Note: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh Gx And Neither The Characters

Warning: Contains Yaoi, Violence from time to time

Author's Note: Two pairings JehuxJudai and JohanxJudai, I am completely oblivious with choices. I will write two perspectives, from Jehu and Johan. Please Review, Currently Editing Chapters, but Choices would not be change a few touch up might be added though.


Chapter 2

Jehu's P.O.V

Taking my time, class had already begun. But class wasn't my thing; I didn't have enough time for it anyways. Why waste my time in school? But the thought of being an ordinary student seemed only like a far dream. Judai, I needed your love before I fade, as my skin itched almost yearning. Johan and I seemed rather distant for now; but my time was coming to an end as I could only wonder aimlessly. I'm growing weaker I could feel Johan's grip, but in a few days my love for you would be none other than my demise, Judai. In your world, I would be nothing, but a petty little ant compared to Johan, your world.

Should I just give up?

I could feel my body quiver with just the thought of losing everything. Giving up means death for me, I could feel my own power sweeping into you. The fear of death was unspeakable, but Judai were you worth my tragedies. Shivering was sweeping up in the cold, I could only think of your peaceful face that would seep into every tainted cracks of me with peace.

The rooftop of Duel academy, I could just recover every memory of our first glances on you. Caressing my skin, I could imagine that time when you actually granted access to me with a peaceful face you were showed Johan only. Eyes shut and my darker shadow covered your eyes, while I could just forget every spare thought of being compose and jealous.

You loved him though, didn't you Judai? You were always holding Johan dear and loving him. He felt the same way about you, but I was just one block in the middle of the train tracks.

Sitting down against my back on the rusting yellow columns, I could feel my eyes lowering to your direction, Judai. Just like every day you would run to school, while I'm sitting here slacking and only staring from a distant. Your breathing was heavy with uneven pants, but the image leads me astray to imagining you writhe beneath me. But things changed, I had control of your beloved's body.

I could feel my grin growing though, Judai. You are always late, aren't you? Would I need to teach a lesson? Without a hesitation, I chuckled with a rather amused tone.

Taking the phone out, I began to dial your number. Without even hesitating, the thought that you were late to school was thrown out of my head.

"Beep… Beep… Beep," It rang a couple of time before it actually reached your ears.

Looking down from the rooftop, my eyes watched as your eyes were search for the phone by seeping your hands in the scarlet pockets. When you grabbed the phone, you look hard and deep at the number with a rather amusing face. The brunette was definitely debating to pick up, but the situation that we had didn't make it easier for petty little brat to deny me. If it was me or either you're beloved Johan, your expression would be different without being completely shaken from the rings. Getting a grip of yourself, your eyes begin to grow tender. Stroking the injured arms, it was easy to predict what was going through your mind.

Judai, you were honestly too simple minded for your own good.

Though I really wonder what was really on your mind, you always tried your best for us. I wanted you to be selfish, but that would just ease my guilt. I wanted you to be mine, but could I have you and was it right?

"Yes?" I could hear your voice directed towards me, but in a questionable tone.

"Judai, I want to see you now" I said, reminding myself of my true objective. My voice had definitely brushed up on my guilt, but there was no way out. My eyes began to trace you, as I watch every movement you made.

"How's your wound?" He said speaking into the microphone, but from the view I could see your concern written all over the hazelnut eyes. Eyes twisted for a moment knowing it was me, but there was a tingle of desperation in our silence.

"I don't know," I said honestly about my wound. Looking at it I could see how it was still wrapped in cloth from yesterday's mess with Johan. Even though it looked like a mess and stains of blood, I hadn't put much care in after the reunion with Johan. My eyes only wandered you from a distance. Your face was softened you began to move towards the school.

"Do you need me, Jehu?"

Jehu, was it? The name, I wanted for him to say it, but the voice sounded so carefree. It nearly made me brush up with a small smile. But my conciseness wouldn't let me therefore I chuckled at my stupidity; I was reacting just because he said my name. Once again, things got silent with only the voice of my breath in the microphone with only your ears to listen to them.

