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Chapter1

Bella's POV

I can see him; my angel. I've been waiting for this day for too long. I can finally be like them, beautiful and adored. I'll be noticed walking down the street as not a normal, boring person, but someone who people will think looks too perfect to be true.

He walked gracefully closer. "Edward," my voice came out as a whisper but I know he heard it.

"Bella, are you sure you're ready?" he paused for a second to see my expression that was calm. "three days is a long time," He whispered softly, his velvet voice making me smile. Edward knows what my answer will be, but he still feels like he should give me another chance to rethink my decision of when I would like to be changed. I like it that he asks me, but there is no point I'm set on my choice.

"Edward," I paused thinking of Jacob. "You know what I want," I continued whilst looking at the ground, so that he would not read my thoughts through my facial expression.

With a sigh Edward pushed me gently on to the bed. I closed my eyes breathing in his sweet scent. I opened them to look straight In to pools of light butterscotch. Edward's face was just inches from mine; close enough to reach up and feel his perfect features. He drew closer pressing his stone hard but gentle lips against my neck trailing kisses down and along my collarbone. I felt a small squeeze on my hand; Edward is going to change me now. I got scared, I tried to pull away. Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my shoulder, the blood travelling towards the puncture making me fell sick with the thought. Looking into Edward's eyes I realised he was taking too much of my blood; he can't resist the taste and smell. I pushed against his chest but he is too strong and… thirsty for my blood to realise that I'm trying to push him off. I kept trying until using my last ounce of strength I slipped off into unconsciousness.

I woke up, my scream muffled by the pillow. Cold arms wrapped around me, it was a dream just a dream; but soon it might not be. "Bella," I looked at Edward. Realising that I was still screaming I abruptly stopped. Edward is worried; this is not the first time I've had this dream, and its getting worse each time.

"Time for my human moment Edward, I'll be right back," I whispered careful not to wake Charlie. Edward only nodded and sat down on my bed.

I was just about finished when the thought came to mind. I have been wandering about him for the past few days; I need to see Jacob. So now I've decided I'm going to see Jacob for one last goodbye and this time I'll do it properly.

I step outside the rain, Edward waiting for me in his Porsche. I walked confidently up to the car and told Edward "I'm going to see Jacob." With this his face went from happy to angry so quickly that at first I didn't notice it. "You can't" Edward replied with an icy tone.

"Yes I can, I want to… I need to," I said my voice coming out a mere whisper.

"Why?" Edward asked starting to get angry.

"Because I never said goodbye properly last time," I answered my voice getting louder.

"You're not going," was all he said and he obviously thought he had won because he turned his head away putting on music.

"Why not?" Now it was my turn to be angry.

"Because you already said goodbye and it would be a waste of time." Edward's replied giving me a stern look.

"WHAT! A WASTE OF TIME." I shouted; acid in my voice. I felt a shudder go up my spine and a sharp pain ripping through my chest.

"Take me to your house please Edward." He thinks the argument is over, but he's in for a shock later. I am only going because of the pain.

He drove in silence all the way to his house and when he got there I ran calling for Esme. Suddenly she stood beside me.

"Bella, what is it?" Esme asked a hint of worry in her soft voice.

"Can you take me to the boundary please Esme I need to talk to Jacob?" I asked with innocence. Esme hesitated but nodded. Smiling I called out to Edward "I'll be back later," and by the look on his face he will not be happy.

I got out of Esme's car and waved goodbye. Deciding to take a detour I walked towards the forest. I haven't tripped or been clumsy once today; maybe its wearing off on me. I reached a big tree, this will be a good place to rest. I was just comfy when my phone went off telling me I had a text message. Its from Edward 'Bella, you will only make it worse for the both of you.' Normally I would agree with Edward after him convincing me; but not today. For some reason I felt angry and hit the tree bringing on the stabbing pain in my chest again. Another ripple went up my spine causing me to collapse; the last sound I heard was a loud ripping noise.

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