beautful scars to forever remind me of that unfaithful night it has been almost 2 months and ive had no contact with the outside world i feel selfish i should be protecting incconet ciztens of republic city but yet im still the same i still have emotions and im vurable im at 17teen year old girl stil discovring herself and yet the expectations are so high of me even when i was barley able to say my own name they dont understand what effect this has had on me ...
the scars pale pink within me i do feel gulit for my actions and yet all i can think of is that it made me forget i was blank for a split second and my troble vanished and yet i know that i shouldnt subjet my self to this pain but what other chocies do i have now no one understands my pain they most certany dont understand
i havent moved one muscle and i know ive let them get to me i know that their laughing about what they manged to achive does it satifie them to know because theyve broken me that inoccent are losing faith my absence has spark plenty of rumors so what ive heard but im lost so conflicted i carnt eat my weight has dropped so drasticly that ive been subjected to hospitals ive been under strict watch by tenzin and pema , i feel like everyone has given up hope on me but yet i know that the almight avatar will never be lost or thought unworthly so how can my mind be changed for the good before i do something unforgiveable ?