This one is kind of a tear jerker and it has description of children sexual abuse so I guess the most sensible minds shouldn't read it. I wrote about because unhappily it's a really happening in our world that we should not ignore and there's still too many children unprotected…
This is not biographical and if I am crossing any kind of lines here you should tell so I can remove this story from the site.
Please review even though it's a bit shocking.
She's done with that house; she's done with her siblings that bully her all the time just because she looks weird. What does that mean anyway? She's done with her teachers saying she's too much of a loner and doesn't have proper social skills; she's done with them saying she's trouble...
But mostly she's done with him; she's done with the way he looks at her when they're alone, the way his green evil, light eyes get darker and darker as he approaches her frightening her with his threatening posture. "Nobody will ever believe you!" .She hates the way he's so much bigger than her, she hates the way her body vainly squirts underneath his, the way he grabs her two wrists with just one hand to hold her still she sure hates the way he breathes on her neck, the way he moans, she hates the feeling of his teeth grasping her nipple, his lips on her mouth, the way his gross tong invades her throat. She hates his fingers moving between her legs tearing things apart, she also hates the way tears burn their path across her cheeks, she hates that he sees it; she hates his devilish smile "Why are you crying? This is good for you" He tugs the young girl's blond hair behind her ear; he moves her fringe from her head in a gesture of pure lust. Finally, she hates his groans and moans; she hates the way he moves inside her, pushing more every thrust, she hates the way her blood always stains the sheets in the end... She hates everything.
One day she just decides she's done with it all, she packs her bag, and she tugs Mr. Bunny in her arms and jumps through the window. She has just walked two miles when the cops find her, they bring her back home, he smiles at the officers and hugs her friendly, he pretends to be a good parent, but she knows she'll be punished after...
She's done with everything she actually thinks she's done with herself. She can't do this anymore so she steals a pair of scissors from her teacher desk… They find her on the bathroom half unconscious from the blood lost, after that one time she'll do it again until finally social security decides to institutionalize her.
It's a building with withe walls and barred windows. The shrink seems nice, he says he's there to help her, and he says nobody could ever hurt in there. She trusts him, she'll only realise the big mistake she made the night he will come inside her room saying he's paying her "a visit".
He seems friendly, he crouches down at her level and tugs her hair behind her ear "you have such a beautiful face, you shouldn't hide it!". Parker flinches, her stomach twirls and for a moment she thinks she's going to puke, she has seen that exact expression before, the way his eyes darken with arousal, she's been there' she's done that...
She's done with that do, she decides nobody's ever going to touch her again so she sets the institution on fire and runs away.
Years later when she's caught by Archie and taken to his warehouse she sleeps with a butter knife under her pillow, just in case. Not that a butter knife will cause much damage, but it's her only hope...
She learned to recognize evil so she can clearly see the darkness inside Nathan and Eliot when she first meets him, it's not the kind of evil she's used yet, it's still there and that's enough to make her feel unsafe, enough to make her keep her distance from them.
She steps away every time Nathan gets too drunk until he realizes she can trust him. She always manages not to stay alone in a room with Eliot because he could easily immobilize her if he wanted to; she does that until he punches a man that gets to handy on Sophie "You don't touch a woman without her consent"
Hardison, he's the one she actually really trusts from the very beginning; that boy has so much good in his eyes she doesn't even know how entered the criminal world in the first place.
She trusts them all now and even though she never spoke about that particular subject she's sure that somehow, someway they found out about.
When Eleanor comes home from school looking weird as hell she's the first to find out what happened, once again she has seen that teary ashamed expression on herself so when Sophie's asks her daughter what's wrong and the girl answers a blunt "nothing" she decides to cut the crap and directly asks the girl who touched her. She doesn't want to talk about it at first, but Parker convinces her she won't be hurt and she won't be punished for not keeping a secret, finally she guarantees to the girl that she did not bring that upon herself, she's not guilty of nothing and never will be.
Eleanor tells them the priest that teaches religion at school tried to play with her private parts... When she stops talking Alec is crying and Nathan is staring at her with a blank expression that hides all the hate he feels at the moment, Eliot's knuckles are white from all the strength he's making to keep himself from punishing something really hard. Sophie runs to her little girl and hugs her tight, she whispers she won't let anybody hurt her ever again, Parker is just thankful the priest never got to actually touch her, she actually thanks God for letting the girl run away.
Initially it was supposed to be only Nathan and Eliot, but then Sophie found about it and yelled at them for cutting her off, Eleanor was her daughter too. After that Parker showed up, and told them there was no way she was not going to be a part of that.
In the end Hardison was the only one that was off of the plan because they all wanted him to keep his innocence.
That's how they ended up inside a locked up church torturing a priest and Parker loved every single bit of it, she felt like she was avenging her own past by doing that... On the end she was the one that suggested they should burn the bodies and the building down, just like she had so many years ago... Fire was a good way to wash bad things away, even better than water...
On the next week when she saw Eleanor playing on the park she mostly paid attention to the girls face and for a moment there she saw in her place a too little, too thin, blonde blue-eyed girl. That girl was smiling, that girl knew she was protected from evil, she was happy, despite everything because she knew she had nothing to be afraid off. Parker smiled, in part, just in part, she had brought a little bit of shine to her own childhood...