Another stupid fucking update. Yeah, I know, for any of you who bother to read this story, I know you want to, you know, read the story and not dumb ass updates like this but, sadly, I don't have a choice.
And it pisses me off.
I love you all, I really do, and I miss updating this. I have a laptop now, so there shouldn't be a problem, and I had finally gotten past my writer's block and finished chapter 8 and started 9, but... well, I do a lot of my writing at school during class, and so all of my manuscript starts on paper. All of it. And it's all loose leaf, too, because I always run out of room in my notebooks or start something else in the same notebook. For example, in the original notebook I was using for this story (which actually starts with chapter 4, I think, when she's modifying Sir Koko) on the first page I have a small summary what each chapter, up to 14, should look like. Of course, it's got a bunch of arrows going places cause I added ideas in and erased others, and it's no where near what it really is, because each chapter has so much more than the basic story I have on here, plus I collapse some chapters, add things to later or earlier chapters and... blah. The next two pages has a pronunciation guide to the names of the future kids in the sequel I was planning, and the basic description of of how the panic attack was supposed to go, as well as the names for each "book" in the series and what they were basically about. Then you have the music on the mix CDs, names and what they meant, a list of the 12 royal families from smallest to largest, a list of characters full names, nicknames, race, status (Royal, Non-royal, Guardian, Novice), their element if they were Moroi, and their Strigoi kills if they were Guardians, then you have the story, a bit of Rose's sons powers (SPOILER ALERT), random prep work, more story and so on. There's so much more, but I'm rambling.
Anyways, back to my point. Because I filled up my notebook, I started writing on loose leaf paper. I was keeping it in a binder of sorts, but I took it out so that I could.. do something. I don't remember. One day, I was gonna give it to my friend to read, only to find that I apparently left it at home, despite the fact I was SURE I put it in my bag, and when I returned home, it was nowhere to be found. That was two months ago.
Chapter 8 was important, and I can't continue until I find those damned papers. I will not subject myself to the torture of rewriting something that had turned out well. I can't. So, until I find it again, I'm going to have to go on hiatus for a while. I'm sorry.
LunaNyx14