DEAR GOD AM I SORRY.
I am really really REALLY sorry that I forgot to write the next chapter! My life (psshh what life) has been getting in the way (like school,parents,etc) so that's also why this chapters kinda short too. (okay really short)

I'll try to update a little more... often than what my current speed is. OTL

Again, I'm really sorry and here goes the next chapter :D

Same warnings as before. This chapter is particularly sad so be warned!

Homestuck belong to Andrew Hussie.

Chapter 7: No More Trust

I was first shocked.

But then I became furious.

The room became deafeningly silent after Aradia had spilled the news. I abruptly stood and walked towards the doorway. Slamming the door rather hard behind me I left Aradia and Sollux. I could hear my footsteps fall harshly onto the tile floor as I made my way to Feferi's room.

Banging her door I started screaming, "Feferi! Open the door!"

She was frightened.

I could hear her weeping from the other side trying to cough up anything that would try to stop me from coming in. It frightened me too, though.

I sounded like my father. The rage, the demanding tone, the terrifying voice of a powerful man.

It was scaring myself.

I tried to soften my voice but it just tightened up again, "Fef."

The door slowly creaked open and the sobbing only got louder. Pushing the door just wide enough for me to walk in, I shut the door softly this time. Feferi grabbed me and gave me a death hug.

"I-I'm sorry Eridan! I never th-thought- this w-would happen!" She was crying so hard now.

"Fef... What are you doin'..." She looked up at me with a look of confusion, then anger.

"Eridan. I'm tr-trying to a-apologize here. I-I never wanted for a-any of this to happen okay?" She was frustrated.

"Fef... Stop it..."

"No! W-why are you always so s-stubborn Eridan! C-can't you see that I'm trying to apolo-"

"For w-what Fef! For w-what are you trying to apologize for! Please enlighten me on w-why your apologizin' to me for something you did to yourself! Your such a strong w-women yet your so w-weak! It hurts me to see you like this you know-w! I try ev-veryday to get you to the top Fef! I nev-ver thought you w-would take the time I make for you and use it like this Fef! Who ev-ven does that! And you take all my feelins for granted too! Nev-ver hav-ve I actually seen you do somethin' to help me Fef!" She wasn't the only one emotionally distressed at the moment.

She stopped crying. Her sadness was gone and now rage filled her.

"What are you talking about Eridan, I do everything I can to help you! When we were younger and you would get bullied at school I would step in and help you! Whenever you got yourself into trouble I would come and figure out a way to get you out of it, even if it meant that I would have to take the blame! Whenever you decided to run away at the park or something, I would be the one looking for you! You're just to blinded to see that Eridan! You've always been to blind! There was only one of us Eridan! It was NEVER the two of us! It was always me who pulled both of our weights! This is why father is so disappointed by you! You've fallen to much in your grief to realize you have everything, you can do anything you want living in this house!"

I know that Feferi, I'm sorry. But the things you say are all lies that were spoon feed to you.

"You complain about how you have no love life and know one will love you, but your not even open enough to help me find someone for you! I still try though! I still try to break your shell but it always seems that everytime I try... you only back away from me even more."

I'm sorry.

She looked at me with sad eyes and stormed out the door," We never knew each other did we Eridan..."

She shut the door behind her.

"You hav-ve no idea."

Again really really really really sorry!

Hopefully from a week or two I'll be able to update more regularly -w-

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