A/N: Well well well... Here we have chapter 6 :) This will contain really much cuteness and something very cliché things :) 'cause those are so lovely :DDD Ahahahahahahhahahha *SHOT* this will contain Jeff's flashbacks... :)
Yeah to the point...
Disclamer: I do not own Glee, sad but true... ;/
Nick woke up next morning and immediately smell of the familiar scent came by very nearby. The brunet blinked with confusion and then he saw the blond, Jeff laying next to him and nuzzling his face deeper on Nick's chest. Nick smiled down to Jeff and wipe dry tears off of his cheeks. Then he got up very carefully and went to bathroom, leaving Jeff asleep on his bed.
In shower Nick couldn't help but smile. 'Did I just get a confession yesterday?' he thought.
Nick then, after all the morning duty, went down to cafeteria to eat some breakfast before the classes would start. Very much in his surprise, Wes, Trent, Blaine and David were already sitting on their usual table and talking very loudly.
"It's not definitely THAT big!" Wes almost screamed but take a control of his voice. "Oh yeah it is, Wesley", Blaine said. "Just admit it. It's huge!"
Wes mumbled something and bury his face on his hands, nuzzling his chin deeper in scarf, which was around his neck. Nick rose his eyebrows and went to the others.
"Morning", he said looking confused. All four turned around and smiled to him. "Hello Nick", Trent smiled. "So what's going on in here?" Nick asked, while he took a seat next to David. "We were talking about a huge hickey which is on Wes' neck", Blaine told smirking. "Seriously! After you and Jeff left, these two", Trent said pointing at two council members. ", were sucking each other faces all night on!"
"Oh come on!" Wes snapped. "We weren't as bad as Mr. Anderson with his dear Kurt."
Blaine just rolled his eyes. "I regret nothing", he mumbled. "Speaking of Kurt", Nick said. "Where is he?"
The brunet turned then to look at Blaine, who has sad expression on his face. "he is at McKinley", Blaine told. "I think he is going to transfer back there", he added. "Ouch. I'm sorry", Nick said and smiled comfortably.
Soon, Jeff entered to cafeteria, his eyes wide and face all red, when he arrived to the others. "Good Morning, Jeffrey", David said. Jeff turned his gaze at him and nodded slowly, still wide eyed. "Come, sit here", Nick said softly and moved a little that Jeff would sat next to him. Jeff stared the seat for a while before answering.
"N-no… I-I am not really hungry", Jeff said quietly and then leaved the cafeteria as quick as he got there. Everybody looked at each other with confusion and shrugged. Blaine quickly drank his juice and got up. "I'm going to check him, if he is okay."
Blaine walked around the hall and was looking around to find Jeff. After a few minutes, the hazel eyed teen found the blond on the corner of the room. Blaine couldn't help but just frowned.
"Umm… Jeff?" he said carefully and quietly. However, Jeff still startled and his face shot up, hitting the corner of table. "God damn it! God this hurts!" Jeff yelled in pain. Blaine watched his friend with wide eyes and jaw slightly open. "Wha-what happened?" he asked with unusual high-pitched tone. Jeff turned around and has tears in his eyes. "I-I got up too quickly and hit my head", Jeff sobbed. "That really looked like you did it purpose", Blaine said slowly.
Jeff rubbed his head and groaned. "So what's up?" Blaine asked. Jeff shot a confused look to head soloist. "What you mean? I just hit my head."
Blaine shrugged. "Just thinking, but if there isn't anything , we can go back to the others", curly haired boy said. Jeff's eyes went wide once again. "He could just imagine, how he walk back to the cafeteria and meet Nick's eyes. No way. After what happened yesterday, Jeff has wanted whole morning to hit himself mentally or in reality. He had seriously cried like a girl and begging, freaking begging Nick to not take back his words.
Jeff sighed. "Okay. I'll tell you, but you must promise that you won't tell anybody about this", the blond said. "I promise. You can trust me", Blaine smiled victoriously. Jeff looked around the hall carefully and then leaned to whisper something in Blaine's ear. Blaine listened carefully and his jaw dropped. "Oh my god…"
"I know right! I am so confused and embarrassed… Not speaking of how mess my feelings are", Jeff said with a broken tone. " I am in deep shit…"
Blaine blinked a few times. "But Jeff. You lo…"
"Don't say it…" Jeff said. "I am not able to say that word to anyone. Not even when it is true… I lost that ability like year ago", Jeff added. Blaine nodded and bit his lower lip.