"Judai, come and see me now," I demanded. Your eyes lowered with my response, but you knew you need to come to me. I wanted to see you in submission. "Where are you?" Your voice almost sound like pleads, but I knew you were acting in sincerity about the whereabouts for my other half.

"I'm up on the rooftop."

Your eyes move towards my location, I could see how your face strengthened as it tried to reconstruct its wall. "I love you, Judai," I said into the phone as I shut it on you without even listening to your response. But with that the paste changed, as Judai Yuki ran towards me.

You were coming towards for me, leaning back on the columns of the building. I could only wait for your appearance to show up in front of me, but Judai would never understand how I yearn for him. Shutting my eyes, I just wanted to have you for myself and never share you with anybody else. My urges to have you all for myself was lustrous. Waiting for moments, I could see your figure appeared at the stair case just as I had shown up there when Johan meet you.

"Jehu?" Your voice asked for me, and your face soon founds it way to me.

You had your bag in your hand, while searching for vigorously inside the bag. You begin to walk all the way to me, as a first aid kit appeared in the clutches of those hands. "Judai," my voice said with a tender echo, as he sat down in front of me. "Jehu, give me your arm," he said, as he unwrapped the piece of cloth on my arm. Your premier focus was the stupid blood and the first-aid kit. Grabbing an alcohol pad, I winced as it hit against the skin. It stung, but you just looked at me. Looking away, it would seem childish if I showed you.

"But honestly, I might not be the best doctor," You chuckled. But ignored it you when you continued your own magic against my arm. Every once or twice, I couldn't help, but sneak a glance at the brunette. When you were finish, you just smiled with a fond look of the bandage.

"Done," you said, as you continued packing.

That glimmer of happiness for a spare moment, did you ever give that to me?

Grabbing you hand, I pulled you close as you froze up upon my grip. You were staring at me now; you only cared about me for now as I wanted to hide now. "Judai," I purred in your ears. "Don't leave me."

Your eyes begin to dilate, as your arms were once again placed on my chest to pull away from my grasp. Pulling myself up, I pressed you close to me. Right now, everything about you controlled me. Clouded with only thoughts of you, it seemed rather impulsive. I couldn't accept it. I wanted to be with you, I need you, and I had to be with you.

"Judai, what makes Johan better than me?" You looked at me and pulled away, but grabbing your chin while one arm hung around you waist, I need your affection. I wanted your attention, as every thought passed me with your beauty, affection, and your horror.

Looking at you, I could see your cinnamon eyes, your chocolate color hair, and your healthy olive skin, but none of them could compare if I had you beside me.

"Judai, don't let me down," Pressing my lips against yours, I could feel my hands pulling your waist close to me once again, as your hands pressed against my chest. My own heart began to ache in my chest for you, but each tingle was undeniable. I could feel your own lips pressed against mine for a moment, but it almost felt as if it was my own imagination. Your hands tighten around my shirt, I wanted you. Your lips were soft, but it was fading. You just fell back, as our lips broke apart.

Judai rejected me, once again.

"Johan," You looked at me, but you knew I would never be him.

Knowing myself I would direct my irritation at you soon, I grabbed Judai's face and cupped it as I narrowed my eyes. "Judai, remember we are two different people, his tactics are different mine, it's just a matter of time before you realize it. Even though we are the same person, I could never be him." Letting go harshly I looked away from you, as your eyes were filled with curiosity in them. "Now, get out of my sight, Judai," I said, pushing him away, but you had that gleam in his eyes. "He is alive though, somewhere inside of you," you said with a smile.

I could feel my eye directed towards you with a spark of a new emotion. Just to know the one you love was alive, it must have been happiness. You just brushed your nose, as you backed away. My eyes lowered, and you move forward to me. "Thank you, Jehu," you soon backed away, but I grabbed your arm. You just looked at me, as you try to pull away.

"Judai, don't you hate me?"

I looked at him, but you loosened. "Maybe," you said in a playful tone.

Letting go, I just grinned, it almost seemed like we could have been friends in our life time. Maybe being in a relationship isn't all about having urges. "Judai, see you later. You have class, don't you? So get out of my face." Your eyes softened, but I could see doubt in them. "Yeah, I do." You smiled and then darted off.

