Special Arrangement
Chap13: I Was Being Considerate
JPOV
I lay in bed thinking about this crazy ass day and kept trying to figure out what the hell that Lard guy was until I fell asleep. About an hour or so later I woke up to my phone buzzing. I sighed and reached over to see who it was, even though I already knew, and of course it was from Nessie.
From: Nessie
Jakey y haven't u answered my calls or texts don't u luv me anymore? :(
I felt my heart pull and fought the tears that wanted to fall and noticed she'd texted me about ten times this past hour or so as well as Bella. They all consisted of pretty much the same thing…
From: Nessie
Jake where are you I miss you :(
From: Bella
U better have a damn good reason for not answering me.
From: Nessie
Its Leah isn't it? She never did like me n now she's turning u against me don't let her…Jakey I love you 4ever
From: Bella
How could u do this 2 us abandoning us n leaving us unprotected? What if we were attacked?
From: Nessie
I knew your ppl didn't like me but I never thought they'd be so mean. They r willing 2 hurt me by hurting u…they don't deserve u Jakey.
From: Nessie
U better answer me right now. Ur cheating on me with that whore Leah aren't you? It's just like her 2 do something like that! Going after men she can' have.
I pulled the phone back in shock that Nessie would single out Leah and accuse me of cheating on her; I would never do that and I don't appreciate her accusing me either nor her talking about Leah like that. I slammed the phone shut and shoved it in my pocket and got up smelling food. I drowsily and angrily made my way to the dining room where Paul was stuffing his stupid face.
"Sleeping ugly finally awakes."-he said with a mouth full of food
"You still here?"-I grumbled and plopped down next to Billy and Rachel dumped a load of food on a plate and placed it in front of me.
"Aww come one Jakey you know you love me."-Paul said blowing me a kiss
"Something you two want to tells us?"-Rachel asked and Billy grumbled under his breath
"Please don't go there it's bad enough I caught Jacob on top of Paul wearing yo-"
"So, any news from Sam?"-I asked cutting Billy off; Rachel didn't need to know about that. She looked from me to Paul and back again and Paul mumbled something I couldn't hear and her eyes got wide then she laughed so hard she slumped over the table.
"Oh goodness I forgot all about that."-she said catching her breath and wiping her eyes of tears
"Forgot about what?"-I asked
"Oh nothing, but Jake next time you want to borrow my clothes please ask because pink is not your color."-she said then laughed again
"Paul!"-I hissed and he grinned at me
"What everybody loved you in it when I showed them even Perry while we were on patrol. It's a good thing there were no leeches in the area or it would have gotten right pass us."-he said stuffing more food into his mouth.
"That's why he started laughing, you were on patrol with him tonight!"-I glared then continued stuffing my face. I'm not that mad to stop eating.
"That's what you get for acting ashamed of me. And to think I gave you the best s-"
"Alright jokes over!"-Billy said mortified
"Yeah, so shut it Paul, you too Rachel."- growled and they snickered from across the table as Billy took a huge swig of his beer.
"So how was your nap?"-Rachel asked
"Fine."-I said finishing up my food
"Damn you're done already?"-Rachel asked wide eyed
"I haven't eaten in hours I was hungry and look at your boyfriend he's no better."-I said taking my plate to the sink
"Oh, so now I'm her boyfriend, hmp!"-Paul said pouting and dramatically turned his head to the side and crossed his arms. Billy cleared his throat to keep from laughing when he saw the look on my face.
"Ugh what did I do to deserve this?"-I complained as I went into the living room and lazily flopped on the couch and pat my stomach.
"Just ignore him son you know how Paul is he's just messing with you."-Billy said wheeling in and turning on the TV to watch Criminal Minds.
"Yes honey you know how I am we've been together long enough for you to know that."-Paul said coming in and pushed me over then kicked his shoes off and took up most of the couch. I sighed and tried to ignore his stupid comments
"So, did you call Sam what did he have to say?"-I asked
"Yeah I called he said he'll talk to Carlisle because he knows if he sends one of us we'll just end up fighting."-Paul said shrugging as Rachel came into the room and he pulled her onto his lap until Billy cleared his throat loudly, so he pushed her off making her slam into the side of the couch.
