON WITH THE STORY.

Sarah groaned as light danced aross her face. Yesterday had been like a dream. She was finally back where she belonged. Last night was perfect. After Kozik had shut the door, they laid down on the bed and talked for hours. He seemed to realize that it was too soon for her to to have sex and he had been a perfect gentelman. He hadn't pushed her into it, He just held her as they talked.

They finally drifted off to sleep at around two am. Sarah had never been happier. As she slowly streched, there was a knock on the door. Kozik was on his feet in a second, and Sarah had no idea where the gun in his hand came from. As he opened the door a crack, He groaned.

Opening the door all they way, Sarah saw Tara standing there. As Sarah looked at Tara, wondering why she was there, Tara said one word. " Shopping." And that was all it took for Sarah to jump out of bed and say " Gimme 15 minutes to get ready. " Kozik let out a loud groan as Tara shut the door. " How much is it going to cost me this time?" He asked As sarah had her shower and got ready. " How much do you have?" She asked him grinning.

Kozik let out another groan and reached into his pocket and pulled out a thick wad and handed it to her. " I know better then to get between you and your shopping. If you keep this up i'm going to need to rent a house just for the closet space." He told her smirking. Sarah scoffed. " I don't shop that much." Kozik let out a snort as she walked out of the room. Throwing himself on the bed he muttered " That woman is going to be the death of me. Or my wallet. Or both."

2 HOURS LATER

Sarah and Tara were carrying so many bags that they could barely walk. As they sat down at an outdoor cafe, Tara pulled out her cell phone and texted Jax to tell someone to come get their bags. After luch they planned to hit Victoria's Secret. they wanted that stop to be a suprise. they both needed some new bras, panties lingerie and perfume. As the guys loaded up the bags, Jax walked over and sat down. " I know where you're going next. " Jax said with a slight smirk.

Sarah groaned. "And lemme guess. You wanna come" Jax's smirk got even wider. " Fine! But you can't tell Kozik." Sarah said. " My lips are sealed darlin'" Jax said as he got up and got on his bike. As they walked to the car Tara said " This should be fun. Kozik's old lady modeling lingerie for one of his brothers. There's no way for this to end badly. Sarah let out a loud snort and got in the car. "At least he has a general idea of what Kozik would like?" Sarah asked shrugging. Tara rolled her eyes. If it was anyone else but Sarah Jax would not be going with. But Sarah and Jaz were like brother and sister.

2 HOURS LATER

"Oh my god. I'm scarred for life. I didn't need to see you in any of that." Jax said as he sat down on a bench and put his head in his hands, trying to give himself memory loss. " Hey you're the one that wanted to come. " Sarah reminded him. Jax Groaned loudly and fought off the urge to blind himself. " Did you really have to try ont he see-through lace babydoll?" He asked her. Sarah shrugged. "You picked it out. Jax turned bright red and wouldn't look Sarah in the eye. " Can we forget this ever happened?" Jax asked hopefully.

As Tara and Sarah started giglling, he dropped his head into his hands. "Guess not." He muttered. " Can we at least not tell Kozik about it?" Sarah snorted through her giggles. " I'm a dead man." Jax muttered as he got up and went outside. they followed him still giggling. As they got closer Jax glared at them. " Ooooh scary. Well it would have been if the big bad biker wasn't afraid of lace" Tara taunted him.

Jaz pointed a ringed finger at her and said " You're gonna pay for that later. " Tara let out a snicker and said " I've told you before Teller. Don't threaten me with a good time." Jax let out a loud bark of laughter as they got in the car. " They are going to get me killed one of these days" He muttered as they pulled out of the parking lot.

CLUBHOUSE- 5 DAYS LATER

As Sarah got ready for the night, She was a bundle of nerves. Tonight was her first party in three months. Luckily Tara was here getting ready with her. Sarah decided to wear an one of her new outfits from Victoria's Secret. She was wearing a black cut out bra top, a black leather miniskirt and a pair of black lace up over the knee boots. As Tara got ready, Sarah pulled her hair back into a messy bun. Sarah was on the verge of panic but Tara told her to breathe deeply and count to ten.

"You can do this. " Tara told her. " Are you ready? " Sarah nodded weakly and stood up. Let's go." Tara was driving them from her house because Sarah wanted her outfit to be a suprise. As they got closer, Sarah Felt her nerves vanish. All she could picture was his face when he saw her outfit. Sarah Had decided that she was ready. She had put the lace babydoll that made Jax wanna blind himself in her purse. She hadn't even told Kozik. She wanted it to be a suprise. As they walked into the clubhouse, Sarah's heart dropped down to the heels of her boots.

A/N-DUN DUN DUNNNNNNN! WHAT COULD SHE HAVE SEEN? IS IT GOOD OR BAD?