Slumping on to the wall, who was I kidding? Johan and I were different, we both are polar opposite. Yet you stirred these emotions that completely forbidden. Touching the bandage Judai had just made, I could only brush my lips against it. Holding it as if it was most precious memory of this life, but I had to stop myself I didn't have much time either and it was snipping me away. The only thing I did was make him leave, what had I accomplished?

"Oh, so is this our plan? To become a replica of me," I could hear your voice right beside me. What a sudden surprise? Johan.

His eyes had a layer of darkness in his eyes, while your facial appearance had kept a taunting grin. I could see how your eyes wanted me to just leave already, as if I was wasting your time.

"Shut up Johan, you out of everyone should know we could never become one," you continue to move your spiritual form around my ears. "Then give up already because you are the opposite of me, you should know clearly that Judai is mine. Judai couldn't possibly like a brut like you." Looking at Johan, my eyes narrowed with a bone chilling glance.

"You have a few more weeks before this little conflict of ours are over. Sadly, Judai only has interest in me."

"Careful Johan, don't forget that your little Judai is my little subject for now," I said. You shut your mouth instantly, but you just scorn as you do so. Your emerald eyes begin to grow violent, in fear for your love. Making a fake laughter, I could feel your spirit fading back.

What position was I to say that, though?

Pressing my lips, was I scared of change this much? Touching the bandage for comfort, I could still feel my eyes towering to my sides just to assure that you were gone from my sight. I wanted to be with you, Judai. Press my lips against you, forget myself, but I was scared. Scared of giving up everything for you and knowing I will only have nothing in return. Yet, I didn't have much time; growing weaker I could hear your voice still, Johan. You are gaining from what I am losing, and that will be my end. Johan, how much do you love Judai?


Johan P.O.V

Irritation, you always had your ways with the people didn't you, Jehu? You were sitting there watching him, for a moment fixing his wound. I could see your cheerful smile, but you always had that beautiful gleam in your eyes. I didn't want to anyone to see them, but every time I saw you I couldn't help to notice the truth. I love you Judai, but once you were done with this mess; I will promise you eternity.

Fixing his wound was enough, but I could see how he had once gotten close to you. I could feel myself snarling at him with realization of what he is planning to do.

He is touching you suggestively, yet I couldn't do anything. Not wanting to show my weaker self to Jehu, I had to relax. It was maddening to know another man was having you in his arm. Even if it was a similar twin of me, seeing you like this was driving me insane. I wanted to take his grip away from you, but I couldn't do it. Restraining myself, I wanted to stop this right at this instant. Taking a couple of deep breath, I could see how Jehu forces himself upon you. Pressing my hands against my eyes, I didn't want to see this. Looking at you, I could see how you were restricted against it at first. With a flip of a turn, your eyes begin to close as you looked at him with tenderness. You kiss back, but you didn't stop until you realized what was happening.

Fury burned inside me; I could see how my heart beat fast almost tracing like his. I wanted to kill him right this instant. I hated this, fuck I wanted to kill this bastard right this instant. Pulling back instantaneously, I knew it had stopped. My heart still wasn't soothed with his emotions, but looking at you right now it probably pained you as much as it did for me. He said my name; but Judai only had eyes for one, me. Listening to your entire chat, I could feel myself growing irritated; you like this small chat didn't you Jehu? Stealing my boyfriend caused my anger brew with a jealous aura for each spare moment that passed between Jehu and Judai.

I knew you are losing your power, due to the bet. Of course this bet would be your final; I'll make sure I'll win. Judai would be mine, he won't love you, and he loves me. Chuckling, I climb behind your back, now let see which one of us truly deserves you, me or this so called Jehu. Unlike you, Judai knows that he loves me and not you. You can't beat me, my mind raged. Yet looking at you now, I could see an untainted, pure, and angelic creature. You only thought of me, but I wanted us to be together. So that is why I must win this bet. Everything we had won't let you filth rat win.

Nobody can replace us, Judai. We love, not anyone except for us, yet every memory lingered in place. I won't let Jehu become the winner, even though I should trust our love.

Judai is mine; but every stroke of damage would soon be repaid with your death, Jehu. You would pay for this.

I love you, Judai.