"Hey!"-she shouted pushing him
"No getting frisky in front of your father Rach, have a little more respect. I'm sorry sir."-he said and Billy shook his head. Paul's an ass, but he is scared of my dad and the fact that he imprinted on Rachel makes it funny as hell.
"Since I can't go why don't we send someone from my pack that makes more sense and I don't want Sam talking to them."-I said and Billy looked like he was considering it
"Who Seth, please."-Paul said rolling his eyes
"Then who?"-I asked crossing my arms looking down on him.
"What about Leah?"-Rachel piped in
"Hell no!"-I exclaimed shaking my head
"Why not she is your beta and since you can't go it makes perfect sense."-Rachel said crossing her arms
"Because she'll start trouble with them like she always does and I don't want her upsetting Nessie with her hurtful comments."-I hissed
"Don't start with the Nessie bullshit again I swear we should just throw that Loch Ness monster back into the sea."-Paul said rubbing his face and sighed
"Rachel is right- Leah will ask the Cullens if they know anything. At least we know she'll get the truth out of them."-Billy said and looked at me daring me to complain, so I sat back and crossed my arms.
"Oh stop sulking you baby."-Rachel sad rolling her eyes
"I am not sulking nor am I a baby."-I said glaring at her
"Yeah he's a homosexual."-Paul smirked and I glared at him and Rachel grabbed a pillow and hid her face while she laughed unlike Billy who was shaking so bad his wheel chair was moving forward, only stopping when it hit Paul's shoe.
"Paul why don't you shut the fuck up I'm not gay nor am I attracted to men!"-I said huffing and he rolled his eyes
"Really, so I guess you had a remote in your pocket when you were on top of me trying to get the camera. We both know that wasn't what you were really reaching for."-he winked at me and I jumped up growling
"Would you let that go already you're the one who gave me that stupid skirt in the first place and took the pictures. I'm starting to think it's you who likes men."-I growled and Rachel was in a fit of giggles and clutching the pillow like it was her lifeline and Billy was banging his hand on the arm of his wheel chair as he turned red from lack of oxygen.
"Nope sorry I like women Rachel knows that first hand."-he said winking at her while biting his lip making her blush and lucky for him Billy was laughing too hard to hear him.
"Besides that's no better than being a pedophile."-he smirked and I growled and balled my fist
"Oh go suck Sam off you stupid fucker!"-I glared
"I'd Rather do your sister."-he said then pulled her into his lap and started frenching her making me go blind and gag.
"Boy!"-Billy yelled and picked up the shoe under his chair and threw it at Paul.
"Sorry daddy."-Rachel said pulling back burying her face in Paul's chest
"Sorry Billy forgot you were here. Maybe we should take this to Jake's room."-he said smiling up at me just as Billy threw the other shoe.
"Ow okay okay we'll go to her room."-Paul said seriously thinking that was better.
"Oh God I'm out of here!"-I said dry heaving and shaking my head trying to get the visual of those two out of my mind.
J+L+=J+L=JL=J+L=J+L
I decided to go for a jog in the woods and try and relax since now my house was off limits until Paul and Rachel left. Talking about that delivery guy has me mad all over again and I could feel the tremors slide up my spine, so I stripped and phased and went for a much needed run.
It was some time later when I was really into my running and I must have zoned out from focusing so much because I ran smack into a tree, hard. That shit hurt and I shook my head and fur to get the braches and leaves out of my fur that got tangled into it when they fell. I was calmer now, but still didn't feel like going home, so I phased with my back to the tree that almost took me out and while putting on my shirt the tree fell making a loud booming sound, making me jump from surprise. I heard someone quietly say what the fuck was that, so I quietly walked towards where the voice came from. When a light breeze blew downwind a scent was carried with it and I realized too late that it was someone who I didn't want to see.
"Who's there?"-I didn't answer and debated whether or not I could turn and run without being detected.
