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Ana's P.O.V.

"Christian?"

No answer.

"Christian please tell me!"

No answer again.

I sit back down on the chair and stare passively at Christian who has gone deep into thought. I can tell that the 'very forthcoming Christian' has now left the building. Time to start pestering him for answers I guess. Things are seriously fucked up right now and I know there's more to come.

"Is it that bad?"

There's a sigh and he nods. FUCK!

"What were you going to tell me before Sawyer came in?" He looks up at me and there's worry in his eyes.

"Christian I won't run from you, I promise."

He sighs in relief and runs a hand thew his unruly hair, "After I talked to Desiree, I knew I had to talk to Elena.

"On-"

"In person Ana."

"What?" My voice is barely a whisper.

Stay calm Ana!

"I flew over to London that night Anastasia."

Christian is watching me for my reaction what do I do? Blow up at him? Stay calm?

CALM ANA CALM!

Before I realize it tears are pooling in my eyes. Fuck! She better not of touched him or else I'm going to kill her myself.

"Ana, nothing happened I swear. I just needed to get her to stop."

I nod, I can't speak. All I can do is sit here. Christian leaves the room and comes back a moment later with a box of tissues. I slowly take one out of the box and dab my eyes. When I look back at him, his mood has changed yet again; his eyes are now filled with concern and worry.

He reaches out and grabs my hand to hold. "I'm sorry Ana." he chokes out.

He saw her Ana, in person...

NO! I can't sit here anymore; I don't want to sit here anymore. I snatch my hand from his and fly out of my seat. There's a bang and my chair falls back onto the floor. Christian head shoots right up in panic.

"Please don't leave." He whispers as I walk around the table, "Ana I'm sorry."

I walk pass him not acknowledging his presence and then run up the stairs. I need some air and get rid of this shit that's in my head.

"ANA! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!" I hear his voice yell out from below while I run towards the front of the boat. My feet stop and I wrap my arms around myself. I let my tears flow down my face. Everything that's happened in the past few days has finally toppled over; Elena has punched me over the edge yet again.

Why always her?

"Ana please, I'm sorry I had no other choice." He chokes out with worry in his voice.

He reaches out and grabs onto my arm trying to pull me to him.

"No Christian!" I snatch away my arm and give him a glair. My gaze returns to the water a moment later.

"Sorry." He mutters almost child like, "Please don't leave me."

"Oh like how you left me? I was a fucking reck Christian! Maybe you should be too."

Let it out Ana

"I was Ana. I didn't want to break up with you. I thought you figured that out!"

"I did! But still it was the worst two months of my life!"

"I know Anastasia. It was mine too; Believe me it was!" His voice is horsed.

"I was heart broken, depressed and angry as hell! You could of at least told me why I had to leave and I would have gone! It would of saved all this shit!"

"Ana I couldn't."

"'Couldn't' or 'wouldn't'?!"

"Taylor told me I couldn't!"

"I though he worked for you! Not the other way around!"

"He does but I trust his judgement! It wasn't easy for me to leave you Ana! I was going to come and get you as soon as we fixed this!"

I roll my eyes, "Why?"

"Why what Anastasia?"

"Why exactly couldn't you tell me!"

He sighs, "You're mouth could of blown the whole thing!"

"Christian, I don't know if you have noticed but I barley flub up now!"

"I know but-

"No 'buts' Christian!"

"I know, I'm sorry."

"And why the fuck did you even have to see her in person anyways?! You told me you were going over there for business!"

"It was business Ana."

I snort and roll my eyes.

"Ana please I'm sorry. This whole mess is my fault."

"Yes it is."

"I should of listened to Taylor. He advised me not to go. Things would of been different if I had just listened to him." His voice cracks. I want to run over and comfort him but I'm to pissed of to at the moment, "I'm so sorry."

"What do you mean?"

"Ana-"

"Tell me dame it!"

He sighs, "Sit down and I'll tell you."

"I want to stand."

"Please Ana."

"No!"

I turn around and look at him, he goes and sits down and runs a hand threw his hair, "I went to visit Elena at her place. She was fucking furious that I had found out she was working with Desiree. Apparently my threats scared her and she called up Elena and told her all about our visit. Elena told me that I just made things worse and I must be punished for my actions."

"Meaning?"

"Because of my actions, they are now after you too." He sobs, "I'm sorry Ana, I've made this so much worse please forgive me." His head is now in his hands. I'm shocked by his outburst of tears, I've never seen him cry this much before in the five years we have been together. I roll my eyes and sigh, I can't bare to see him like this. I walk over to where he's sitting and stroke his head to comfort him.

He gazes up at me confused, worried and relived? I push his chair out and sit on his lap. His body quickly relaxes and he wraps his arms around me; holding me tight. More tears start to pour from my eyes.

