My Hell

Sookie's eyes felt heavy and her vision blurred it was dark in the room but she could feel the weight of his body on top of her as he thumped into to her with a slow and steady motion. His body was slamming into her causing sharp pains to shoot through her; she knew he was fucking her with a purpose he wanted to break her to make her feel weak.

"Bill" her voice was strained and her breath came out in sharp gasps, when he didn't answer she tried to shift her body from under his but her hands were tied above her head. His cold fingers pressed into her hips holding her in place; she cried out with all she had

"Bill please" his head snapped up and he stopped his assault on her body "Bill your hurting me please."

Sookie hoped he would come to his senses that he would realize she what he was doing and let her go but the look in his eyes told her all hope was lost. Bill stayed on top of her his member still hard as he pushed inside of her,

"Sookie tell me you love me" she stared up at him in disbelief. There was no way she could bring herself to tall him she loved him not only because of what he was doing to her at that moment but also because she only felt love for Eric. When to long had passed and she didn't answer a smile spread across Bills face and he started to move inside of her again,

"You will love me, you will." His low grunts and moans were not those of a man seeking satisfaction but of one who was hard at work, Sookie tried to stay calm even as he started to push himself inside harder and harder making her fell like she would die. She hoped he would finish soon but knew when he did he would want to feed and if she fought he would most likely kill her.

Sookie let her eyes close as my tears fell in silence, Bills pace quickened she turned my head exposing her neck to him she could feel he was ready a few grunts and him pushing deep inside. She knew it would hurt like hell but it would surely hurt more to fight him; his fangs were out from the beginning like always but she had never felt than as long and hard as they were now.

Sookie heard them tear through her flesh as he came inside of her; his eagerness showed just how angry he was, she was distracted from the pain of him feeding by the burning in her core and now she knew he had ripped and torn her deep inside. The burning sensation dulled as Bill pulled harder at her neck his fangs deep inside he drew blood from her faster and harder than ever before, Sookie screamed out in terror and Bills laughter filled the sir as everything went black.

When her eyes popped open again it was daylight outside and she could hear movement and voices above her, the room she was in was made of cement and it was cold and damp with only a small shower head hanging from the wall next to a small metal toilet. The mirror hanging from the wall was filthy and she didn't want to think what it was used for, she could feel a layer of thin blankets underneath of her soaking up the blood that was pouring out of her.

Sookie couldn't help but cry; this room was not fit for a dog let alone a human this is all her fault she could be in Eric's arms had she not been so stubborn. Why couldn't she just tell him Eric she loved him he would have kept her safe and now she may never see him again? Her train of thought was broken by the sound of keys jingling just outside the door, two men were coming toward the room they were human thank god surely they would help her.

It was against the law for a vampire to kidnap a human the same as it was for a human to kidnap a human so they would have to help, a few seconds later the door to the small cement room swung open. Sookie started to step forward until I caught site of the two men they were both dressed head to toe in black and they were heavily armed, the first man held a gun in her direction while the other held a tray of food along with a bag that he said contained a change of clothes and some toiletries once he laid them on the floor by the door the two of them walked backwards out of the room.

She stood in shock for what seemed like forever before walking over and collecting the food and the bag and walking back to the blankets in the corner, she ate the food faster than she would have liked but she hadn't eaten since lunch yesterday and she was starved. After that she sat for a while trying to figure out a way to get out of this mess alive, she must have fallen asleep because it was getting dimmer outside when her eyes opened again.

Sookie stood to stretch her bones and caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror above the toilet; it was a horrifying site she was pale with dark circles under her eyes her hair was matted with blood and dirt along with rest of her body. The bruises on her neck and wrists were a dark purple and her legs were streaked with the crimson blood that had ran from between her legs, Sookie fell to her knees as the room spun she knew then he would kill her if she didn't love him.

She was too distracted by the sound of her own sobs to hear the men approaching and when the door swung open Sookie jumped to her feet; she hoped like earlier they would come and leave quickly but they moved closer this time and the bigger of the two steeped forward and plunged a syringe into her arm. Sookie felt her head fall back and slam against the cement and her whole body went limp, the big man picked her up like a rag doll and threw her over his shoulder.