He remembered that day, when Jeff and nick got back to Jeff's family to Dalton. Jeff was so broken and he didn't stop crying. Everyone was so worried about him, 'cause they haven't no idea what was wrong with him. Later in Warblers practice Nick told that Jeff's dad throw him out of the house.
"But… Seriously, if you really like him Jeff, you should admit it", Blaine said. Jeff bit his lip. "I know that I should admit it, really. But it's just so confusing that like month ago I was so scared to talk him 'cause he said that he is madly in feelings with me. And now I am… like… that too, I guess…", Jeff said. "And it's just hard 'cause I know that I must someday to say those words to him too… But I- I don't think I am able to do that."
Blaine smiled sweetly to blond. "Don't worry. We figure out something."
Jeff beamed a smile to him. "Thanks, Blainers", he said with a wink. Blaine just rolled his eyes and wrapped a hand around the blonds shoulders. "Come on. Let's get ice to your rising mountain on your head and then go to class."
"Well… This is so cliché", Kurt snorted amused and looked up to his adorable boyfriend, who was standing in front of him with guitar. "But I thought you liked cliché", Blaine pouted and wiggled his eyebrows. Kurt gave him then a look. "I warned you", Blaine said and leaned closer Kurt's face. "I am bad at romance."
And with that, Blaine put his lips to Kurt's and smiled happily before leaning back. "Hmm", Kurt hummed. " I don't think you're as bas ad you thought, darlin'", the blue eyed teen winked. Blaine grinned smugly and sat down beside Kurt.
Other Warblers came to the choir room soon. Wes came in last and hurried to shut Kurt up, before he could say anything about his hickey. "Don't you dare, Hummel."
Kurt smirked and winked playfully to the head warbler, who only rolled his eyes response and went sit down. "We're sorry that the meeting is starting this late", Thad started and looked at the clock. The reason was simple. They were waiting Kurt to come back from McKinley and the teachers. Damn. They gave too much homework to them.
The sun was already gone down and there was pretty dark, but not too dark. "Has anyone idea to sing something? This is getting boring", Blaine said after a long silence. Nick shrugged before turning around. "Wait a minute…" the brunet said. "What is it?" Kurt asked confused. Nick got up and peered around the room. "Where's Jeff?" he asked worried. Everyone just shrugged. "Oh yeah", Blaine said suddenly. "He said that he wanted to be alone, so he went to garden", the boy explained.
Blaine was right. Jeff was sitting on stonewall and wave his legs slowly. The blond looked to the sky and whistled quietly. It was just… amazing! The whole sky looked like it was full of small light, which were looking down at him. The small smile appeared on Jeff's cherry lips and he started humming softly, still waving his legs down and leaning in his own arms.
"Time waits for no one
So do you want to
Waste some time?
Oh, oh tonight…
Don't be afraid of tomorrow
Just take my hand
I'll make it feel
So much better tonight…"
Jeff breathed out calmly and throw his head slightly back, with eyes close before opening them and looking to the stars.
"Suddenly my eyes
Are open
Everything comes
Into focus, oh
We're all illuminated
Light are shining
On our faces, blinding…"
Nick walked to the garden and the first thing what he saw, was the start 'So beautiful!' he thought with an awe. 'Not as beautiful as Jeff, thought…' he shrugged and bury his chin deeper in his scarf. Then, that was a moment when he heard a familiar voice singing, with is usual tone. It was kind of sad, but then again… beautiful.
Nick walked towards the voice and smiled, when he found Jeff on the old stonewall humming. After a little while Jeff continued.
"Swing me these sorrows
And try delusion
For a while
It's such a beautiful night
You've got to
Lose inhibition
Romance your ego
For a while
Some on, give it a try…"
Jeff sung with a deep tone and once again, he looked up to the sky with open eyes.
"Suddenly my eyes
Are open
Everything comes
Into focus, oh
We're all illuminated
Light's are shining
On our faces, blinding…
We are, we are blinding
We are, we are blinding…"
Jeff stopped singing and Nick watched with an awe. The blond turned to look at Nick and smiled with a hints of red color on his cheeks. Thought, Nick couldn't see it. Nick walked to Jeff ad hopped on the wall, next to him. "Jeff, that was just… wow", Nick breathed out earning a giggle from Jeff. "I didn't know that you could sing like that!"
