Some Never Grow Up

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Chapter 3 Frightened

BPOV:

I woke up in the middle of the night sweating. I looked around the room; usually when I woke up in the middle of the night it was because I had a nightmare or some noise woke me up. Nothing was around that seemed to fall. I looked over to my left and Edward was sleeping. Then it hit me.

A sharp pain. I gasped quietly trying not to wake Edward he looked so peaceful. I just turned on my side to see if I could get comfortable. Then it came again. I let out a cry and Edward groaned and stirred but didn't wake up. I sat up and got my legs out of the bed. I stood up and walked into the bathroom. There I found out that I was bleeding I began to cry. Everything was getting to be to much to handle. The fighting now this. Was I miscarrying? It's happened once but went away soon after. Why was this happening again?

EPOV:

I woke up to the sound of sobs and looked over and Bella was missing.

"Bella?" I asked worried. No answer. I got up and saw the bathroom door was cracked and the light was on. "Bella?" I asked again leaning into the crack trying to see he sitting on the floor so I opened the door and she turned to me crying.

"Edward get out. Please." She demanded but it seemed like it was more of a question. I had to blink when I realized that she had gotten blood on the floor and on her clothes.

"Bella! What's going on?" I yelled panicked. Did she do this to herself? Was she upset about me wanting a certain gender?
"I- I don't know!" She yelled back sobbing.

"I'm calling Carlisle." I told her grabbing at the nearest phone I could find it was Bella's cell phone. I put it on speaker before running over to help her onto the bed.

"Hello?" Carlisle asked sound tired.

"Dad something is wrong with Bella." I said sounding shaken and scared.

"What's going on? Is she going into labor?" He asked bewildered.

"Labor. I don't know about that but she's bleeding." I said sitting next to her and taking her hand. "Is something going on with the baby?"

"Well I'm not so sure. Is this the first time that this has happened to her?" He asked then I looked over at her for an answer. She did nothing but look down.

"Dammit." I muttered. "She says it has happened before."

"Edward I want to see her in my room at the hospital. I'll meet the two of you there." I looked down.

"Alright." I answered before hanging up.

Bella began to cry harder. "Edward I'm sorry. I'm sorry I didn't tell you the first time."

"There isn't time for apologies right now Bella. So don't be." I said trying to keep calm so she would be calm.

She nodded and we managed to get to the car and to the hospital soon enough. Carlisle was waiting in like he said he would be and I watched as the nurses got ready. Seeing her like this made me feel bad for ever screaming at her or frowning or being upset with her before.

"It doesn't seem like you are miscarrying." Carlisle said and I realized that I had been standing there for a while staring out into space because it seemed like they all moved positions.

"Really?" She asked sounding relieved and a little bit more happy. "Then what was wrong?"

"Well sometimes it's normal I guess. But if this happens again we should start worrying." He said looking at her.
"I would be sure to let someone know if I were to bleed again." She said blushing a little bit.

"I guess I will leave you two alone." He said looking at me as if I had anymore concerns.

"Can she come home tonight?" I asked him.

"No we would like to keep her for the night I'm sorry." The nurse said instead but I didn't argue I just silently nodded. Then they all left.

"I'm glad that It wasn't anything serious." I said taking her hand and sighing.

"So am I." She said in agreement softly. She seemed to be dazed maybe she was shocked about how close we could have been to losing the thing that mostly held us together.

"Are you alright?" I asked pulling up a chair next to her bed then sitting next to her.

"Yeah, I think so," She added the second part about two seconds later. I leaned over and kissed her head softly.

"I'm never going to let that happen again, I'm staying in bed until the nine months is over."

"I'm sure that wont last long." I said with a small chuckle. It sounded sadder than what I expected.

"You don't know that." She said finally looking up at me, then she flashed her smile.

"Sure. Sur-"

"Bella!" We both looked over at the same time to see Emmett and Rosalie standing at the door. Well Rosalie had raced across the room to Bella's side to grab her hand.

"Honey are you alright? What happened? Carlisle called and said you were in the hospital. I need answers!" She was completely panicked. The last sentence was yelled in my direction.