Touching him she could read his thoughts so clearly there was no remorse or sorrow for her only thoughts of disgust and hatred he wondered if all vampire whores smelled this bad and everything went black.

Sookie was back in the dirt room where Bill had raped her the night before she sat up quickly and slid herself into the corner in a panic,

"You could have cleaned yourself up for me" he said from across the room

"A woman should always freshen up for her lover."

She couldn't take it anymore she knew he could kill her but she didn't care she would probably end up that way anyway,

"You are not my lover you are my abductor my rapist what's the matter you can't handle the smell of what you have done to me?"

Bill laughed as he stood and walked toward her "do you think your Eric would want you now you are filthy and ugly but the smell of you would only remind him that I have had you."

In a flash she was yanked to her feet and slammed against the wall face first,

"You will not cleanse your womanhood for me then I will take the only clean part of you" Bill licked two fingers and pressed them into my ass preparing her untouched hole for his member.

Sookie gasped as he worked his fingers into her ass "go ahead Eric has had me there and I'm sure you will fit much better than he did,"

She regretted the word as soon as they left her mouth. Bill wrapped his hand in her hair and slammed her head into the wall,

"Tell me you love me." Sookie said nothing as he slammed his cock into her ass.

She screamed as he tore her and the burning made her scream out in rage; she was thankful for the blood that coated his member and how it eased the pain as he slammed into her harder. Sookie whimpered with every thrust not wanting to give the satisfaction of her screams, he fucked her hard for hours and she prayed for him to finish but he had other plans.

When her legs gave out Bill held her up by her wrists and continued to ram her from behind, the smell of her blood was nauseating to her and she started to gag making Bill release her. She dropped to the floor in a ball Bill looking down at her with hate in his eyes as she curled up around her knees and started to gag again,

"Lick me clean" she looked up at him pleading for him to change his mind.

"No Bills please no I can't" without hesitation he grabbed the back of her head and rammed himself into her mouth, Sookie thought about biting down but changed her mind quickly she couldn't trust her own instincts that was how she had gotten in this mess.

Bill jerked her head back and forth working his stiffness in and out of her mouth pushing his self into the back of her throat cutting of her air and holding her there several times before shoving her back to the floor. She scurried to the corner and wrapped her arms around her body in an attempt to save herself while he walked back and forth in the little dirt room mumbling incoherently, when he finally sat in the corner across from her and quieted she felt hope that he would be done with her.

He sat silently staring at her for a long time before he spoke "Sookie why won't you love me?"

She looked up at him and for a moment he looked like the old Bill the man she had shared so many firsts with,

"Is this how you plan to make me love you to rape me and torture me?" thankfully Bill didn't touch her again they sat in silence for the rest of the night.

A few hours before dawn Bill left the dirt room telling her his men will come for her in the daylight, she sat in the corner until she was sure he was gone she had no clue where this whole in the earth was but she hoped it was in ear shot of anyone who didn't work for Bill. Sookie screamed for what felt like hours before giving up and crawling back in her corner, there was nothing she could do but wait for the men who thought she was a vampire whore to come and drug her before taking her back to the cold damp cement room.

Sookie woke up the next morning and made her way to the bathroom relieved herself and washed her face before she headed to the kitchen for her morning cup of coffee. She was sitting at the table and listening to her old coffee pot percolate when looked down at the bruises and dried blood covering her wrists and arms she knew she was dreaming but it was her escape and she needed it.

She drank her first and second and then third cup of hot coffee without thinking, the feel of the hot liquid soothed her throat and warmed her body she had spent the last several hours in cold damp room and she could feel every bit of torture Bill had inflicted on her. A hot shower was all she needed to make things perfect and as she stood under the mist of the scalding hot water watching the dirt and blood go down the drain she prayed she would never wake up.

Sookie washed every inch of my body over and over until she felt as close to clean as she could, she sat at her vanity in her bath robe staring at the marks that covered her body; along with the bruises there were cuts on her back and bite marks covering her neck she didn't want to look at them but it amazed her that she had survived it. Sookie covered as many of the marks as she could with liquid makeup and when she finished she slid on a long sleeve shirt and a pair of loose fitting workout pants, she didn't know if this was a dream or if she had died and gone to heaven but as long as Bill was nowhere in sight she knew she would be safe.