Alright, so this weekend (friday the 20th) I went to watch New Moon. ITS WAS AWSOME! I loved it especially Jacob, OMG he was so sexy and his hot bod. Over the top. I thought that Bella was sucha bitch though, i read the books and everything but in the movie they made her meaner, when she told Jake that she would always choose edward, I was almost crying the look on his face was so sad it made my heart sink everytime he was sad, all because of that bitch that is soo not good enough for him anyways. The wolves were cool but most of them werent even buff. Only JACOB(my love) and Paul he was hot too. I didnt think the actor that played Sam was a good choise though. he was ugly and the movie was awsome so 194,758,680 million trillion gazillion stars and 4771 thumbs up. It was Funny, dramatic, thrilling, romantic, and sad. Poor Jacob, though I will never get over it. I like to think of Jake as a tough guy with an attitude, who sometimes let his nice side slip. And when he was sleeping and bella was going to bitch him him out he looked so angelic and cute while he slept, i was like AAWWW...

SP. you're soo welcome to comment on New Moon, what liked , didnt like so one and so forth....

ok back to buisness... I know that Jacob and his pack, in the Books, are like 6 or 7ft something but i think that just makes them look freakish, so instead, im making them a bit shorter. How about if Jacob is 6ft 2in. is that good. i thing so, my brother is like 6,1"and he's TALL. So hope all you out there don't mind.

And PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, REVEIW! I CARE TO WHAT ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY. PLEASE!

Well Gatta go im off to play Halo ODST on X BOX live.

COME BACK THOUGH, PROMISE!

Book Jacob chapter 2

I opened my eyes to the burning sunlight coming through the open window of my room.

Ugh, I forgot to close it when snuck in last night. Dad knows I sneak out every night, but I still wouldn't take the chance of waking him up tip toeing in the front door -he can really become a monster when he doesn't get his beauty sleep- even I'm too scared to do that.

I got up and fallowed the delicious smell that lead to kitchen that can only mean, my sister is cooking breakfast. She and Paul got married this summer at LaPush beach, so she only comes to visit on weekends and special occasions.

I entered the tiny kitchen and sat down on the closest empty chair.

"Hey, that's Paul's chair, Jacob Black!'' Sis, yelled when she saw me sit down,

"I don't see his name on it."I declared with a smile on my face.

"So? Sit somewhere else, you mutt!" She got that language from Bella and Nessie, who seemed to adopt it from the Cullen's.

"Jacob, don't upset your sister, just do what she says, it's only for today." Dad joined the converstaion,"You might upset her pregnancy." He said with a wink, for her.

Sis and Paul, came to the house saying they had some sort of an announcement about a month ago. They were having a kid, she was pregnant and ever since that she uses it to her advantage. Daddy's little girl gets everything she wants, at least while she has that bulge in her stomach.

They aren't the only ones though, Sam and Emily are expecting a kid too. A boy as far as I've heard, not that I pay much attention anyway. Everyones happiness makes me sick to my stomach, while they are with their with the one they imprinted on. In their, happily-ever-after love life , I'm here trying to figure mine out.

Paul came in and I had to move from the chair, not that I'm scared of him or anything like that, in that department I could definitely take him on. And he knows it too. Paul has always been hot headed, and he still is. Now that he can control his phasing he's back to his old self. Jumping at the chance of a fight, but with me its different. I tried to test out my theory of his fear towards me. I spent a whole week saying things that would make him mad. He would get in my face but then he would just back down after realizing I would win. Next to Sam Im the biggest and strongest wolf. Quil, Embry, and Seth have their mind set on us fighting it out to see who would win in a fight. "You are the main Alpha right," They tell me over and over again."Challenge him, we're in need of a good fight"

I have thought it over a few times, wondering if i could win. but then I think, will it hurt his ego? then I remember I don't care, I want to teach him a lesson. He can't have things his way all the time. Alpha my ass.

I ate my breakfast quietly, not saying one word, cause father would get angry. He had his I'm warning you, face on. He was trying to make sure I didn't say anything that would get Paul up in a bunch.

when I was finished I got up quietly and put my dishes in the sink. Then I got closer to the door and before I left...

"Nice face Paul!" I landed a blow right in the middle of his face! There was the sound of a crack which I could only imagine was his nose breaking for the third time, all three thanks to me. There was blood oozing all over the kitchen table. I was glad I decided to finish eating breakfast before I did this.

I ducked out the door before anyone could even say a word. They were all still in wonder of what had just happened. I was fast.

I was laughing so hard, then I heard my sister yelling and cussing my name while I phased.

This was a fun morning.

What did you do this time Jake? It was leah, She left to find herself after the whole Vultori thing went down, I guessed it was because she felt like she wasn't need or just didn't feel like she belonged anymore, she had been gone so long I kinda missed her.

Is there any doubt on what I did, I'm hurt you didn't even say hello, it'sa been a while!

Yea and you're still the same immature, cocky, jerk. Things never change huh?

Missed me

Not even, I could see that behind all her sarcasm she did miss me... that is weird

Shut up you know you miss me too.

