Last chap was probably a little scary… your all like what's going to happen! Well no worries this chappie is here. :3
Shindou's POV
As I walked myself and Kariya to the hospital so we could keep an eye on Kirino I noticed that Kariya looked awful.
"Kariya…It's not your fault." I voiced lightly.
"It is." He started to cry, "If I had shut up you and Senpai would be happy."
"And what good would that do for you?" I asked wish just as much as him that this hadn't happened.
"I'm not important." He mumbled sadly.
"You are, just because something goes wrong doesn't mean you can give up completely." I replied as I pulled him along.
He didn't reply.
"Kariya, you love Kirino right?" I began.
"Y-yes, but I don't deserve him… I always make him mad or hurt him." He replied.
"I said do you love him?" I repeated.
"Yes." He answered.
"Then once this is all over I'll give you your chance." I said hurting a little, "he's my best friend… And I know you think I'll have a better chance with him then you so I'll back off, if things don't work out then I'll have my chance. I'll be happy if Kirino's happy. I'm sure he rather have me as his friend any way."
Kariya looked at me in disbelief.
"Why?" he asked.
"Because I've decided that as long as Kirino is happy that I'll be happy for him as well." I said feeling the hurt deepen as I slowly let go of ever having such a relationship with the one I loved so dearly.
He wordlessly looked at me shocked at what he heard me say.
"So will you promise not to make him mad anymore?" I asked feeling my throat swell up making it harder to talk.
"I…I promise." He said seemingly in a daze.
"Good." I smiled the best I could.