Special Arrangement
Chap8: Let's Lay It Out There
"Are you sure Leah, I really think you should let me check you just for good measure."-mom asked me yet again.
"Yes I'm sure now will you please leave me alone damn!"-I said aggravated.
I haven't had a moment to myself since I was scratched up without Sue harassing me when she's not working or checking in on Billy. All she does is hover over me and force antibiotics down my throat and some funky ass cream on my back; she always gets Seth to hold me down knowing there is no way in hell I'd take that shit or have it on my back without a fight. Once she tried to get Sam, but she learned real quickly that that was a bad idea…a very bad idea. Let's just say I reopened my wounds again when that little confrontation went down.
"Alright Leah I'm going to leave it alone for today, but please try not to phase again especially in the house or I'm taking you to the hospital to check you and there won't be any arguing."-she said kissing me on the forehead, which I wiped away, as she moved toward the door.
"Yeah Yeah."-I said dismissively stuffing my face with some ice cream
"Sam make sure she doesn't get off of the couch or do anything that will expose or reopen her back please?"-she asked standing in the door way and I scowled at her then looked at Sam daring him to even blink if I tried to get up. He swallowed and nervously shifted his eyes back and forth between me and Sue.
"Uh do you really think I'm the best person for that?"-he asked and I snickered
"Well um I figured the boys would go out later and you'd be the only one here with her."-she said knowing he wasn't the person for the job.
"Where's Seth?"-I mumbled through a mouth full of ice cream; I didn't notice he wasn't here and that's a surprise seeing how loud he is and those idiots are always making a scene.
"He just snuck out the back and left the dishes before you caught them to go to the movies with the guys. You know they've been living it up since you banned anyone in your pack from patrolling. They're going to be so sad and grumpy when they have to go back on patrol."-Sam said shaking his head smiling
"Don't worry mom Sam will do them."-I said smiling and he glared and mumbled under his breath.
"Those boys! Well I do think you all deserve a break though, it's been too long since you've breathed; you all need a break."-Sue said turning to Sam who smiled and I scoffed.
"Yeah like Sam and his pack will be taking a break anytime soon."-I said reaching for the remote to turn on the TV and Sue ran over (literally ran) to pick it up for me and hand it to me.
"Leah you should have asked me or Sam to hand it to you."-she scolded and I sighed very loudly.
"Oh my gosh mom I was reaching for the remote that was sitting right there! Not a weight across the room I'm healing fine anyway almost completely."-I said smiling
"Stay"-she said pointing her finger at me walking to the door backwards.
"I'm only part dog you don't need to roll out the newspaper and whack me."-I rolled my eyes and went to plop back down, but slowed when she glared, so I dramatically lay back down and turned on the TV.
"Bye honey"-she said
"Sam she's talking to you."-I said without taking my eyes off the TV
"Huh?"-he said dumbly and I laughed hunching over and felt one of my scars strain, so I stopped abruptly and sat back up and played it off before she noticed and came back over smothering me.
"I was not- Leah stop messing with him."-she said
"Well I'm bored as hell and you are driving me crazy now would you go already Billy's waiting!"-I said shooing her.
"Fine, but behave Leah."-she said giving me the mom stare and I rolled my eyes.
"Finally!"-I sighed getting comfortable
I was just getting to a good part when somebody barged through the door like they owned the damn place.
"Hey guys let's do something and get out of here before Seth's bitchy ass sis-"-Jacob fucking Black stopped in his tracks and his eyes popped out when he saw me laying on the couch. He swallowed loudly and started stuttering.
"Uh…Leah…What um are you doing here?"-he questioned like an idiot
"Finish your sentence, Seth bitchy ass what?"-I said glaring at him and he shifted uneasily and looked around the room like it was going to save him.
"Um bitchy ass sissss…"-he hissed like a snake trying to think of something that sounded like sister like I didn't catch on to what he was going to say.
"You're fucking pathetic."-I hissed and he glared
"I'm pathetic? I'm not the one sitting here watching a Dallas marathon. Didn't they take that shit off like a hundred years ago?"-he said
"What the fuck do you want?"-I said just wanting him to leave
"I'm looking for Seth."-he said through clenched teeth
"Well he's not here."-I said losing my patients especially with his fucking attitude in my fucking house.
"Well when will he be back?"-he said crossing his arms like he runs the place.
"What the fuck does it matter your ass won't be here."-I said glaring harder if that's possible. He fucking scoffed, rose a brow to say oh really, and sat down next to me almost crushing my feet.
"What the fuck are you doing?"-I asked incredulously putting my chips down on the couch in-between my legs.
"I'm waiting for Seth what the hell does it look like?"-he said taking the remote and changing the channel.
"Bitch I know you didn't just take the remote and change the channel? Give it back to me now!"-I said growling
"No and if I'm correct you are the bitch you've proven that now more than ever."-he said clenching his fist.
