Note: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh Gx and Neither the Characters

Warning: Contains Yaoi, Violence from time to time

Author's Note: Two pairings JehuxJudai and JohanxJudai. Eddited, hope this is better! Slight change from Zane to Ryo, hope you like it?

Chapter 3

Jehu P.O.V

If I could say sorry, would you accept me? As my eyes meet a certain dark haired male, I could see no satisfaction with the dread face he applied. Ryo Marufuji, the stupid bastard is always causing trouble for me. He was a close friend of Judai, but it would be wise if I didn't cross path with him. Ryo was one of the best duelists that came from Duel academy.

His eyes gave a chill in the air, but they always held despair in them. One could almost think he was an unapproachable person. Eyes came cross to cross, as he directed his anger at me. "You, I know you aren't Johan!" His words tried to scream at me for reasonable answers or perhaps satisfaction for Judai in this dumb world. I just rolled my eyes as I always did, I turned back to walk my direction straight to somewhere aimlessly. This conversation would have just ended up in more agony than it should be.

"What is it that you want with Judai?" He voice softened knowing it was the obvious. "Isn't it obvious," my voice said with a playful tone, but at the same time Ryo was quite surprised with a few choices of my words. "We are just humans; we all want things that we could never possibly get, just like you and me." Chuckling, Ryo was quite infiltrated with Judai, too. Those eyes were always filled with anticipation once Judai arrives. Judai, you probably don't even realize how important you are.

I began to take step away from Ryo, but his sights on me never changed. Even though it was obvious he wanted Judai, he still bothers to get through to me. To Judai, he would never be considered important. Ryo was perhaps just another tool for Judai's preparation to become a better duelist. Instead he just snarled at me, he would never be able to get close to Judai like this. "You should understand even if Judai gets back with the other me, you wouldn't be able to cut in," I said in a mocking tone.

Ryo soon chased after me. He grabbed me by my shirt and pulled it up with a might probably fiercer than what I could muster up. "A bastard like you, don't even deserve Judai's affection."

My hands grabbed his shoulder, "I already know that." I pushed off his tight lock on me, gripped loosened as he tried to stumble upon his stability. My eyes once directed towards Ryo. "It must be painful, isn't it?" I chuckled, knowing how I already felt. "To know that there is someone more deserving of him then all of us, Judai will only choose him, not us." Ryo's fist unclenched, as we both recognized the truth.

"Luckily, you have a chance to escape this," I said in a low, but he already caught my voice.

"What are you tal-" his voice struggled, as I lowered my head without staling. His eyes widened for a brief moment, but he just looked back at me. Those eyes proved that he could already tell what had happened.

"Johan" His voice paused, "Or whoever you are, Judai will understand if you give him a chance," Ryo crossed his arm, as he turned his head. Our eyes meet for a second. "I don't have enough time, even if you do."

Walking away, Ryo just stood there dumbfounded. Anyone would, wouldn't they? If only Judai would understand me.

Walking down Duel Academy's hall, I could understand why this school was wanted by many. Everything just seemed so strange lately, maybe because I was too infiltrated with Judai to even recognize who I was anymore. Taking a deep breath, I started to walk until I was out of this school. Maybe the best thing to do is to take Johan down with me, but Judai would probably cry.

Was I that identical with Johan? I was supposed to oppose him, but now it's like I'm being submissive. Smacking my head on the side lightly, I could just imagine us being happy, my own arms around your waist as you just chuckle happily. So this is what they called 'love', thinking only about the happiness of other, but what about mine.

There just wasn't enough time for the two of us. Everything would be fine if Johan was here, wouldn't be Judai?

Taking the phone out again, I just chuckled at the memory before.

Snow was not too far away, according to the chill we were receiving.

The phone was right beside my neck with my ear pressed to my shoulders, as you chuckled from the other end. "Hey Judai?" I spoke into the microphone. "Jehu?" You spoke with curiosity. "Judai, I was wondering if I could see you today," I could just imagine that pout on your mouth. "Yeah, sure." His voice lowered, as if he was disappointed to hear that it was me again.

