I was sleeping and having a wonderful dream then I felt something tickling my cheek. I woke up and it was Luke , go figure. I was suprised though, he never wakes up first. I slept over last night because Lauren wanted to spend time with Jai at her house. This morning consists of an interview for the boys and filming a Dare Sundays. We took two cars to the radio station, Gina took the girls and Beau took the boys. After we got out, he boys said hi to a couple of fans we went into the room.
"Whose all single here?" The interviewer asked.
"Now Luke you were single last time we interviewed you. Whose the lucky girl? " He asked when no one raised their hand.
"I would say im the luckiest guy . Her name is Dayla, she's right here. " He smiled and hugged me.
The whole interview, I was thinking of when and how I would tell Luke the news.
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"Hi, Were the Janoskians and this is another fail video." Beau intoduced.
Lauren, Vivienne, Sarah, Nalenah and I were against the boys. We did the cinnamon challange, salt and ice challenge and egg challage. Girls won, the losers cleaned up.
After we were done, for some reason it finally sank in that I would be leaving at the end of the month. I went to the bath room; closed the door, sank to the floor, I grabbed a razor and just ...
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"You were great ! "I heard Luke say, knocking on the door.
"Baby what's wrong?" He asked, kneeling on the floor beside me.
I just shook my head and continued crying. He held my head on his chest and stroked my hair.
"Please dont cut yourself?" He asked looking at my wrists.
"Whatever it is you can tell me.." He said, looking into my eyes.
"Im moving back to America in 3 weeks." I mumbled.
"Cutting wont take the pain away or make the problem dissappear." He kissed the cuts, then wiping my tears away.
"Shh, baby don't cry. . . Everything will be alright. We'll get through this." He whispered and kissed my forehead, his eyes got teary from seeing me in pain.
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(2 Weeks Later)
It was my time of the month, that dreadful time of the month where I bleed for a week and somehow I dont die . Although I feel like I will. Im dressed in his sweatpants, his shirt and fuzzy socks with a messy bun and he still loves me, that is the greatest feeling in the world.
"You need me, I dont need you." I said rubbing my stomach.
"I brought you this." Luke said walking in.
He handed me; A box of maxi pads, a pint of oreo cheesecake ice cream and "Dear John" on DVD.
"Your so sweet." I smiled, hugging him.
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So, What did you guys think of that chapter ? The next chapter is the finale ! Whose ready ?