"Oh I get it you're mad because you can't go see your owners. Aww how sad, but you can still piss in the bushes I'll even let you drink out of my toilet. Go on boy go on."-I said talking to him like he was a dog and he growled…yeah that's proves me wrong.
"You know what fuck you Leah! You wonder why you have no friends and nobody likes you and can't stand to be around you!"-he said shaking a little.
"You better not phase in here and I don't need friends and if I had them they wouldn't be avoiding me like yours are. If I'm so hard to be around then get the fuck out of my house!"-I said venomously and he stood up and glared down at me still shaking and growling.
"They aren't avoiding me you evil bitch."-he growled and I scoffed
"Really, when was the last time you've seen any of them, why are they at the movies right now and not one of them asked you to go along? Explain that to me Mr. Popular."-I said smirking and he stopped shaking and growling and plopped back down in his seat just missing my feet again son of a-
"This is all your fault."-he said accusingly
"My fault? How the hell is it my fault?"-I asked shocked that he would blame me because nobody wants to be around him. He turned his body to face me.
"If you didn't punish me by taking me away from my imprint then I wouldn't have imprint pains that scare the hell out of the guys which is why they don't want to be around me because they're scared I'll feel the pull and they won't know what to do."-he said like he just got a check mate and I scoffed.
"Let's lay it all out there shall we once and for all. The reason they don't want to be around you isn't because of the imprint pains it's because you've been a fucking asswhole to them along with everyone else these past few years and it only gets worse with time. You can't treat people like shit time and time again and expect them to be your best friends everybody has a limit even those idiots and they deserve a better friend then you've been."-I said and popped a chip into my mouth.
"You would know that best wouldn't you Leah? Admit it you're just jealous."-he said and I looked at him questioningly raising an eyebrow.
"And what exactly am I jealous of?"-I asked flatly and popped another chip into my; he snatched the bag and threw it on the table in front of him and when I went to reach for them he slapped my hand away.
"Don't you even think about putting your hands on me ever again."-I growled in warning and he leaned forward getting a little too close so I leaned back.
"You want to put everything out there then let's do it Clearwater. Ever since Sam dumped you for Emily you've been nothing but a cold hearted bitch and when you phased you became a literal bitch and your heart turned into a fucking black whole. You can't stand to see anyone else happy with somebody they love and loves them back especially if it's an imprint because we all know how much you love imprinting and those who get imprinted on. You see how happy I am with Nessie and you can't stand it. First it was with Bella when I thought I was in love with her and now it's her daughter. Nessie makes me happy she loves me and I love her and you need to get over it and stop taking your issues out on me and my imprint. Hating her and punishing me hasn't been working, so maybe you should try something else like not being a heartless bitch!"-he growled and I sat there stunned and annoyed that he thought I did this because I was jealous. I looked at him for a few seconds then laughed out loud.
"Are you serious, you think I did this and that I don't like you because I'm jealous? Let's just make something clear right off the bat I am over Sam and I couldn't care less about Emily and her stupid muffins. I am not jealous of imprints I pity them because they are stupid enough to make the imprinters their lovers even though in reality they probably wouldn't give them a second glance if it wasn't for the imprint. You are blind and they are simply your guides taking you down a weak path because let's face it imprinting makes you weak. Every decision you make and what you do is based off what Nessie wants or if she's safe first and tucked away nice and comfy then if everyone else is still alive you do something, but only to ensure shell be happy when she comes out of hiding. You were weak before she was born scared to claim your right as alpha and running around after her cunt of a mother and putting everyone in danger and you're weak now doing the same thing with her five-year old daughter who you've been dating."-I pronounced clearly
"I might not have taken my right as alpha right from the start but I'm alpha now."-he said and I scoffed
"Yeah you're alpha of a separate pack because you choose leeches and a leech lover over your people yet again splitting us up all to keep Bella and her spawn, that was killing her fyi, safe. So like I said you make decisions on whether they're safe and happy and if Bella never got pregnant you never would have stepped up."-he went to interrupt, but I kept going determined to have it out with him with no yelling only facts.
"And as for why I don't like you it has nothing to do with your "love" for the spawn, but your behavior and attitude. How many times have we put our lives on the line for you because we know how much it would hurt you if something happened to the spawn? How many times was we injured protecting those Cullens? How many times have we slept out in the cold or in the heat to run nonstop patrols while they sat in the house playing games or planning yet another wedding? How many times have we gotten at least a fucking thank you?"-I asked and he stuttered.
"We do it because we have to it's our job to protect and we're a pack and we'd do it for any one of us and they say thank you all the time."-he said and I growled
"We do it out of loyalty to you and to keep our people and Forks safe nothing else. It's our job to protect humans the Cullens no matter how much they pretend are not humans they are vampires Jacob and we were created just to kill them and the rest of their kind."-I said feeling like I was talking to a child who refused to listen.