Leah! Seth interupted our awkward moment, Leah my only Sis. It's nice to hear from you. And it's nice to see you talk to Jake before me. Now I know how much I mean to you. He was kind of hurt.

Seth C'mon, I just phased and she was here, if I would have known, I would've walked, They could all see that I was lying.

Whatever. Leah I'm tell mom. and he was gone.

That little, ugh, why is he so, ahh, I heard a howl, not far from me, He's going to lie to her and she's going to get mad. ugh. He makes me so mad!

Leah calm down. What's the big deal? She'll be too happy that you came back to care. Leah knew I was right, so she calmed down.

So where you off to in such a hurry? She asked,

Why do you care, I could see where she was heading,

Going to see your bloodsucker friends.She asked with a hint of accusation. Out of everyone, she was still the only one that wasn't comfortable with the Cullen's.

Of course I'm not comfortablewith the Cullen's. They are VAMPIRES! Why don't you all understand that. It's DANGEROUS!

You're the only one that thinks its dangerous! We can take care of ourselves, got that?

In case it's ever needed, I told you so.

Oh shut up Leah, now I remember why we were all so happy when you left! I yelled at her. Then I felt how much that hurt her, Leah im sorry, I didn't mean_

Don't worry I won't be a bother anymore! And she was gone. But I still saw what she was going to do. She was leaving again.

Dammit why do I always mess things up, Seth is going to be pissed, and their mom too. I'm going to have to stay away from her for a while.

I tried to forget the feeling I had in the pit of my stomach. The feeling of guilt. I had other things to worry about. Renesmee, she was for now, the only priority in my life.

I was running faster not noticing what was passing by. I was at her house in no time.

The little cottage that Esme had built Bella and Edward after they got married. It was a bit too small now since Nessie was getting older. But somehow they were comfortable.

Nessie was waiting for me in the back, like she always did, and me being me, i was always late, so she would get distracted waiting for me to make my entrance.

She was dancing, moving around and around in circles, the barely visible sparkle of her skin, shimmering from the sun coming down exactly on her, it was like the sun was following her every move. There was small yellow bird in her hand, she was focusing all her attention on the small animal sitting on her small, pale fingers. The bird was singing and Nessie was moving along with the rhythm of the birds song.

I phased back to my human form before she had a chance to notice my arrival.

I leaned on a tree and watched her until the birds song was over.

"Jake!" she yelled surprised, "How long have you been there?" she asked, her cheeks turning a pale shade of pink.

"No hello for your best friend?" I asked.

"Uh, Hello," She said shyly.

"hello back, I've been here a while, nice to see you became a better dancer, we should have a dance off one of these days. I think I still have better moves though." I said teasing her, the pink on her cheeks not completely gone yet.

She stood in the middle the forest, her hands crossed over her chest.

I leaned away from the tree and walked up to her, to give her a hug. Her curly brown hair was longer, I could tell, it was just above her waist now. She got taller than Bella too, thats good, she's normal height.

She looked up at me with her big chocolate brown eyes that had recently formed a hint of yellow. She smiled showing her perfect streight teeth

"I'm catching up," She said noticing me checking her height, "I'm 5,8'' now."

"Thats still not 6, 2''." I was above normal, nice.

"Hey Jake!" Bella yelled, jumping out a tree in the forest with Edward -like always- at her side holding her hand."Haven't seen you in a while, how you been?"

"Surviving," I joked. It's easy being around Bella, like it was before everything happened. I remembered how much I had needed her once. The need to be at her side every minute of the day, but now the need has simply moved elsewhere. I turned to look at Renesmee at my side, her child-like hand in mine, tracing designs on my arm absent mindedly.

"For now. So what about that fight you've been promising me for what, three years now. You know, I bet, I could definatly take you." she smiled confidently at her own words.

"Really, you that confident."

"I think I am." Short and simple.

"lets go then, right now." I teased,

"lets do it," She got in her fighting crouch, "Do it!"

She was about to jump, when Edward got in between us and glared at me. "Don't even thinks about it, Bella. And you dog stop antagonizing her."

"Edward, we were just playing around." Bella said rolling her eyes.

"Still not allowed to have any fun I see. Controlling much." The way Edward always had to be in the middle of things, taking away Bella's fun, still pissed me off. Damn leech.

"I don't try to be in the middle of things mongral. But anything that involves Bella, involves me." Edward said simply in a mono tone. I forgot he could hear my thoughts. That still makes me mad too.

"Whatever. Bella maybe we could hang out one of these days, so you can remember how it feels to have fun and a life. "I turned all my attention towards Bella, and tried to forget he was there.

"Um, maybe, someday, I don't know." She kept looking over at Edward trying to make out his expression. "I don't think so Jake, sorry."

"That's fine," I had become bitter after her last sentence, "Nessie lets go yea?" I tuned all my attention to Renesmee who was still tracing her finger up and down my arm.

"OK" She said and went to give Bella and Edward a good bye hug. "Be back soon, kay."

I looked at Edward and the look on his face was priceless.

It was like he wanted to literally murder me.

This makes me happy!

So I went to take Renesmee's hand and gave him a mocking smile. Then we were gone.