"Where?" His voice changed in an up tone of curiosity. Taking a moment to think about it, I pressed my lips together as I cleared my throat. Pulling on the collar of my shirt, I spoke nervously. "Meet me at the dock, at three?" My voice tone down, but I was running out of time.

"Judai, I just really want to see you right now." Running through my hands through my hair, I couldn just see that expression on your face that you were satisfied. It might have been crazy, but instead of thinking about me it has been more about you. "See you, Jehu." I heard you make a muffled sound. "Judai, I li-" I heard the phone being cut off. You never liked this, did you?

Taking a deep breath, I began to get down to business instead of just dwelling.

Wearing a blue sleeve sweat shirt and blue sweat pants, it had come to be casual attire for pjs at Johan's house. Taking a deep breath and grabbing nothing mere then a towel, it was showering time for Johan and me. Knowing the amount of time I had left, it would probably be best to tidy up every now and then. The room had begun to fog as the heated water closed, as I could feel your presence focusing heat nearby the mirror. "Have you talked to him about it, Johan?" I asked. It was almost as if I was talking to myself, but overtime one could get used to it. "Don't want to, yet." I could see his eyes rolling. We were both afraid of telling him the truth.

"Three days left, huh?" I told myself, but I knew you were listening. Johan's eyes just grew soft, as he looked upon me. "Thank you for taking care of him," I heard you say, but all I could do was snort.

"Competition, I'm thankful you even gave me this chance," I chuckled, but I could see you growing soft. "I've grown tired, Johan. Living, it just one whole big dream for me, unlike you." My face softened, as his eyes lowered.

"To gamble? Is it worth is Jehu? You even changed because of life." Your voice softened a lot. You, who I loathe, will always get what you want; ever since the beginning it went like this. This gamble. These memory. This heart. It was all according to time. "Hey, you should be happy that you have full control now, aren't you?" I said in a playful tone knowing that it would mask my emotions.

"I'll tell Judai him soon, but Johan you should be filled with glee the world belongs to you now." Taking the towel and running it through the flaky hair, I had to dry it soon, before I look like a mess, when I meet Judai. "Tch.. you stupid bastard, you given up, haven't you?" You glared at me, as you swung your legs.

"You know the answer to that," I rolled my eyes.

Walking out of the heated room, chills of the air filled my body. Looking at the clock, I still had time to finish up whatever I was left to do. Doing the morning chores and habits that only a normal person would do, responsibilities had made its toll on me. Responsibility grew on me, I wanted to do it all for you Judai. Become someone worth it, even though dueling was one of my best attributes. Living in the obelisk blue dorm, but not going to class was something I have done for a while. Surprisingly, they had not called me back to North Academy yet. I shouldn't even been in this dorm, even though I knew that Johan would go to class if i didn't.

Sigh, his perfect grades gone like the wind were quite perfect for me. It was such an ease to let a day pass, all he had to do was to remain in shape and look good. Looking back at the mirror, he could see a male with teal hair and blond eyes. His body was still as slim as a stick, as he wore a black jacket with a tight black t-shirt inside while he wore a dark shade of blue jeans. "Quite fitting."

Pulling up together, his head out the door and out he went. It had been a while since he had head out. With ease I head to the dock, knowing Judai it would be best to arrive on time then arrive early, but he was always late. Sitting down by the light house, it had taken some time for the other teen to arrive.

As time ticked, it didn't matter to me anymore. You were much more important to me and too patient with me. Time, I could give up all the time I had left in this world just to be with you. As you came from the side, I could see you were out of breath as your legs were sped to my side. You are wearing your casual red slifer jacket. It amazes me that you always had that with you, never straying from your school uniform. Chuckling, you were running down the stairs as fast as you could. I stood up just to greet you, once more. Till you were in front of my, you were out of breath. "Hey," you said while panting.

