Fanfiction is really starting to piss me off! Whenever I upload a chapter it ends up coming out weird the bolt letters end up having no spaces. And last time in chapter 7 all my paragraphs didn't have spaces! Ugh! And I made sure it was ok! I didn't even see it until I uploaded the chapter! Ugh it made me so mad! So that's why I will no longer do bold letters or italic letters because they end up getting weird when I upload them and I have to fix it, it's a lot of work and I don't have enough time for it. But sorry, and I haven't been updating! I know! I wrote chapter 6 and 7 like a month ago but chapter 8 I wrote just now, but some things happened this week and I had to write to feel better, so now I feel better a little bit, if you're wondering what happened it was about a boy -_- I know what a lame excuse. But anyways enjoy the story!

It's Friday and it's 4:28pm I'm bored as hell, I've been pretending to be Cody's girlfriend for a week now. It's not the most exciting thing in the world, it's pretty weird kissing my gay friend, my friends think its super weird too, and Duncan fainted when I told him.

Even though I'm "dating" Cody the rumors are still spreading! Ugh I feel so bad for him; it's not even his fault we can't help who we like.

Cody has a big crush on this guy in our grade, his name is Blake, he's super cute, Cody has good taste, and the best part is Blake is gay too. He even told Courtney he likes Cody, Blake and Courtney are the class president's of 12th grade.

I was texting Bridgette and somehow she ended up inviting me to her house, I decided to walk to her house since it was such a nice day. While I was walking everyone was running, biking, or whatever else there is, but then a familiar person was jogging past me of the street, he just happened to be my English teacher.

Trent was jogging shirtless, boy did he look good. as he was jogging I whistled at him he turned around and saw me and smirked and kept running. I put on my Sun glasses and got to Bridge's house.

I rang bridge's doorbell, a few moments later she finally opened the door.

"Hi Gwenny!" she said with a smirk. "The whole gang's here! Because of you know what…" she said trailing off, what the fuck was she talking about?

"Um, Ok?" I replied still confused.

Everyone was chilling in the living room, watching TV.

"So you doing ok Gwen?" Geoff asked... what the heck, I looked at my phone and saw the date…Oh! It was Jack's birthday, it was going to be his 18th birthday, wow he's been gone for almost 3 years now

"Oh yeah! Its jack's birthday! Sorry I forgot." They all looked me shocked. It was pretty shocking to all of us actually; I never forgot anything that had to do with Jack.

"Duh Gwen!" Duncan said. "Were going to visit his grave." He said holding some flowers. Wow I can't believe I forgot.

"Yeah I'm so sorry, I'm just been busy, can you wait a while? I want to get something for him." They nodded understanding. I went into Bridgette's room and got a piece of paper and pen and started writing.

October28,2011

Dear Jack,

I miss you, but now I'm finally happy without you. You know about Trent, your right I think I am falling for him more then I did with you, no offense.

I can't believe that you would have been 18 today, you died too soon in life, I mean you died at 15! It's been almost 3 years! They went by so fast, but so slow? Does that make sense? Oh well.

I may love Trent more then you Jack, but he can never be my first love. That was you Jack, and I'm so happy I met you. And it is such an honor to be your last love, well your first and last love.

The gang misses you too; they just don't show it as much as I do, I wish they did.

So here's one of the last time I'm going to talk to you, I'll probably talk to you on graduation, and before I leave for university. But Jack you don't have to look down and watch me for much longer now. I'm finally ok, I can move on from you, like think less of you and even forget about you sometimes, I'm all ready starting to do that, I bet your so proud of me. Love you Jack, forever and always. ~Gwen

I folded up the letter and put it in an envelop. I smiled; this was like my goodbye letter to him. I got up and left into the living room with a huge smile on my face.

"Lets go." Was all I said and they got up and started walking out the door.

When we got to the Cemetery we walked straight for 5 minutes and turned right and walked to the 2nd to last grave.

On the grave it said 'Here lies Jack Mason, Son and Friend.October 28,1993-June 12,2009'.

Right next to the grave was a picture of him, his beautiful self. His blue eyes were staring at me, his white smile smiling at me, glad that I was here.

I put my letter under his picture for no way of it being lost or read. Duncan put down one of Jack's favorite's CDs, Courtney put down the flowers that Duncan was holding earlier, Bridgette put down a picture of me and Jack which got me all choked up. Then finally Geoff put down the bracelet Jack gave him, Jack was best friends with Geoff, one of the reasons I became best friends with Bridge. Now I was crying.

"You kept it?" I asked Geoff, he nodded sadly smiling. I went over to him and hugged him, us both softly crying, Jack's death affected us the most. Suddenly everyone else started to join the hug, I loved my friends, we would always be there for each other, no matter what, because that what best friends are for.

A while after our group hug ,Everyone left the cemetery. I was the only one still there just staring at the picture of jack, then suddenly I realized…Trent didn't know about Jack. I got up and looked at Jack's picture one more time saying goodbye.