MadMal22 Thank you^^ I know I have a few other lurkers as well, which I don't really mind 'cause I can rarely think of anything to say either.
I think I'm going to do one of these for Haruka next...and then I should be able to finish the next chapter before I leave for college. Updates will be stalled at least a little bit, because I'm going on a trip to the wilderness (D:) for 5 days. I will be writing/drawing about nature...yeah. Nature is only good from afar :P
Regret…
That's something I learned to cast from my heart long ago; the word has lost all meaning to me. You see, regrets aren't individual; they're connected together, like a chain. Break the right link, and it all falls apart; if I let myself regret a single thing I've done, I'd regret it all. Regret what I did to Nehellenia, regret becoming a sailor soldier, regret Haruka…
That was the scariest part of my last fight: regretting Haruka. Our arguments had been so stupid, me disliking her for being flirtatious. She's always been rebellious, her own person, and that's what I've always loved in spite of myself. She won't depend on anyone. She'll always be obedient to her own feelings. And she'll be like that until she dies. If she were normal, I wouldn't be interested. Even when I first started falling in love with her, I tried not to. I knew what love could do to you, especially with someone like Haruka. I hadn't planned it, but then, suddenly, it had happened. And alongside her, I was able to accept my destiny all the easier.
But, a part of me had been starting to regret her. I wonder if she ever regrets me too…me, who tied her down and pushed her towards being a sailor soldier, who's still trying to tame the wind…?
I can't regret our arguments. I can't regret any of it. The enemy is still out there and the world is still in danger. This is my duty. The only thing I can let myself focus on.
Our princess…radiant with the light, she learns to love everything about the world around her. She fights with kindness, with love, and that is her way. It's a good way, but one I cannot mimic. There are too many dangers in the world; Haruka and I have to always be wary, and ready to fight. Usagi…she is sweet, but sometimes, she can be too gentle. Her kind heart could end up being her undoing. Who knows what could take advantage of that purity?
I will be strong, and I will protect that pure, gentle heart. I will face the darkness of the world so she doesn't have to. I won't let her dirty her hands as we have done. Usagi…I am sorry for our past mistakes. I want to tell you this, but I'm not sure if I can. But I will protect you, and this world.
This was inspired by the prologues and poem singles each of the senshi had. I drew from Michiru's poem and prologue from both S and Stars for this one. They are so pretty and insightful^^ and that's because they were based more on the manga and actually written by Naoko…Galaxia's in particular reminds me of Xehanort.
Galaxia: This world is trash!
Xehanort: This world is just too small…
Galaxia: Hey, its wiseman! A mysterious figure in a cloak with nothing but darkness under it!
Xehanort: Hey, its me from teh future! A mysterious figure in a cloak with nothing but darkness under it!
Galaxia: The Galaxy Cordon is mine!
Xehanort: Kingdom Hearts is mine!
I could go on and on about the parallels between Kingdom Hearts and Sailor Moon forever, so adieu.