"Yeah what is going on?" Emmett said walking over to calm my sister.

"Just a little false alarm it didn't turn out to be anything serious." Bella said calmly looking over at them both with her hand on her stomach.

"You thought you were going into labor?" Rosalie asked. "And you didn't even call me Edward!"

"Well sorry. Next time I'm worried about a possibility of someone having a miscarriage I will call you first and not a doctor." I said a little bit sarcastically. Rosalie seemed to look completely saddened when I finished.

"What? Bella?" She asked looking towards her. Bella just nodded. "I'm so sorry." She said turning into Emmett's chest. I knew that she was about to cry she used to do that to my father or me when we were younger.

"Don't cry rose." Emmett cooed. "The baby is still alive it's fine.. Right?" He asked looking from Rosalie to me and Bella.

"Yeah, Perfectly fine." Bella said with a nod.

"Thank god." I heard Rosalie say into Emmett's chest. "When are you guys going to be going home? I won't leave Bella's side once she's home I will spend every day with her to make sure she is doing things right." She said wiping her eyes and turning to us.

"Rosalie there isn't a need for that." Bella said softly.

"No really I will-" She said.

"Rosalie she doesn't want you to. What don't you understand? Leave her alone. Stop irritating her!" I said kind of loudly. And her eyes began to water again.

"I'm sorry Bella I didn't mean to." She said before walking out of the room.

"Thanks Edward." Emmett side and walked after her I just looked down.

"Edward why did you say that to her. I didn't mean anything like that." She said looking at me frustrated.

"I don't know. I'm just under a lot of stress I guess." I sighed.

"Your under a lot of stress? All of this is happening inside of me! I always feel like we are on a thin line. I feel lonely sometimes. You know what you wouldn't even understand because I feel so much right now." She said looking at me still.

"A thin line? And is that supposed to be my fault? I try to be with you I try to keep things well with you!" I spat back surprising myself but I couldn't stop my mouth and my mind kept going on. "This is all my fault right?"

"Edward.." She said softly.

"Right!" I yelled this time. Then I Stormed out of the room and went outside then went to my car.

BPOV:

He left me here by myself. He made me cry. He yelled right in my face. But it's been two days since then and I had spent the nights with Emmett and Rosalie. I made up my mind. Today I was going to go get my stuff.

"Bella are you sure this is what you want to do?" Emmett asked as he looked at the house.

"Yes. I'm sure. I'm going to do this." I said more to myself than to him. He nodded and we walked to the house me and Edward had been living in. I unlocked the door to find him sitting on the couch staring at the T.V.

"Bella?" He asked standing up.

"I just came to get my stuff." I said beginning to walk past him then he grabbed my arm stopping me.

"Getting your stuff? Where are you going?" He said looking at me his eyes looked angry and hurt. "Emmett maybe you should go wait in the car." I said looking over at him as Edward let go of my arm.

"Alright but if I hear a scream I'm busting through the door." He warned mostly Edward. But it was his way of telling me that was the signal for him to start fighting." Then he went outside closing the door.

"So?" Edward asked.

"Edward I can't take it anymore." I said looking down. "I don't like fighting with you."

"Neither do I but we usually make up after wards. Like now we are going to make up and we can try it again." He said seeming hopeless which made me feel bad.

"I can't. I just can't do this anymore. I can't keep fighting and making up over and over. It hurts to much." I said the tears spilling over.

"Please Bella." He begged once more.

"And I don't want to be a single mother. No. That's the wrong way to put it. I can't be a single mother." I said pausing. "And we wouldn't be able to raise a child there would be to many complications."

"Bella don't say that, things changes.. People say things change once the baby is born. You would do anything to keep a family together." He said his eyes started getting watery too so I had to look away.

"That's the thing. It should have already started to happen. Your anger is becoming to much it's getting out of control.. Yelling in my face.. Who knows what could happen next you could hurt me or worse the baby.. Or both of us. I don't even want to think about anything like that happening." I sobbed.