"Yeah, hey." Your face is flushed, with a tint of cheerfulness in them.

If I lived another life, I probably would have loved to see this sight every day. "I'm sorry I'm late, but what did you call me for?" He said as he tried to straighten his posture, while keeping his breath even.

"Judai, I just wanted to see you, is that bad?"

You just rolled your eyes, as your facial expression turned soft with a small smile. Taking a small glance, I wanted to make you my own. "I love you, Judai." I could see your lips meet together, as your eyes once direct at mine with uncertainty. Chuckling, I just ruffled your hair to see your facial expression. Your eyes make a wincing with every motion from the surprise. "Hey!" It would have been nice, wouldn't it? To have you like this here with me for a long time.

Calming down, we both settled. Taking a seat on the edge of the dock, I could see all the imaginable possibilities out of this small place. Soon you will own the world Johan, it didn't matter what I will say anymore, and you already won. You took a seat next to me though, but your eyes held a deep connection to this place.

"Jehu, I want to see him, Johan," you said in a low tone.

Pressing my chin on my knees, I grew less resistance to your words now. I was tired and torn already. "Judai, did you ever think about me?" I asked in a low tone. I was always unsure if that there was ever a spare moment that you were greedy. Your face just looks away, as my own emotions tried to portray. I just moved closer to him, even though I seek warmth in the musky air.

Slowly, moving close to your ears, your eyes widen as my breath tickles your ears. "It hurts Judai," I whispered, but your eyes were soon directed at me with all your focus.

Our face just stood there, side by side, never daring to move from another. Moving closer to you, I slowly attach my lips against yours, but your eyes shut tight away from me. Taking thing slowly I laid you down, even though it was quite a struggle with our position. Never had you forcefully pushed me away though, always accepting me. Was I selfish to sustain you from Johan? I wanted to clear all the thoughts in my head, but it was just a fleeting thought. Gliding my tongue against your lips, I could feel a small gasp. How long had I yearned for this?

Plunging myself in it, I could feel everything coming to an ease inside me, it silenced me.

Soon our own tongue entangles briefly, you weren't resisting anymore, but you loved Johan more. I could feel you shiver, as our own ecstasy caught up. My own finger begins to crawl up your shirt, but you only winced with the contact. Your arms begin to wrap around my neck. So tender, each part of you was tempting for me.

Then a muffled moan came upon your lips, your face brightens. Deepening the kiss, I never dared to think about the consequences. Yous lips swollen as you cheeks were scarlet, taking a deep breath I could see how you were already short on breath. Pulling away from you, I could see how you were flustered by this one kiss. Never could I believe that it was a joke. You expressions were all to vivid for it to be a lie. The auburn eyes with rosy red cheeks were all directed at me for once.

You were touching your lips as if this was the first time you kissed me, but I treasured this moment more then all the other times we kissed. Your cinnamon eyes were overwhelmed by the little actions we had just done, but for now all I wanted to do was to take you in this arm and make you mine.

"Judai?" I asked, as his eyes blink in realization. The look in his eyes were trying to push away the little interactions we had just had, as they realized what had just happened.

He suddenly moved closer to me, even though he did know our current situation. His eyes desperately trying to acknowledge us as friends once more, but it were cold of him. His lips never dare to pity us, and his mouth moved with my current interest. "Jehu, I'm planning to go back home this winter, and I probably won't be back until winter session is over." He looked at me, as if we were never supposed to touch each other. He had a friendly smile on.

"What about me?" My mouth moved on its own.

His eyes lowered to my level. "Its fine, you'll be here waiting for me, won't you?" He made his brave smile. "When are you leaving then?" I asked him before looking him into the eye. At a spur, I grasped his arms and tried to inhale his words. I'll give him back, I promise you Johan. I guess my days are over. With a voice that silenced it, I gave up. Your mouth began to move, as I made out the words.

"Tomorrow night."