"Bu-"
"There is no fucking but we are not responsible for the Cullens! If you want to play a good pet then go right the fuck ahead, but don't get mad when we complain or disapprove. You don't care what happens to anyone except the Cullens and you only care about them because they control whether Nessie stays and if she goes so does Bella."-I said venomously
"That's not true I care about those other than the Cullens and I'd be upset if something happened to one of you."-he said defensively
"Really, because you sure as hell didn't act that way when Franklin died and if memory serves me right you weren't even at the funeral."-I said and his nostrils flared and he growled.
"You have no idea how bad I felt, how bad I feel that he died saving my imprint and her mother from being killed by those fucking leeches. I wasn't at the funeral because I couldn't stand being there knowing it should have been me and I felt if his family knew why he really died they wouldn't want me there because I sure as hell wouldn't and I have to live with that for the rest of my life. I ran patrols nonstop that entire day so nobody else would have to and could grieve after I chewed the Cullens out for not doing their part in keeping the area safe. So don't you fucking sit there and act like you know how I felt about that because you don't and I would never just ignore somebody in my pack or Sam's who was hurting or in trouble while fighting a leech."-he growled deep within his throat; I nodded my head.
"Okay maybe you do feel bad about Franklin, but you sure as hell would leave one of us hanging- actually you wouldn't just me specifically."-I said and his posture got stiff
"When have I ever done anything like that to you come off it Clearwater you're just trying to find a reason to hate me and play the woe is me game."-he said glaring and I started to shake a little and took deep breaths to calm down or at least stop shaking.
"Yes you fucking did Black. I was fighting leeches who, what a surprise were after Bella because she pissed them off by trying to manipulate one of their mates and was arrogant thinking because she has a shield and they have powers they run the fucking world. She's lucky as hell I was on patrol and when I howled the first thing you asked when you phased in was is Nessie safe what about Bella and then when you saw Bella in my memory you moved faster because now there's a problem. I was fighting three leeches while she did nothing but hide behind a fucking tree-A TREE BLACK she is a vampire and she hid behind a fucking tree; not fight even though she started it or even run or get help, but HIDE behind a tree like that would do anything while I fought them off alone. I was being clawed and backed into a corner and scratched up and blood caked my fur, but when you get there you run over to Bells checking her and coddling her to make sure she isn't injured or in shock. Can vampires even go into shock? If it wasn't for Brady I would be dead right now because you had to make sure your little leech lover didn't break a nail."-I growled shaking really bad and grabbed the couch to calm down and ripped it in the process, but it helped.
"I just wanted to make sure she was alright I thought you could handle it I didn't know you were fighting three of them."-he said like that was a fucking defense
"Had you came to help me right away or listened when I screamed for you you would have known that, but like I said I don't matter never have never will I'm used to it by now you aren't exactly the first and only person who's made it clear the world would be better off without me. Those leeches had me by my neck and legs and were about to make me a wish bone and you didn't even bat an eyelash. Poor Brady had to watch me almost die, but thank God he came and helped me fight them off else I would have been snapped in half."-I said shaking my head and turning away from him when I heard the back door open announcing Sam was back.
"When I turned around there was only one leech."-he said quietly
"Yeah because Brady took one out and I took out the other no thanks to you or Bella."-I said tiredly not even bothering to turn and look at him.
"I'm sorry."-he whispered
"Yeah you've been saying that a lot these past few years at least this time you did it without needing to be reminded; save it."-I said shaking my head
"I really am sorry I was wrong and I never should have done that and trust me if I knew what was going on I would have went straight for you. Regardless of what you may think I really would care if something happened to you Leah the pack wouldn't be the same without you, I wouldn't be the same."-he said sincerely and I sighed
"Let's just leave it alone what's done is done."-I said just wanting to end the conversation and reached for the remote when my scars burned from stretching and I held my breath and sat back. This shit is really inconvenient not to mention scaring me a little. Jacob looked at me confused.
"Aren't you going to turn the TV back on?"-he asked frowning
"No I'm fine."-I said stiffly and he looked at me confused then realization dawned on him and I cursed under my breath.
"It's your back isn't it?"-he asked but I didn't respond
"I really am sorry I hurt you and that I didn't apologize right away that was just all different levels of wrong."-he said and reached for the remote and chips and handed them to me.
"Here if you need anything else let me know."-he said and I eyed him
"I have a servant for that already." I heard Sam sigh from wherever he was in the house
"You're leaving anyway."-I said turning to Star Trek TOS needing something interesting and sexy, aka Spock, to rid me of the anger and tension in the room. He rubbed the back of his neck nervously.
"I was hoping I could stay and wait the guys there is absolutely nothing to do in my house and I might die of boredom."-he asked sheepishly and I was tempted to say no but figured I could get a second slave out of it.
"Whatever just stop talking."-I said and he smiled and sat back in his seat.
AN: Hope you like! So now you know why Brady hates Jacob so much and is protective of Leah & they have a mutual respect/understanding for each other. Don't get too comfy with them being comfy more drama ensues next chap *grins & laughs evilly* oh & Emily finally makes her appearance *gag*
The needs of the many out way the needs of the few…so I need you to read then I need you to review…or homeless kitties will freeze :(