Then come an awkward silence. "Sorry about yesterday and this morning", Jeff said quickly. Nick looked at the blond and smiled. "Hey, it's okay. I totally understand. The shocked reaction I mean", the brunet said. Jeff nodded slowly, feeling suddenly really embarrassed. "Did you mean it, Nick?" the blond asked. "What?" Nick frowned. "Well, tha-that you lo…lo…v", Jeff mumbled. 'Well… shit…'
"That I love you?" Nick asked. Jeff just nodded. "Of course! I am not that kind of guy who is toying with others heart", Nick said, rubbing his shoulder. Jeff tried to hide his smile and coughed with a fake way. "You cold?" Nick hurried to ask. Jeff looked at the brunet and tried to open his mouth, but then just nodded. Nick smirked and took his scarf off and wrapped it around Jeff's neck. "Better?"
Jeff nodded again and blushed furiously. The scarf was full of Nick's scent and it felt so…nice. It felt like a home. Jeff looked back to the sky. Then something flashed. "Nick, look!" Jeff cheered an pointed up. "The shooting star! Come on, wish something!"
Nick smiled and closed his eyes, making a wish. The brunet opened his eyes and looked at Jeff. And 'Shit… Bad move, Nick.'
Jeff sat there, looking up the sky, with shining eyes and with the most adorable smile on his face. The blond looked back to Nick. "You made a wish?" he asked and Nick just nodded. Neither of them didn't look away, just staring each other and Nick couldn't help his eyes traveling down to Jeff's lips. He had a huge urge to kiss the blond, right here and now.
Nick rose his hand to Jeff's cheek and was afraid that Jeff would turn away. But he didn't. Actually he seemed like to leaning to the touch a little. Sure thing he little shuddered the sudden movement. "You're beautiful…" Nick said, before he couldn't stop himself. Jeff blushed but still didn't look away. It was like he couldn't.
After a while, the clumsy staring Nick groaned. "Oh fuck it…" he just said and leaned in to meet Jeff's lips. The thing what has said to kissing your crush was totally true. The fireworks. Millions of them. Kissing Jeff was amazing, even more than that. Nick really thought that, with this movement Jeff would pull away, slap his face and ran inside the school. But he didn't. Actually, for Nick's surprise Jeff closed his eyes and pull Nick closer, throwing hands around the brunet's neck, with a sigh.
They pulled away, when the air came needed. When Nick leaned back, he noticed Jeff's face and the expression. It was somewhere between confusion and horrifying. "I am so…."
"Don't say it Nick", Jeff sighed softly. "I don't want you to be sorry."
Nick blinked a few times. He felt completely brainless. Was this, like happening, right now? Jeff's face went bright red that it was almost glowing and he leaned back quickly, almost fell down . "Whoa!" Nick breathed and pull Jeff back before falling. "I don't really wanna collect your brains off of the ground if you fall", Nick joked. Though is was humorless. Jeff stayed quiet, and then pulled Nick a hug. "Thank you, Nicky", Jeff mumbled. "About stop you from falling?" Nick said amused. Jeff rolled his eyes. "No. About everything", Jeff said with a small smile. "Like being my friend all of these years, not running away when I told you that I'm gay, being with me when my father throw me out…"
Nick could notice Jeff wince a little of the memory. The brunet too remembered that day. It was begin of winter and Jeff has had a really bad day at school. His math test went really bad, even Jeff read it whole week. So not a surprise that he was angry and sad to himself. And then his father throw him out of the house and Nick was true, that Jeff, who was sobbing mess after that, was really soon having a mental break down.
"My parents called you to our house for dinner", Jeff said and threw his school back to his bed. 'Thank god it's Friday…'
Nick gave a smile to his friend. "Sure thing. Thanks for the invite."
Jeff nodded and then started to back his things. Nick bit his lower lip. "Are you gonna tell?" the brunet asked carefully. Jeff startled and then soon nodded. "I have to… Better now or never, right?" he said and faked a smile to Nick.