"Ana," He clings onto me, "I'm so sorry."

I sigh, "It's not your fault Christian. I would never believe a word that comes out of her mouth. Somehow I think Elena was after me all along too and just told you that because she knew it was your weakness; she knew you would go like this and blame yourself." I sob.

Sick bitch! She's trying to break Christian!

"Ana-" Christian stills and gazes out in disbelief. I grab his head in both my hands.

"I don't blame you." I give him a soft kiss on his lips, "But I'm mad as hell you wen't to visit her."

He sighs, "I know, I'm sorry."

"I would of like to gone with you and kicked her ass."

He smirks up at me, "How can I make it up to you?"

"I don't know, I'll think of something."

"Anything you want baby."

We sit there for a few moment in silence.

"What was she like?"

"Still the bitter old woman who tormented our lives. Though she has a few more wrinkles."

I giggle, "Hmmm I would of thought she would get something done about those."

"Baby not even plastic surgery would help with hers." We both laugh.

We sit there for ages just holding each other looking out into the sea telling each other stories from our school days.

"When is Taylor suppose to be back?"

He gazes down at his watch,"11ish"

"What time is it now?"

"9:15"

I dart my head up to look at him, a smile creeping across my face.

"What are you thinking Mrs. Grey?" He smirks at me.

"I think you know Mr. Grey"

Christian growls and picks me up with him from the seat, carries me pass Sawyer who is trying difficult not to laugh. We make our way through the hallway to the master cabin where Christian throws me onto the cool bed sheets. He tilts his head to the side and smirks while disposing of our clothes.

"What do you want me to do Anastasia?" His voice is horsed.

"You know." I choke out, panting.

"No I don't, tell me."

I sigh, "Make love to me."

He grins down, climbs on top of me and begins trailing kisses from my lips down to my...Oh Fifty!

"Taylor!"

"Mrs. Grey." He smiles to me while making his why to the front of there boat.

"I've missed you!"

"Same here ma'am."

"How's Gail?"

"Well ma'am."

"Where is she?"

"At her sisters for a while ma'am."

"Oh well tell her I said hi if you call her up anytime."

"Will do ma'am."

"Taylor," Christian mutters to him," Did you get everything?"

"Yes sir and...um," He looks over to me and back to Christian.

"It's ok Mrs. Grey knows everything now."

"The unsub that was spotted at the dock last night is the one who Ryan and his team caught. No one should be following us, we can switch back to are original plan if you would prefer sir?"

Christian turns to me and wraps his arms around me.

"What would you like to do Anastasia?"

"I don't know, you?"

"Hmm Los Angeles has lots of things we can do. Plus we already have the extra fuel and food."

"LA it is then! I don't want that five hour delay to be for nothing."

"Oh I don't think that was for nothing." He smirks at me remembering our earlier love making. I kiss him on his lips swiftly.

"Taylor," He turns to me, "We're going to LA!" I yell and he smiles.

"Very good ma'am."

Taylor places two boxes of food onto our boat and Christian carries them both down at to the kitchenette at the same time. Fuck that's got to be heavy! I follow after him.

"I'll unpack."

"Sawyer can do that."

"No I want to do it." I smile up at him and he kisses my lips.

"Have it your way Mrs. Grey."

After I put everything away, I head back on deck and see Christian at the wheel. Theres a thunk and the engines turn on and we start to move north.

"What are you thinking about Ana?"

"Huh?," I look over to him, "Nothing."

"It's not nothing, I can tell."

I sigh," I'm just thinking of the past two months without you."

He grabs me and pulls me to him. My head rests on his lap as he strokes my hair.

"It was hell." He murmurs.

"I was so sad Christian. I didn't do anything but cry and eat my guts out. I'm amazed I was able to keep up with you earlier."

He chuckles while continuing to stroke my hair, "I was surprise I was able to keep up with you. My workout sessions with Claude were non existence and of course there was no sex."

"I'm glad to here that." I smirk up at him, "So what did you spend all your time doing?"

"Trying to fix everything. I took up residence at Grey House while we use Escala as a temporary prison. I spent all day and night working on this whole thing. My office is a mess; cothes and shit everywhere."

"Where did you shower and eat then?"

"There's a staff shower for when we have to work overtime. And for food well... lots of places deliver."

"Why didn't you just get-"

"She left the next day after you did. Taylor didn't want her getting wrapped up in this."

"Ok. Why are there people at Escala anyways?"

He sighs, "I'll tell you soon. But I think we've had enough for one day."

A/N: Everything will go back into the Mystery/Angst way soon I promise. I couldn't really write much of that seeing that there are stuck on a boat to LA so I just decided I'm going to give them a bit of happy Christian/Ana time.

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