Hey I know long time no read, but a lot has happened and it's been harder for me to write. It's aka the girl crying inside, but next time when it's my turn to write I won't take so long. I promise. I love you guys and enjoy the chapter.
~aka the girl crying inside
Through all the years we were best friends, and now she just drops me, and doesn't need me anymore? I see I was just an object she used until she got something better then she dropped me like I was burning her. Who does she think she is?!' I thought as I was walking around the park for no reason other than to think.
'She can't just treat me like that and expect me to be okay with it and forgive her, no! I will not. I'm forever done with being in the CeCe show, I need to start leading the Rocky Blue show, and forget her and be with my true friends like…Tinka , Gunther , Deuce and Ty. Just forget that selfish redheaded jerk! Even if she doesn't need me, I know I'm going miss her and all the stupid things we did together. "Ugh!" I cried out as I walked into a hot, sweaty guy with no shirt on with brown hair.
"Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to run over you I was just lost in thought and…" I started rambling.
"It's okay, don't worry about it I was in your way anyway." He said, standing up, and helping me up.
"No please it was my fault. Um what's your name?" I asked looking at the floor.
"It's Luke and yours?" He said smiling picking up my hand and kissing it.
'He was charming I could give him that.' I thought smiling. "It's Rocky." I said giggling.
"Well Rocky what's a pretty girl like you stressing about?" He said sitting at the bench patting the seat next to him.
I sat down not far from him. 'Was I really about to let a stranger into my personal life?' I thought.
"Well…my ex-best friend and I got in a pretty bad fight, and I'm through with her."
He nodded his head listening to me and moved his hand for me to continue. I don't know what it was about him, but he was so comforting. I couldn't help but tell him the whole story.
About an hour or so later...
The whole time I talked he just nodded he didn't irrupt me or anything, and at the end when I started to cry because it hurt to talk about, he took me into his arms, and just hugged me. When the tears finally stopped I pulled away from him.
'"Aw. I'm sorry Rocky, but you're right. It was a good choice to be done with her." He said standing up and grabbing my hands forcing me to stand up then gave me a warm smile.
"But you know what cheers me up when I'm sad?" He said pulling a shirt from his back pocket and putting it on.
I shook my head no still a little bit shook from crying.
"Well…it's dancing with a pretty girl." He said taking my hands in his and pulling me close, and started turning slowly. I allowed him for awhile.
"What about the music." I said
"Who needs music? We just need each other…and a little fun." He said smiling that warm smile, and soon I was smiling, and laughing too. We continued to dance until the sky turned dark and the stars came out.
"Don't you just love the stars?" He said looking up at the sky pulling a little away from me but not so far. We were still touching.
"Yeah, when I was younger my mom used to tell me, if I missed someone to look at the stars and think that were not so far apart."
"That's sweet, but not to ruin the moment…can I walk you home? It's getting late and, I wouldn't want you getting hurt." He said with concern laced in his voice.
"Sure." I said smiling not letting go of his hand we started to walk to my house.
6 blocks later we arrived to the stairs of my apartment
"Well…here we are." I said.
"Not to sound creepy, but I had a nice time with you Rocky, and I hope to see you soon." He said.
"Me too. We should hang out again." I said.
"Yeah? Here call or text me sometime." He said as we exchanged numbers, then to my surprise he kissed my cheek and waved turning around and started walking down the block.
"Bye." I whispered, touching my cheek where he kissed and walked up the stairs to my apartment.
I opened the door to my apartment slowly trying not to wake anyone and ran to the shower jumping in relaxing under the cool liquid. And for the first time in forever my thoughts were clear. I didn't think about CeCe or anything. I was just relaxed.
Soon, I got out and went to my room putting my pj's on. I checked my phone and saw a message.
Luke : Looking at the stars, and maybe we aren't so far apart :)
I smiled at that and replied.
Rocky: Maybe we aren't.
I climbed into bed with a smile looking at the stars, slowly drifting into a peaceful sleep, dreaming of the stars and Luke.