92 days.
Marui breaks.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry—!" Marui keeps his head between his legs. "Everything's falling apart and I'm trying but I'm sorry."
Niou puts on the wig Marui knocked off while they were kissing.
"I don't deserve to be sad. You're the one who's sick. I don't have the right—" Marui's voice cracks. "I'm scared. I'm scared for you because you don't seem scared at all."
Niou lifts Marui's head and fakes a smile. He kisses Marui because that is all he can do. Nothing he can say will convince Marui that it's okay because it's not okay. Nothing is okay. It never will be okay.
Marui thinks of Niou dying.
Niou thinks of Marui alone.
Everybody is falling apart.