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Somehow explaining making love to Parker it's easier now that she understands what was done to her wasn't connected to love in any way. It's also easier because he already had that particular conversation with Eleanor when she was four; damn girl should learn to knock before entering... Still "when a man and a woman love each other very much" seems childish even for Parker besides he remembers the number of times Sophie interrupted him when he was with Eleanor to say things like "or two women and two men...".
It's childish, but somehow it's easier to explain to her love making this way so he starts speaking.
-You see Parker you can have sex with pretty much any other grown up person you want to as long as the person wants to have sex with you too, all you need is to feel attraction for that person. - She nods positively; she learned that from the conversation they just had. - But in order to make love with someone with need to really love them...
-But you and I don't make love, neither does you and Eliot or me and Hardison... - He frowns his eyebrows at that yet doesn't comment.
-No, because you make love to people you're in love with. You understand that feeling Parker? - His question might be stupid, however, he really needs to know what her concept of being in love is; he fears her past might have screwed that up to...
-Yeah, it's when people feel things and start to act all stupid and possessive over each other like you and Sophie. - He smiles at that.
-Yeah, it's kinda like that... When people love each other they feel the need to express that physically and not just people that are in love; in fact everybody does that. - It's her time to arch an eyebrow at him.
-Everybody?
-Everybody! You see, even Eleanor, every time she hugs me, kisses Sophie or seats on your lap, it's a way of expressing her care for us. That need for physical contact as nothing to do with sex, is just her way to show she cares.
-Like us right now? - She leans a little bit to kiss him on the cheek, illustrating her point. Nathan's smile widens, the thief doesn't usually kisses people. He tightens the grip of his arm around her waist a little bit; he still makes sure she can leave any time she feels like it though...
-For example... But when people are in love like Sophie and I hugs and kisses aren't enough. People feel their need to express their love for each other on a deep, physical sense so they make love... Do you understand?
-Hu... more or less, I still don't understand it very well... - She pauses, trying to sort things on her own head before speaking. - It's like sex, but when you love each other right?
-More or less. You see when you make love with someone Parker there are moments in time where there's nothing else, but you and that person, a moment when the two of you are just one and nothing else exists. Becoming a complete one, instead of two separate half's; that's what making love is about...
-I still don't understand... I mean I get what you're trying to say, but at the same time...
-It's okay Parker, you will understand that one day when you live that. - She sat next to him again, doubt crossing her delicate features.
-What if I don't? What if there's nobody that wants to make love with me or what if they don't want to wait for me to want to do it? - He smiles reassuring her.
-I am sure that one day when you are open to it you will realize there's someone that loves you just like I love Sophie and person will give you the time you need without complaining. - She smiled too, in part she knew the person Nathan was talking about; to acknowledge that scared so much she always chose to ignore it.
-May I ask you one more question? - She laid next to him again.
-All the questions you want to.
-Well, was Eleanor made on one of those "being a complete one" moments? - Nathan could feel his ears flushing red.
-Yes. Why do you want to know? - Parker curled on her side facing him.
-That is really sweet and pretty; that she was made out of your love, it makes me happy! - She snuggled onto his body preparing to sleep.
He placed his arm around her on a protective gesture and shut the light off before they both fell asleep.
Who is 1the person Nate is talking about? Review and I'll clarify that today by posting a new chapter
A/N: vguz04: Sophie is sleeping with her little girl. She will know the story from Parker, not from Nate because he feels it's not his story to tell…