"I would never let you alone. I'll be here always, for you", Nick answered and placed his hand on Jeff's lap. The blond looked at Nick's hand and put his own top of it. "I am really thankful to you and your family", Jeff said quietly.
"My son is not a fag!" Jeff's dad yelled and shoved his fist on the table. Even he yelled it to his wife, Jeff knew that it was meant to be to him. Then Jeff's dad turned to look at Nick. "You! You turned my son to that kind of freak! It's all your fault!" he almost screamed. Nick's eyes went wide.
"Dad! Nick is straight and this is nothing to do with this", Jeff said quickly, panic in his voice. "Please. I'm begging you… Da…"
"You're not my son", Jeff's father hissed with a low tone. Jeff winced. "Wh-what?"
"Darling…" Jeff's mom said. "You heard me, Jeffrey", his dad said with disgust. "Get the hell out of my house and never come back."
"I-I really deserve that help", Jeff mumbled. He almost missed Nick's shocked expression. "Don't ever say that Jeff! I should say that you deserve more than you had had", the brunet said. "Jeff, you're the most awesome, sweetest and kindest person who I have ever met", Nick said. Jeff smiled at the brunet and let the tears fall down to his cheeks. "Thank you, Nicky. So, so much."
Nick just nodded and rubbed his hand on Jeff's knee. They sat there, in silence not saying a word and watching up to the sky. "Jeff", Nick finally said. "You know that I really, really meant that, that I have that kind of feelings for you."
Jeff kept his eyes away from Nick. "Yeah, I know", the blond nodded. Nick swallowed. "Can I kiss you again?" Nick asked nervously. Jeff turned around quickly with eyes wide. "What… I-I…"
"Sorry! I don't have to do that", Nick hurried to say. "No no! I mean… yes y-you can", Jeff mumbled avoiding Nick gaze. "Wait, really?"
Jeff blushed. "No! I mean ye-yes…. I- oh shit- It's just that… that I ap-approve you ki-kissing me and…"
Now it was Nick's turn blush a little. "You approve me kissing you?" he asked and Jeff blushed more, if that was possible. "N-yes I- oh shit, that came out so wrong! It's that…"
Jeff looked like he was having a panic attack and Nick was so sure that soon will happen something. Well… Soon, with clumsy explaining Jeff sway a little and fell off of the stonewall. Luckily, Nick got a grip of Jeff's hand but was dragged along with a yelp.
With a loud thud, both boys were laying on the ground, Nick top of Jeff. Nick rubbed back of his head and got up. "You okay, Jeff?"
The brunet opened his eyes and was surprised to find Jeff laughing under himself. "Yeah… I would totally approve this", the blond said with shy smirk on his face. Nick rose his eyebrows. "So, can I kiss you?"
Jeff shook his head playfully. "Sorry I can't play so easy to get…" he whispered. Nick rose his eyebrows once again. "But, I think I can make exception just for you", Jeff said. Nick smirked and leaned in. "How are you being so brave and sure about this suddenly", he said before putting his lips on Jeff's. "That is what I truly adore about you", the brunet added between the kiss.
Two of them broke the kiss, with huge smiles playing on their lips. Nick move softly Jeff's hair off of his eyes and his smile grew suddenly wider. "What is this meaning then?" he asked and wiggled his eyebrows. Jeff smiled a little. "Well, it's up to you", he started. "Do you wanna lose your high school life to person who can't say those three little words?"
Nick frowned. "Just my high school life?" he said. The brunet then leaned again to Jeff to whisper something to the blonde's ear. "How about my whole life?"
Jeff couldn't help but blush a little and let out a small laugh. "And didn't I say", Nick added. "I said, that I'll make you fall in love with me and say those words to me someday. Directly to me."
A/N: Tehe... that's it... I am offically done ;))))))))))
They finally got together... or did they... dunno? :D Just you know, I have amazing plans to this story :)
That's why, next few chapters will maybe contain some angst :) (Mostly Wevid)
Song was used: Illuminated by Hurts
NEXT;
We have some more Wevid and at the end Wevid angst is starting, which will be really heavy in later chapters.
Kurt is going back to McKinley
Jeff and Nick are trying to hide their relationship for a while
Songs;
Keane - Somewhere only we know by Blaine ft. Warblers
Kris Allen - Live like we're dying by Nick