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Leah sat awkwardly across from Sam Winchester. He kept looking at her like he expected her to do something crazy and off the wall. She was tempted to start screaming at the top of her lungs or even banging on the walls so he would have something to stare at. In the end she decided to be her normal bitchy self. "Stop staring at me. You are starting to remind me to much of the mind rapist. You know if you want dating tips I wouldn't ask him. He has been a virgin for like a hundred years or more."
Sam Winchester wanted to laugh and so he did. He let out a huge smile. "I like you Leah. You're very expressive and that is a good thing. Plus you keep my brother occupied and out of trouble. I would like to state the fact I have no problem with women from the opposite sex. I had a girlfriend once."
"Until she died." The she-wolf said being blunt.
"Until she was murdered." The younger hunter said with a sad smile as he thought about Jessica.
"Do you miss her?" Leah questioned as she shifted in her seat. She knew this made her an awful person, but sometimes she wished that Sam Uley would die. Maybe it would've been better for her if he had just died instead of imprinting. That was at least something she would have been able to accept.
Sam nodded and rested his knee on his hands. "Every single day of my life. I miss her smile and her laugh. I miss how she would always push me to do my best even when I wanted to give up. Jess always had this way of knowing what was wrong without me having to tell her. She always make cookies all the time. She loved to make cookies. We used to joke that she was trying to turn me in to one."
The Native American beauty smiled. She wished she had memories like that, but it seemed as if all her memories were somehow tainted. "Sounds like you loved her a lot."
Sam cleared his throat softly. "I did and I still do. I will always love her. Don't like I don't see what you are trying to do. You want to switch the focus from you on to me. I am afraid I can't do that Leah. You know why we are here today."
She rolled her eyes. "To see if I am addicted which I am not. You know I wish everyone would just take my word for it. Instead they think I need some want to be heroes, no offence, to come and save me or some shit like that."
"Want to be heroes? That's a new one." He grinned and stood up. "Why don't you come for a walk with me. That way you may be able to feel more at ease."
Leah stood up to follow him. "You know what would make me feel more at ease? If everyone would just leave me the hell alone."
"That is so not going to happen." The sandy blond hunter told her as they headed out of the Cullen house. He was quiet for a few minutes until they had reached the edge of the yard. "You know when I started drinking Rubies blood I thought I loved her. I mean I know that I hated her and yet I felt like I needed her. At the time I hadn't known her blood to be addictive. That is what really had me needing her. Before I knew any of that I did really think I could be falling in love with her."
"Thanks for sharing?" The she-wolf said though it came out more as a question.
Sam continued speaking as they walked. "They make you feel like they need you. Like they wouldn't be anything without you. Truth is the only reason Ruby offered me her blood wasn't because she was trying to help me or make me stronger. It's a way of having power over us. To make us dependent on them. Your vampire James is the same way. He knows the dangers of feeding you his blood and he still does it."
"It makes me stronger and faster." Leah argued and stopped walking to place her hands on her hips. "It makes me a better fighter. Do you have any idea how many rogue vamps I have been able to take down this way? Now I can keep up killing wise with my pack. I'm finally an asset to them. I can help protect people better. That is what I was created for right? To protect people? Why can't everyone see that is better?"
The younger Winchester brother and pushed his bangs from his eyes. "What happens to those people you are trying so hard to protect when you are to ill to fight for them? What happens on the days you suffer in agony because you have gone to long without a fix? What is going to happen to you when you die because of this addiction?"
"I'm not-" She started to say something, but was cut off by Sam.
"You can feed that bullshit to everyone else, but it is not going to work with me. I have been where you are. I know what it is like to try and rationalize something that you cannot rationalize for others. I know how hard it is to admit you have a problem when you don't see it. I understand Leah I really do. That is why I am so worried about you. If you love this guy then you should see the path you are on is not healthy. If you want to be with him then I say be with him, but not like this. Are you afraid he is going to leave you if you stop drinking his blood? If he does then I don't think he deserves you. Despite how I may feel about vampires and especially this one, I came here to help you. So let me help you Leah." Sam pleaded knowing there was not much else he could say to her.
The girly wolf sighed. She fought off the urge to tell him to piss off. In a rare moment she showed her true feelings. A look of vulnerability passed over her features. "What I am passed the point of saving? What if this is who I am supposed to be this way? Maybe fate wants me like this."
"To quote my brother on for a moment, 'fate doesn't know shit. You make your own destiny.' I truly believe that Leah. You can make your own fate. Don't let this blood drinker decide for you." He stood patiently as she stood in silence obviously thinking.
Suddenly she spoke up. "You know something? I think I may be an addict."
Sam hugged her then as they headed towards the house once more. "Congratulations on making the first step. Now comes the hard part."
"That was the easy part?" Leah stated and pulled away from him. "I changed my mind. I am not an addict. I am perfectly fine. If that was the easy part I do not want to do the hard part."
TBC…
AN: So I had a couple of people who really wanted to see this story updated. I hope that you all like this update even though it is short. I plan to update faster if I can. I know the basic outline for this story, but it is so hard to keep up with all my stories though I do try. I hope that you all like this. Anyways, in the next chapter I haven't decided what will happen. Would you all like to see more Leah/Dean moments?
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