Chapter #2

Truth Sucks, When You're The One Telling It

(ME This chapter is one of my favorite).

Everybody just looked at me.

"Uhh... I can explain"

"Raven how could you help Slade beat us" said Beast Boy storming off

"Raven he's right, why." Said Cyborg in a curious voice

"Yes, friends they are both right but has anyone seen our friend NightWing." Said Starfire

Starfire flew up to the broken window to find NightWing unconscious on the broken glass. She took him to the Medical Bay in the Tower.

"He will be just fine he just has some cuts and bruises." Said Cyborg

I could not believe that this had happen and I couldn't do anything to stop. Slade had my powers and I didn't

NightWing was out for about 2 days and every second of it I was they're sitting right next to him. I had told to rest of the team how Slade had gotten my powers. Well everybody that is but Beast Boy. He was never really seen after the fight with Slade. NightWing was fine and said that he would get my powers back whatever means necessary.

Slade had not shown up anywhere on the radar. And NightWing was getting a bit aggravated about it.

I kept thinking what if I just got up and left I could go back to school and be like a regular teen again. Then maybe my powers might find their way back to me but I really didn't mind. I really just could not take any more of the Team. I had no powers, so I could not be a titan anymore. It just killed me that it was my powers that almost killed the greatest Titan ever.

I left in the middle of the night. I slept in the small motel that night. The next morning I was ready to leave when I remember that my communicator was a tracking device. When I left the first time they never called me but since learning about my powers and all... Well I just throw it in the Jump city bay. The team might think I was dead and will just give up. Then I could live normal, but I knew if I did that I would have to live with that "what if " in my mind for the rest of my life. But I had to take that chance. I got a full body tan, and died my hair blonde. Just in case, they did decide to do a citywide search. I had to keep at least one thing of Raven so I didn't even bother changing my eyes I just left them blue I went back to high school like a normal teen. But this time I took my singing career very, very seriously I had a record deal with one of the top record company.

Meanwhile

"Hey has anyone seen Raven. I have not seen her in about a couple of weeks" Said Beast Boy with a worried tone.

"Yeah come to think of it I haven't seen her lately either" A worried NightWing stated.

"Is she in her room? I mean she stays in there a lot but never this long" Cyborg said as he walked down the hall toward my room.

"Raven can you come on out" NightWing said knocking on the door. "Come on Raven open up"

"Come on Raven it's not even your fault that Slade has your powers and might...wait no is going to destroy the city. Anyway you need to come out and do something and not stay locked up in your room all day." Beast Boy said but then wished he hadn't 'cause the whole team was glaring at him.

There was not a sound from the other side of the door.

"NightWing what has become of our friend Raven?" Starfire asked her Boyfriend.

"Well maybe she went for a walk or something" Cyborg said

"A walk, really for three weeks" NightWing said as he kicked down the door.

"Raven are you in here" Beast Boy said looking at the Halloween looking room.

"Were is our friend Raven" Starfire asked worried.

"NightWing can you track her." Cyborg asked.

"Yeah come on she's not too far from here."

What was left of the team went out to find that the signal was at the bottom of Jump city Bay. Starfire broke down crying in NightWing's arms. Beast Boy was upset a long with Cyborg, but where too manly to cry. Beast Boy turned into a Swordfish and went to look for the body of a once great Titan. He found nothing but my communicator. They were all devastated but they knew they could do nothing about it. They had to put it all in the past and forget about. The Titans needed to focus on finding Slade and stopping him. Everybody moved on one way or another. But Beast Boy could not move on her had feelings for me (ME: I am not just talking about sister or brother feeling) and know that I was gone. He wished he hadn't yelled at me and at least listened. After all it wasn't her fault that her powers were taken away. That's why she left, that's why she killed herself just to get rid of her problem. But to Beast Boy it made his heart ache each time he walked past my door.