I SUCK! I know! Oh my god, I'm SO freakin sorry. I know I haven't updated in months. I have been really busy, BUT I am working on a new story and I'm really far into, but I want to get more done before I start posting it. Also it's alot better than my past two. (In my opinion.) But we'll see what you guys think. I'm not sure how much more of this story I'll go into. But I'm really excited about my new one (title to come). Anyway, sorry sorry sorry again. But I'm posting now.

Discalimer: Don't own X-men and so on...

They got to the cabin pretty quickly. The cabin was small, but it was beautiful on the inside. The living room had a fireplace, a couch that looked incredibly soft, a chair that looked about the same, and a small coffee table in front of the couch, and a rug sitting in front of the fireplace. It was getting late and what was left of the sunset had been covered by dark clouds.

She led him to the couch, then lit a lantern that was on a shelf in the living room. She heard thunder in the distance. "Guess we're not going anywhere tonight."

She looked over at Logan who was still shaking, and made quick work of starting the fire. Once it was started she went to the bedroom and brought back two large, thick blankets and placed them in front of the fireplace.

She went to the couch and grabbed his hand. His eyes were shut tight, so she ran her hand up to his face. "Come on, love. We gotta get you warm."

She knew what it was like to be in the freezing weather when you had adamantium laced bones, and it wasn't fun.

He opened his eyes and let her lead him to the blankets. She ran her hand through his hair. "I'll be right back. Stay here, okay?"

His eyes shot to hers, looking panicked. He was shaking violently, and held on to her waist, obviously not wanting her to go anywhere. The cold seemed to have set in him now and he was worse than when they were outside.

"It's okay. I'm just going right there." she said, pointing to the kitchen. "I'm gonna get something to warm you up."

He looked at her a moment longer, then nodded and let go of her reluctantly.

His eyes stayed on her the entire time. Five minutes later she sat back down next to him with two mugs of hot chocolate.

She handed him his which he downed in all of 10 seconds. She gave him a small smile, and he pulled her into his lap.

They heard another boom of thunder and the rain start pouring. She felt his shaking hadn't subsided much and it worried her. He ran a hand down her arm and kissed her shoulder. She turned in his lap and ended up straddling him. She kissed him softly and when she pulled back he had tears in his eyes.

"What's wrong?" she whispered.

He shook his head and wrapped a hand around the back of her neck, looking in her eyes. "I want to remember, darlin'. I just bits and pieces, but- I remember you. Clear as day. And I remember..." he trailed of seemingly nervous about what he was getting ready to say.

She gave him a kiss for encouragement and it seemed to work.

"I remember that I loved you." her heart skipped a beat and sped up and she felt his do the same. "An- and I've never wanted to be near someone like I want to be near you. And I don't know what that means right now. I've never... I think I'm scared and that's something that I've never-"

"Logan... It's okay."

"No. No it's not, because- because I know I loved you and I think I still do. No, I know I still do. If there's something that hasn't changed, it's that."

She closed her eyes and he tangled his hand in her hair. "Logan, don't say that unless you mean it cause I-"

"If there's one thing I mean darlin' it's that. And I know that me saying it, doesn't prove anything- but I swear I'm gonna prove it to you. I will."

She searched his face and felt everything he was feeling. "If we do this, it won't be easy."

"Where's the fun in easy?"

He leaned in and kissed her. It wasn't soft or tender. It was fueled by his need for her, full of passion and demanding dominance. His shaking had slowed somewhat. He rotated them so she was underneath him, never breaking the kiss. His hand was still in her hair. He tightened his grip on her hair and started kissing down her neck.

She quickly undid his pants and he slowly slid out one claw and slit her shirt open. He sat up and pulled her with him, pulling what was left of her shirt off. He ran his hands down her sides and his eyes traced her body. He reached behind her with one hand and unclasped her bra.

This time she tried to push him down so she was on top, but he didn't appear to have any plan on letting that happen. He pushed her down in response and pinned her arms above her head. He held them there, both her wrists fitting in one hand.

"Do you trust me, Angel?" His voice was a husky, low growl.

She gasped as his beard grazed against her breast. She arched her back, and pushed herself into him.

She fought against his hold wanting to touch him, but wanting to show him that, yes she did trust him. In every way. And this was part of him seeing if she did. He wanted to believe that even though he could easily hurt her, she wasn't scared of him. That she had complete trust in him, even knowing he could.

"Yes." It came out breathlessly.

He moved back up and searched her face, unsure and worried if she was telling the truth or not.

She saw the uncertainty in his eyes. "Logan." she said softly but firmly so he would look at her eyes. "I trust you... You need to trust me too."

She saw the corners of his mouth come up in a small smile. He leaned forward and kissed her again.

He had unbuttoned her pants and somehow managed to pull them off with one hand.

He made a rumbling noise in response which sent vibrations through her. His other hand moved down and cupped her, causing her to shudder. Her legs came up to wrap around his waist and she pulled against his hold again.

He moved his mouth back to her neck and breathed in her scent. His tongue darted out and licked the hollow of her neck. "What is it, baby? You wanna touch me? Feel me?" He grinded his hips into hers and nibbled her ear.

The only response he got was a moan. "Words, darlin. I want words."

Her eyes were closed and her head was back. "Fuck. Yes, I want- I need to touch you."

Before he let her hands go he slipped his pants the rest of the way off and his head brushed against her entrance.

"God dammit Logan, I need you-"

"What do you need me to do, darlin?" he asked in a low seductive growl, grinding into her again.

"I need you inside of me. I need to- to touch you, Logan."

He ran his free hand down her side, raising goosebumps across her body. He slowly let go of her wrists. As soon as her hands were free she wound them in his hair, then moved them down his back, his chest and anywhere else she could reach.

He kissed her, then nibbled her neck. She couldn't take much more of this teasing, but knew what he wanted her to give him complete control. She never begged, especially in bed, but she was with Logan and the vulnerability between the two of them had already shown all it's colors. There was nothing left to hide.

She gently raked her fingernails over his nipples and heard him let out a satisfied growl. "Logan... Please..." she breathed.

He shuddered against her, but this time it wasn't from the cold. He hands were on her waist and he entered her slowly, groaning as he did. Her back left the ground as she pushed herself into him. They both stilled for a second, catching their breath. He pulled out painfully slow and she thrust into him, urging him to speed up. He obliged happily, thrusting into her once hard, causing her to shudder and gasp.

She pulled at his hair and moaned. "Oh God!"

He smirked and looked at her. "Nope." he grunted, thrusting into her again. "Just me and you, baby."

His thrusts quickened and she met him for each one. Finally she let her head back and tensed. He took advantage and moved his mouth to her neck, biting down hard. She let out a scream and held onto him. It sent her over the edge and he wasn't far behind her. She came with a scream and what sounded like his name. And seconds later he came with a roar.

He was breathing hard and shaking from trying to keep his weight off her. He finally rolled off her and rested against her side, nuzzling her neck. "I love you." he whispered in her ear.

She let shaky breath and looked at him smiling softly. "I love you too, Logan."

He smiled back and gave the tip of her nose a kiss. "We're gonna be okay, darlin."

She let out a content sigh and snuggled into him. "I believe you."

He kissed her one last time and they both fell asleep. And for the first time in a long time, happy.