"So what are you saying Bella?" He asked looking down.

"I want adoption." I said looking up at him now.

"No!" He insisted. "Your not doing that, abortion I may not have a say in but I have a say in this."

"Edward don't make this hard. It would just be easy if we could both sign it over." I said. It was harder to talk about it than talk about it. I was already so attached to it.

"No Bella! You may not want it then hand it over to me. You can't go to court saying that you don't want me to have the baby because I am stressed at the moment." I didn't know what to say so I just looked down.

"No I can't. But we can separate and I could have someone else fight for custody. Maybe my mother she enjoys children."

"You really don't like me anymore do you? You think I'm a monster right?" He asked. "Maybe everyone else can look down on me but my child is not going to."

"Fine Edward. I will keep it and you will call when you want to visit." I said looking up at him now.

"Please give me one last chance. If I mess up then you can take it and leave just let me keep in touch." He begged looking into my eyes.

"Alright, One last chance. The last chance. You have one week to completely change my mind." I said hesitantly.

"Good. I won't fail this time." He said looking at me. I just nodded.

"I'm just going to go tell Emmett to leave." I said before walking outside and to Emmett's side so he rolled down the window.

"What's going?" He asked me confused. "Where is all your stuff? Do you need help?"

"No, me and Edward had a little talk and agreed to giving him one week to change his ways. If he doesn't I can take the baby and leave as long as we stay in touch." I informed him.

"Alright. I wish you luck." He said with a smirk.

"Thanks I will need as much as I can get." I laughed lightly before stepping back and watching him drive away from me and the house. I turned around and saw Edward turn away from the window. He thought I was going to leave with Emmett. He didn't even trust me. But it made me giggle and roll my eyes as I stepped inside the house.

"What?" He asked walking past me into the kitchen.

"Oh like you don't know." I said smiling at him.

"No I don't think I do. But I would like to." He said as he opened the refrigerator then looked over at me.

"You don't even trust me-" I said.

"Hey, Hey." He said cutting me off.

"What?" I asked looking at him confused. He was now unloading what he needed to make a sandwich.

"Since I only have one week to convince you we are going to have some rules." He said.

"Rules? What kind of rules are you talking about?" I asked raising and eyebrow and standing at the opposite side of the island than he was.

"Well so we can be happy and not annoy each other." He said easily as he made his sandwich.

"Alright. Go on." I said waiting to hear what he had in mind.

"Rule number one, You can't start the fight. If you do then it doesn't count." He said looking at me. "Want a sandwich?" He went on.

"No thanks. And what is that rule supposed to mean?" I asked with a small smile.

"Don't get mad but you have a part in starting fights." he said shrugging and putting all he used back in the fridge.

"What else?" I asked as we walked to the table in the dinning room.

"We aren't gonna spend to much or too less time together. Just the right amount I think that's what makes us go crazy." I nodded softly maybe he was right about that one.

"I just have one last question." I said slowly.

"What?" He asked looking up from his snack.

"What's going to happen after the week. Are we still gonna follow the rules?"

"I don't know. But I'm sure that we can work something out." He said shrugging softly.

I didn't really know what that meant and that's why I was the most nervous. "I hope that your right." I said looking down at my hands. "Oh and I have one last thing to tell you."

He looked over at me curiously. "Your not bleeding again are you?" He said the blood seem to run away from his face and he set down his sandwich.

"No, no it's nothing bad." I reassured him.

"Then, what is it? Your scaring me here spit it out." He said impatiently.

"Well I went to the doctor yesterday..-" I began but he cut me off.

"But you just said that it wasn't anything bad." He said worried.

"I wish you would just let me finish my sentence." I laughed.

"Right, sorry." He said with a small smile.

"I went to the doctor yesterday to find out the gender of the baby." I said slowly watching for any reaction.

"Well?" He asked.

"It's a boy. You were right." I said with a small smile. He grinned wide.

"What are we gonna name him?" He asked.

"I'm not so sure." I said laughing lightly he seemed so excited.

"It's all coming to me come on, get a pen and paper." He said grinning in my direction.

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