Note: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh Gx and Neither the Characters

Warning: Contains Yaoi, Violence from time to time

Author's Note: Two pairings JehuxJudai and JohanxJudai, I will write two perspectives, from Jehu and Johan. One More Chapter to Go! Tee Hee.

Chapter 4

Johan's P.O.V.

The need to have something to cling on you was more important to you than I.

I could remember all the nights we had together without Jehu in my way, but now you are clinging on to what we had left. Every day you yearn to see me, but Judai you know clearly that what matter is not now, but the future we share. Judai, I could see the pain stricken face of you curling into a ball when you try to sleep. His eyes would tear up wondering where he would lay, but there was always something missing. Judai, I need you to be stronger, I want to prove our relationship was stronger than Jehu. Don't give up, Judai.

"I love you, Judai," I bit my lips, while you are breaking down, but the phone rings.

Struggling to pull himself together, Judai pushed his arms on his finger hoping to make the tears stop gushing out, but it was until the third beep did the boy finally gave up. My lover pushed himself up and grabbed his phone without being hesitant. Glaring down on the ringer ID, it was Judai's parents.

"Hello," your voice being hesitant, as your phone flipped open.

You listened to your phone, but I could only stand there and pressed my lips together. As your finger caressed against your arm, I could see your body shaking from head to toe in a violent manner. "Yeah, I'll be there," your voice got really low, trying to hide the pain in your voice, but they could be seen so well from here.

His lips pressed together, as he closed the phone. He lowered his back to the wall. My eyes continued to watch him, but his eyes were tearing up. He buried himself as more tears began to work its way through his face. "It's so stupid, I need more time," his voice made a gagged sound. It made me wants to be by his side and just make sure he was protected. Even though I couldn't be seen, I crawled up to him as I pushed my lips against his forehead.

"I love you, Judai," I said, but I could see how his eyes darted toward my direction, but he was sure there was nothing there. "Johan, I'm sorry," He said in a low tone, but it was your choice in the end. My words couldn't get to him.

Taking a deep breath, you just stood up as the light approached your bedroom. Its morning already, isn't it? Looking back at him, his eyes shifted back to the light approaching his bedroom. His eyes were all swollen, but all I could do is watch him for now. It time to go back to Jehu, but the truth is I really never wanted to leave him. It hurt to know that you are in pain, but you are taking a knife to your heart while I could only watch. Heading back wasn't easy, not when you know someone is hurting. That is why this pain will hopefully fade when I return or is it Jehu that really knows the remedies for the pain. Judai, don't give up. Not on us and not on him, we are two coins.

I was soon directly in front of Jehu. He was usually in my pjs of course, but we shared the same body so it was the same. It was funny, you always seem to catch me right on the spot I was. "Have you talked to him yet, Johan?" I just shrugged at the question. It was true, if I wished to show my appearances I would, but at the same time it would mean nothing if I didn't wait till the last day.

"Don't want to, yet," I muttered.

Jehu was talking to himself again, but all I could see was his ugly grin on his face. Looking at him, even though I hated him, the truth was he was there for Judai, though. "Thank you for taking care of him," I spitted out, but I knew this was the truth.

I hated him, this was the truth. He talked and talked, but it was as if this was the end of the world for him.

"To gamble, is it worth is Jehu? You even changed because of life." I almost yelled, but at the end my breath faded.

Listening to him, I hated it. I wanted to punch him, I wanted to throw every violent manner at him, but I despised him the most. "Tch.. you stupid bastard, you given up, haven't you?" I spouted at him. My eyes narrowed at him, why was he trying to throw everything away. This wasn't a fight anymore to neither of us, Judai couldn't survive without me. You had to fight for the sake of us, to carry on in this world. I wanted to prove to you, there was more to this then life. "Bastard," was all I could say before he headed out of the musky room.

It didn't take long for the story to unravel, why Judai need this more than me.

Sitting nearby the harbor of the ocean, I could see the two caressing each other in a loving manner. I could feel my heart plummet in jealousy, but I pitied him as well. His finger curling my Judai, it pained me to know that the other me was just similar to me. Drifting to his side, I wanted to snap the neck of the male, but I took it all in. Jehu was the same as me, we both had an objective, but he knew the truth.

The sides had changed now; he is willing to give up his life just for Judai. Being a part of him, it was easy to tell the conviction he had made toward this act. Taking a deep breath, I could see how Judai had explained the situation to Jehu by now. Sitting by his side, I could see his mouth snap close, as his eyes looked as if he would do anything for more time. He wasn't ready for departure, yet. "You still have a couple of days, but after three days your time is up." I said, knowing that he could hear me.

You just looked my way, before staring back at my lover. You just smiled, and pressed his lips against his cheeks. You just whispered something into his ears, "Forgive me." He just pressed on his legs as he stood up. His eyes glared at me, as if he was telling me to walk away.

