Chapter4- Angel

Ciel views

I woked up and stared of in to a room. The bed was cozy. The bedroom was pretty much neat. It looked as if he took me to his home. Remebering that drew had took me here I cursed. What if Sebastian is looking for me right now?

I miss Sebastian. He is so pretty. I wish I could see him right now.

"uhhhhh"

Sebastian.

Slowly I heard the door creak open. I turned my head sharply at the door. I saw drew walk in. His big white wings flapping. " HI ciel!"

He said cheerfully. I just stared at him. I wanted to go see him. Sebastian. Who knows maybe he's worried about my where abouts.

" Ciel. I know how ..demon. but he is nothing. Didn't he not contract for your soul. Ciel I know what you contracts is about. You only wanted to be loved from heart. And that's what the demon is doing fuflling his duties. He does not care. He does not think of you."He pulls my hand puts it over his heart. " Ciel I was always watching ever since that horrible day. I couldn't do anything and such because then I would ruin fate. I thought and supposed that you would not give in and will live strong. But then I heard rumors that you signed a contract with a demon. I couldn't bear the thought of it touching you in ways I couldn't have not imagine!"

He started tearing up. My heart felt as If it was being squished between two walls.

" ciel. I love you. From my heart and I want to be with you. You don't need someone who will not truly love you. I love you always and forever. So please stay here with me. I will not force you maybe but if you choose to be with him. I will slaughter him even if it means you hate me."

I was astonish. How could he slaughter him. The one I love. I don't want him to disappear from my sight.

I thought over of what he said. 'he does not care. He does not think of you.' He is only fufiling his duties.

" I love you Ciel"

I didn't know. I didn't know that someone up there acutually loved me. For me. For who I am.

Slowly tears dripped from face falling into my palms. Why? Why? Why? All I wanted was someone to care for me. I don't want to be lonely anymore. I want someone. Need someone. To be beside me. To love me and care for me as so as a lover. That's all I ever wanted why was it so hard. More tears feel as it came harder. It was getting hard for me to breathe as My tears kept falling I couldn't breathe no longer.

My tears swallowed my energy. I took off my shirt trying to breathe trying to get air in my lungs. To no effort I just blanked out.

Drew view

I walked along the hall ways of my home. He didn't woke up till this afternoon. I decided to make him lunch. All of sudden I feel this tight pressure in my chest and on my shoulder. It couldn't be. Ciel. Ciel. No.

I ran up the stairs running to the room I had left Ciel in. I saw on the ground his eyes shut. No it cant be. I ran over to him. I softky kiss him on the lips. No this was not CPR. I was going to give him strength. He was still breathing but his heart kept skipping to many beats. Problably still shock from earlier I was afraid. I breathe into him again. Trying just trying to help him find the strength to stand up again.

"ciel. Ciel. Find it. Be strong. Don't give up. Life is not like this. It has it's ups and downs but please don't give up. Just keep looking ahead don't turn back. Please. Ciel. I love you"

I kept him in arms. Slowly his heart beat came to normal. I smile at this remark. I was happy. That he did not give up. I want him to keep moving forward. Even if there is just me. I will believe in him. I know that there is more than this. That his life WILL get better that he WILL find happiness and his place on this earth.