"I don't know who's there, but I'll rip your ass off and make you eat it if you try some shit on me."-I growled to myself and stepped forward.
"Jacob?"-Leah asked surprised as I came into her line of sight
"Who else? You have a disturbing mind by the way."-I said rolling my eyes and made my way over to her where she was sitting with her legs dangling over the cliff.
"What the fuck are you doing here don't you have someone else to annoy?"-she growled
"Who better to annoy then you?"-I said smirking knowing that would make her angry, but she just sighed and turned her face back to the dark horizon. Okay that is very un-Leah like I wanted her to argue so I could get my frustrations and stress from today out.
"Not now Jacob, I'm not in the mood to deal with your shit."-she said not even looking at me.
"What crawled up your ass?'-I said taking a seat, against my better judgment.
"What the fuck are you doing?"-she asked turning to glare at me
"Sitting down."-I said condescending
"Why are you sitting down I just told you I'm not in the mood especially to deal with your hypocritical inconsiderate ass."-she said still glaring and I growled a little
"How the hell am I a hypocrite or inconsiderate for that matter?'-I asked offended and she scoffed, but didn't say anything pissing me off.
"Leah answer my fucking question."-I said through clenched teeth
"Don't you fucking cuss at me you bitch!"-she exclaimed
"I'll say whatever the fuck I want now answer my damn question!'-I growled
"We've had this conversation earlier or don't you remember? One minute you're calling me jealous, but the next minute you're in my face yelling at me because you think I imprinted."-she said huffing in irritation.
"I wasn't jealous."-I said defiantly and she laughed
"Sure sure."-she said rolling her eyes
"You never think about others that don't suck."-she said before I could respond
"What the hell are you talking about?"-I asked annoyed and confused
"You don't care about anyone who doesn't suck aka the Cullens or at least the two whose slave you've become. All these years everything has been catered to keeping them safe and happy at the expense of everyone else around even your own father- that's what makes you inconsiderate."-she said jabbing me with a finger.
"I didn't ask for your opinion."-I growled
"Actually you did, you asked how are you inconsiderate and I just told you."-she said dryly and I stopped growling feeling stupid I'd forgotten.
"Well your one to talk."-I said trying to recover from my humiliation
"And how is that leech lover?"-she growled
"I'm inconsiderate yet you're the one taking me away from my imprint knowing what it's doing to me- hell you're even taking Sam away from his by always having him at your house."-I said crossing my arms and I saw her body shake before she took deep breaths calming herself.
"You too huh? Think all you want, but I actually was being quite considerate with your punishment that you brought on yourself. So save the sob story for someone who gives a shit."-she said scooting further away from me. I was very curious of how she was going to spin this to make it seem like she's the good guy; I scooted over not dropping the subject.
"How the hell were you being considerate by doing this? Yeah I screwed up and I deserved to be punished, but this is just wrong. How is this not you being your usual bitchy self?"-I asked when I was finally sitting right next to her. She shoved me and I growled.
"I was trying to help you!"-she yelled
"How the hell is this helping me?"-I yelled back incredulously and she turned away from me
"You're always with them, with her."-she said
"Who Nessie, of course I'm always with her she's my girlfriend and more importantly my imprint what the hell do you expect?"-I said throwing my arms in the air in exasperation; she turned to me.
"Yeah you are always with her, always with Bella, always with the Cullens. And what do you do when you're with them?"-she asked, but cut me off before I could answer. "You do whatever it is they want, give them whatever it is they need, you're their fucking pet and you can't even see it."-she said shaking her head
"I am not."-I said balling my fist; this is going to get ugly if she doesn't back off.
"Really, what happened the time your Loch Ness was hungry and didn't feel like getting off her lazy spoiled ass to hunt?"-she said crossing her arms with a look on her face that dared me to play stupid. I didn't say anything and avoided her gaze.
"Oh you don't remember let me refresh your memory for you. She decided since you're her slave and you have to do what she wants that she would simply feed from you. You let her feed from you and didn't argue or tell that bitch to go to hell. You let a fucking vampire drink your blood!"-she hissed with a disgusted look on her face.
