Alright this is a short chapter I know but i was drawing a blank this whole time.
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Book Jacob, chapter 3
We spent the rest of the day on the beach. Not many things to do around these places.
"I thought you were geting better?" I acussed Renesmee, making fun of her. We were surfing out on the beach. We had been doing this at least three times a month for the last four months. 40 degrees in the middle of Fall, people see us out here in the water and think we're INSANE. If they only knew one of us is an 18-year-old warewolf and the other is half vampire half human teenager.
"Well, Mr. I'm-so-good-at-everything, some of us aren't so good at everything. Ugh," one of her feet slipped off the board and she landed face first in the water. "Oww, ahh, this sucks Jake." She yelled at me flipping her leg to the other side, getting back on the surf Board.
"C'mon don't be such a party pooper, Renesmee." I whined
"I want to leave. Maybe we can come back another day when the waves don't suck."
"But, why? I want to stay." I kept whining trying to change her mind. Renesmee had been moody since we left her house. She swam to where I was at and layed her hand on my cheek.
I saw another day. The first week we started surfing in the summer. The water was light blue with the sun coming out for the first time in weeks. There was no clouds in sight.
The waves were perfect, and made wicked pipe lines all day long.
Renesmee fast forwarded a few hours. After most hours of sunshine, the sun was finaly starting to set. Just below the horizon, the sky was painted red and violet. Our surroundings reflected upon the open water.
The both pack together for the first time, celebrating summer vacation. It started a simple fire, and erupted into an enormous bon fire. Reaching high above the our heads. A shit load of people came, some we knew, others were complete strangers looking for a party to crash. And something to do.
The music was bumping and vibrating the water for miles around.
Charlie, Bella's dad and Renesmees grandfather, was called out to stop the fire but insted, his presence made the party bigger than was ever expected. After a while of trying to calm everything down, he gave up and left to call reinforcment.
Others cops came. Me and Renesmee, watched from the sidelines, as everyone ran into the trees and into the ocean in an atempt to not get cought. Renesmee, the Pack and I were, left scotch free.
Coming back to reality, we left for the beach. The two of us walked along the shoreline for a while, hand in hand. After a while we walked in silence,
"Jake?" Renesmee hesitaded, breaking the silence.
"Yea?" she was staring out into the ocean, avoiding making eye contact. It seemed like she was struggling to find the words to say. "Just spit it out, Nessie. What is it?"
"Well, I don't know. You and mom, you two have a great friendship right?"
"Yea, i guess so." what is going on.
"But you and Dad...don't?"
"He hates me_" i began.
She interupted, "But why, I don't understand. I know what happened between you and Mom but that was like three years ago. And All that is over with, right? so why do you two still hate each other?" she was pacing up and down the beach. kicking rocks out of her way as she spoke. "It doesnt make sence to me, you two still going at it. After everything that the two of you had to go through together. Victoria, The Vultori, and then having to protect Mom from Sam and the others, to me it seems that you guys should be closer than brothers." She turned around to look at me."Is it because of me?"
Her chocolate eyes were in pain. She looked away wiping the tears with the hand that held her promise bracelet, when she realized she was crying. Both Bella and I had thought it would be better not to tell her about imprinting, and what the bracelet meant. She carried it around thinking it was more of a friendship braclet. We thought to tell her when she could fully acknowlage the meaning, when she was older. She is older now.
I couldn't tell her the truth. That the reason why Edward and I hated each other, was beacuse of her. Because I imprinted on her when she was born. She belonged to me as much she did to them. And that made Edward burn inside. Every decision that involved her, involved me.
"Nessie," I walked to where she was and tried to confort her,
"Stop!" She pulled away when I hugged her, "Tell me the truth." Her voice was barely audible,
"Renesmee, this is something that we need to speak about with your parents present."
she started laughing and looked away from me again, "that's exactly what they say. I thought you, of all people, would be the one to tell me the truth."
"It's not that simple."
"whats not simple, that you do anything possible to annoy my dad. I notice things Jacob. Im not stupid. Like today, when you held my hand, you had a smirk on your face, what was that about huh. And anytime that you do those kinds of things, I'm always in the middle."
"I didnt know_"
"Yea, and now that you do know, how will you annoy him, huh. Behind my back. when stupid Renesmee isnt looking."
I cant believe what's going on. How did I get on trail. "No_"
"I've noticed things with my dad too. When you're around, he had that look on his face. He's listening to what you're thinking, to what im thinking. Tell me Jake what is he waiting for?" She had so many questions i didnt know when they would stop pouring, she didnt give me a chance to answer any of them, or to defend myself.
I stood there, quiet.
"Say something!" she yelled at me.
"What do you want me to say?" I was the one looking away from her now.
"Answer my questions!"
"I cant." It hurt me, not giving her what she wanted, this went against my nature, because it hurt her.
"Why not!" She was crying harder. Crying from anger, maybe.
"I just can't." I was struggling now, to keep my promise to Bella. She was wearing me down. With all her suffering, i never knew existed. "Please, just dont cry. It hurtes me."
"It hurts you, what about me? You think all your secrets dont hurt me? Well they do, but aviously that doesnt matter to you."
She collasped to the ground and i tried to help her up. She pushed my had away with a quick, swift movement.
"leave me alone Jacob Black. I dont want anything from you anymore. Not your help or your frienship. Nothing." she was whispering now but those words hurt more than if she was yelling them .
I could tell she was serious. I fet the pain of rejection from her for the first time.
"Renesmee, please." i begged.
"leave."
If i could't give anything else, I would give her this. I left without looking back, maybe it would make things worse.
when I knew I was out of Renesmee's sight I quickly phased before I had time to check if the coast was clear of regular humans.
If there had been any people I don't think I would've cared. My mind was left behind, I no longer felt the need to be careful.
When the day started I didnt think it would end like this.
