Hello again. I hope you guys have a good new year. My resolutions are to update more and to get a job! This is a short A/N today. Make sure you check out Gimme Shelter please! Shout out to the ususal suspects :D

Little-Miss-Music95

DPOV

I watched my Roza fall to the floor. I held Adrian's collar, making sure the little rat wouldnt run away like Tasha did. She took my son. Tasha took the boy I had believed was mine and the girl I had only met today who really was mine. I cannot believe the woman lied to me like that.

"Adrian, where are they?!" I shook him. He was visably scared of me. I could see the fear in his eyes.

"I dont know. We never had a relationship. I barely knew the woman." I knew he was lying.

"Adrian, I thought I knew you for four years and I only just found out you lied to me. My daughter was just taken from me by that bitch and it is very obvious that you were the father of Luka when he stood next to you. Now tell me where my daughter is!" She was standing infront of him. Even with the hight difference she was obviously terrifing him.

"Why dont you ask your new friend? She was married to him for two years. He cheated on you! Why do you trust him more than me?!" I looked away. That was true. When she was taken I started drinking to the point I blanked out and woke up in Tasha's bed.

Flashback

Oh shit my head hurts. What did I do last night? I need to get some water. I turned around in my bed and saw a feminie figure next to me. I couldnt see her head as it was hidden under a pillow. I put my arm around her and kissed her shoulder.

"Rooozzzzzaaaaa, can you get me some water and an asprin?" She loved it when I called her Roza. When she didnt stur I pulled her closer to me.

"Morning Dimka." Roza never called me Dimka. She turned around and I saw the ice blue eyes.

"Tasha? What are you doing in my bed?" She laughed.

"You came here Dimka. This is my bed, this is my house. How much did you drink last night baby?"

"Dont call me that! I am married to Roza, she is waiting for me at home. I need to get to her. I need Roza." Then I remembered she was gone. Roza had been taken from me.

I find myself at your door,
Just like all those times before,
I'm not sure how I got there,
All roads they lead me here.

I imagine you are home,
In your room, all alone,
And you open your eyes into mine,
And everything feels better.

"She's gone Dimka. She isnt coming back. You need to move on."

End Flashback

I'm right before your eyes,
I'm breaking.
No thoughts, no reasons why,
Just you and me

This is the last time I'm asking you this-
Put my name at the top of your list,
This is the last time I'm asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye, eye, eye

I can still remember how I felt when I was told everyone gave up on Rose and when she was legally declared dead. My heart broke. I did what Rose was doing. I just broke down. I never forgot her. She was the only woman I loved and now that I knew I had a daughter. This was a busy day. I heard sirens. The police were here. Adrian was sweating. Good.

2 HOURS LATER

RPOV

They told me that they would find Luka and Alana. I was sitting on the couch with Dimitri next to me. Adrian had been arrested immediately and Dimitri had stayed with me and made sure I was safe. The police were still here. They did a sweep of the house to get finger prints and figure out how she escaped. They established that she took the kids into Adrian and I's room, god that sounded strange, and they jumped. I dont know how she got Alana out of the room.

"How long have you been living with Mr. Ivashkov?"

"Four years."

"Why werent you with your husband?"

"Because I had no idea of the life I had before those four years. I woke up with no memory of my entire life."

"And you believed him?" The officer looked shocked. It was a woman with short brown hair. She was dressed very neatly.

"He showed me pictures of us growing up and our wedding. It seemed real. I believed him, anyone who didnt know their past would have aswell." She looked sympathetic.

You find yourself at my door,
Just like all those times before,
You wear your best apology,
But I was there to watch you leave.

And all the times I let you in,
Just for you to go again,
Disappear when you come back,
Everything is better.

She turned to Dimitri.

"What is your relationship with Rose?"

"I am her husband. Or was. I'm not sure anymore. All I know is that Tasha conviced me that Roza would have wanted me to move on and when she was legally declared dead I gave up on resisting Tasha's advances. I'm so sorry Roza." He pulled me into a hug and I just melted onto it. It felt so right to be with him.

"Ok guys. I think I'm gonna call it a night. You guys need to sort out your stuff. I will call tomorrow if we hear anything new." I stood up and showed her to the door. She passed me her card. Her name was Dima.

"Thanks Dima. If I think of anything I will call you."

"Ok, Night." I watched her as she walked away into the dark night. I closed the door and saw Dimitri sitting exactly where I left him. He kept staring at me. As if I would dissapear forever.

I'm right before your eyes,
I'm aching.
Run fast, nowhere to hide,
Just you and me

This is the last time I'm asking you this-
Put my name at the top of your list,
This is the last time I'm asking you why,
You break my heart in the blink of an eye, eye, eye

"Вы реально? Вы действительно здесь?" I nodded. Somehow I knew what he was asking me. I dont remember learning Russian, yet I could understand everything he was asking me.

"Can you stay here tonight please. I need someone to talk to about all of this." He looked happy that I asked him that.

"I feel as if I know you and have forever. I remember a lot, I remember walking down the chruch to meet you. I remember staying up all night watching movies after your formal, and doing the same after mine. I remember our first date. I saw you and rememberd everything. I remember the day I found out I was pregnant and I was waiting to tell you I was and then I remember hiding in the closet and then Adrian grabbing me and then I remember waking up four years ago." He nodded at me. I made a decision then and there. I had realied that I lost four years of my life to a man who stole me. I grabbed his hand and pulled him up.

"Come with me."

This is the last time you tell me I've got it wrong,
This is the last time I say it has been you all along,
This is the last time I let you in my door,
This is the last time I won't hurt you anymore