Nodding, I looked back at my lover, and even though I couldn't touch him. I slightly kissed him on the lips, but he had a confused look on his face, but they twisted to a rather sober look.

"It's cold outside," I said, as the wind blew against my frail body. I just headed straight back with Jehu.

We didn't want Judai to find the truth, but in the end one of us must give up.

The Gamble.

"You can't get rid of me, you fool," Jehu said.

Making a snort, I pretended not to know the obvious. Ignoring you, I was busy carrying Judai back to the small room, Slifer Dorms. I could see how you were eying my lover though. "What do you want?" I asked in annoyance. He loomed over the top of the body, "I want him." I heard him say.

"Don't be stupid," I said.

"How about a deal, huh?" Jehu said. Rolling my eyes, I pulled Judai closer to me. Pulling opening the door, the three of us both enter the small room. "Don't even think about getting close to him," I said, as I carefully laid the boy on to his bed. "If you are so protective of him, how do you know you're not controlling him, huh? Stupid," he muttered into my ears. My eyes just blinked at him, but Judai loves me, right? But I was stupid that time, I feel for that bastard's tricks.

"Let just say... a test, to prove that you are the big shot around here. That the princess actually loves the prince." My eyes narrowed at his direction, but I listened to his terms. "For what in return though? This better not be some sort of trick," I spouted.

"Oh Juhan.. Johan.. Johan, didn't you say you wanted me to... let say 'disappear' from your life," he knew that was what I desired that time.

"What are the terms?" I blurted out, almost wanting to accept the contract right away.

"Give me your body for three weeks, while you get to be in the position I am in right now," he said, but then his face twisted into a wide grin. "Is that all?" I eyed him carefully. He began to chuckle, but nobody could hear him other than me. "Nahh, that would be too easy, wouldn't it?" he scratched the side of his cheeks, but focusing Jehu's attention was directed back at him. "If I get Judai to say he loves me-" he cuts himself off." He will be mine, of course. But you're stuck like that, while I.. will probably flaunt him off." His head crocked to the side. "But if you win now, that would be quite troublesome for me. But-" He blew out a breath, as his hands arose as if he was the guilty, "-You would know that I am poof, if Judai says he loves you at the end of the day."

"How can I know you will actually go 'poof'?" I asked to make sure.

"Remember those days, when you didn't have me? I'll just go off like that," He chuckled. "But you just might not like the ending," He snorted.

Time was approaching, it was already dawn.

Sitting down in the large room, it was quite comfortable, but things had changed ever since I've arrived to Duel Academy. Ever since I've meet Judai, it didn't take long for Jehu to appear. Looking back at the time, it might seem as if Jehu and I would need a conversation before it happened.

"Hey," I could hear Jehu's scrawny voice.

"So... Since you heard the news, what are you going to do now?" I looked at him, but his face just lowered as he chuckled and swayed his head to his right and left. "What choice do I have?" He straighten his face, as he closed the door.

I glanced at him, and wandered to his side. "Then you lose," I said.

Taking a deep breath, I pulled myself close to his ears. "These last days, you don't have much of a choice, you are just the wall to Judai and I." My voice twisted into a rather demented tone, but I didn't want Judai to belong to anyone else than me. His face was still directed to the floor, like a broken man. What could he do though? Until the last answer came out, we won't be getting any satisfaction, unless he gives us. Broken, that is what he is.

"Johan, do you love Judai?" He looked at me with eyes filled with sincerity.

"Jehu, we are two coins, I love him, you should have felt it," I said. He just chuckled, and smiled at me. "Yeah, you're right."

His eyes looked at me, and his eyes lowered. "I love him, Judai, did you know that?"

My eyes jested to another direction. Jehu knew how much I loved him, and so did he know. "He needs you more than me though." He chuckled. "What makes you say that," I snapped back. He looked at me, "You.. he loves you, you should go chase after him tomorrow."

"Is this a trick? You better not be kidding me, Jehu."

His eyes looked at me for a spare moment. "I can't lie to you, remember." He continued his way towards me, as his eyes glinted with pain. "We are one, Johan." He just smiled, as a tear flicked upon his face. He looked at me for a mere second, "I love Judai." He repeated this, before his eyes shut tight. "You weren't going to like this ending." Without warning, his lips came smashing down on mine. It plunged; his eyes could not see the truth anymore. Our lips pressed together, and my eyes couldn't stop blinking.

But something felt warm, we were switched in position soon, but there was something about you. You were slowly fading, but soon you backed away. "Johan, I did it all for you. We are two sides of a coin like you said." You were slowly fading, your image disappearing. Then I felt something trailing down my cheeks. This wasn't about love, it was about me.

Jehu needed me to realize how pathetic I was. He needed me to realize what I truly was, weak.

He was a part of me.

AN: This is not a pairing based on Jehu x Johan. Sorry, if you don't like.