"How do you even know about that I never told anyone?"-I asked as my heart pumped. I didn't think anyone knew.
"I was patrolling yet again because Nessie smelled something off and of course it's our job to protect vampires that's what we were created for."-she said sarcastically and I gulped
"Don't worry I never told anybody about it I was too ashamed and I could only imagine how Billy would feel and how horrible that would make him and your families' bloodline look. I swear Ephraim must be dying a million deaths every time he sees what a poor excuse for a protector let alone an alpha you've become."-she said scoffing and shaking her head. I felt like the biggest traitor in the world when I did that, but I just couldn't say no.
"She was hungry."-was my lame ass defense and Leah turned to me wide eyed
"Then tell the bitch to get off her ass and hunt! Imprint or not that shit broke the treaty and was ample reason to start a war which is a major part on why I didn't say anything. I'll be damned if I die or put my family and the rez in danger because your imprint was fucking thirsty!"-she said still wide eyed
"What was I supposed to do then let her starve?"-I yelled
"Yes! You tell her no and give her no choice but to get off her flat ass and hunt."-she hissed. I couldn't say anything so I just sat there.
"If you were to get away from them even for a little while then maybe you would be able to maybe not break, but loosen the imprint to where you can actually see other people. No other imprinted wolf acts like you do. I did it so you would actually be where you belong which is with your own kind, your own people. You hadn't seen Billy in weeks and when you do come by you don't spend any time with him or stop to see that he's getting older."-she said quietly
"Billy's not old."-I said looking at her and she frowned and looked down.
"No, but he's getting there and one day he won't be here at all and you'll be too busy being a good boy for Nessie to even care. He's not helpless, but he needs help Jacob and he also needs to know that his son loves him enough to spend time with him. Don't waste the time you have with him because you will regret it."-she said sadly and turned away from me. My throat closed thinking of a time where my dad wouldn't be here, and if I missed it…I can't even think about it.
"I just want you to take time and get to know everyone again and mend the fences that you bulldozed. Help your dad around the house, hang out with the guys who miss you like the little bitches they are."-she smirked and I chuckled; at least I know they still want to hang around me.
"Once this is over I want you to have some sort of balance and consideration. Stop putting us at risk for them it's not fair and it's not right. I've always disliked you and I flat out hate you now, but I would love to just get back to disliking you." she smirked "And as hard as it is for me to admit I want you to think about yourself and enjoy life and get back to being the care free Jake who was only a douche and not a tool."-I sat there shocked that she actually was trying to help me out and wasn't just being a bitch.
"A tool is worse than a douche?"-I asked cocking a brow and she shrugged
"I don't know it sounds like it would be worse being a tool rather than a douche."-I chuckled then sighed.
"Just think about it you don't have much time left on your punishment and once you're free to go the choice is yours and you'll go back over the border and be right back to the way you were if you don't use this time wisely and I'm not sure you'll have anyone here waiting for you if you do."-she said seriously, but it seemed her message was loaded and there was something else in it. I sighed again and flashed back to everything when I first started my punishment and how out of the loop I was.
AN: Hope you like! Was one chap had to chop it b/c it was too long. Thanks for the reviews/alerts/comments/faves they were very much loved. The next chap is written just need to edit will be up probably tomorrow as well as FOP & the conclusion to My Bloody Valentine. A birthday shout-out to Shouldabeenblonde HBD doll :)& thanks for the lovely compliment I'll consider it heavily as long as you get back to your awesometastic stories! My eyes bugged out and my mouth fell open when I read your message…& then my cat laid across my keyboard deleting my stories, he is now a window ornament! Luckily I had emailed some of it to myself and I already know how each story goes from beginning to end and can rewrite it, so I'm good…sorta.
The needs of the many out way the needs of the few…so I need you to read then I need you to review…or I won't write more Liam. LOL I'm joking but you guys really like you some Liam don't worry you'll see more…soon ;)