The Best Love
I fell asleep on the plane 'cause I was tired. This time the dream was different than last night's
"My love. Where are you when I need you the most?" Caius asked.
"I'm on my way there my Prince. Just be patient." I replied and walked up to him my arms wrapping around his neck.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him.
"I cannot be patient my love. I need you to be in my arms. I need to feel your body under my own. Please hurry my dear." He said cupping my cheek.
"I know Caius. I am on my way. I promise you that. I need to feel you against me as well. You are going to be my savior. I just know you are." I said leaning closer to him.
He tilted my chin up forcing me to look at him. His eyes were a beautiful golden color and I couldn't help but be mesmerized by his gaze. There was a certain fire burning in them. A fire that I recognized as love.
"It's so hard to resist you my dear." Caius whispered.
"Then don't resist me. Do what you must to satisfy you." I whispered back my eyes sliding closed.
Nothing happened for a second then his lips were on mine. I felt myself gasp and kiss him back. A shock went through my body as his lips stayed connected to mine. His tongue licked my lip gently and I allowed him into my mouth. His tongue mapped out my mouth.
I jolted awake with a small groan.
"Your dreams are getting worse aren't they Lia?" Carlisle asked.
"No! I just… I just didn't want the dream ok?" I said hiding my face in my knees.
I didn't want to be in love any more. I was tired of having my heart broken by so many people. Marcus was one. I don't think I could handle anymore. Marcus is Caius's brother and I don't want to have to deal with him. I've had enough of him as it was. I thought he loved me and I thought I loved him. Everything in my life went from easy to complicated in one day.
"There's only one way to make these dreams go away Lia, and that's to face him. See if you want to be with him. He could be thinking about you in the same way that you think of him. All you can do is see if you truly love him or not. If you don't we'll take you home. I promise but for now just please do this for the family." Esme said.
"I don't know how well that's going to go if Marcus is there too. I still haven't forgiven him for anything. I know that someone is going to follow us here. Maybe all of the stalkers that I have. I'm just not ready to face the reality of how many people like me. And I really don't want to see my ex." I said quietly hoping to end the conversation.
Esme took in the way I looked and sounded and decided to end the conversation. My phone went off not long after.
Can we talk? I think we need to. xUnHaPpYx
Well you can forget about it Marcus. It's been a day and I am not ready to talk to you much less hear you name or see you. xDePrEsSeD vAmPx
Please! I am so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. Lia please… I love you with all my heart. Irina used me to make you hate me. I swear to you. I don't love her and she knows how to manipulate people. She told me she would burn you alive if I didn't go out with her. I did it to keep you safe. I'm sorry please…. xUnHaPpYx
Why should I believe you Marcus?! You wouldn't even tell me straight to my face that you did it! My parents had to tell me! If you had loved me you would have told me right then and there what happened and why it happened. You fucked up Marcus. xDePrEsSeD vAmPx
I couldn't tell you cause either way you would have ended up hating me. Please Lia…I need to hear your voice again. I need you…. xUnHaPpYx
I don't know Marcus…. If you would have told me right then and there I would have thought differently about the whole situation. But… Since you didn't…. I don't know what I'm supposed to think…. There's something there for you… I guess we'll see what happens after I get to Volterra. If nothing changes you have to promise not to pursue me anymore…. I wouldn't be able to handle the heartbreak that comes from seeing or hearing your name. Understood? xDePrEsSeD vAmPx
I understand. I hope we can get things figured out. I still love you and I broke things of with Irina. She's not the one for me. I assure you that much. I'll meet you at the airport so we can have a privet conversation and the others can go ahead and head back to the palace. xUnHaPpYx
Fine…. But if I don't want to talk…. Don't force me xDePrEsSeD vAmPx
Understood. xUnHaPpYx
I ended the conversation with him and stared out the window. It was a surprisingly cloudy day for Volterra. I felt a little better knowing that he didn't intentionally hurt me but I was still pretty upset that he didn't tell me himself. I just hoped I didn't end up breaking down in front of him or my family when I saw him.
"Are you ok? Jasper said you were feeling a little down." Edward asked me.
"I'm fine. I just got a text message from Marcus and we're going to try and work things out. I'll show you the conversation later. I'm mentally drained right now and I don't feel like talking about it." I replied with a small sigh.
"I thought you might want to know something. I found out that we can feed off our mates without harming them and it really does help with the thirst that we desperately need to sate." He explained to me.
I blinked and pondered over this. If we could feed off of our mates then maybe the driving need to drink would stay at bay longer. I continued to ponder this through the rest of our flight.
AN: Yes I totally made this my own version of twilight. If you don't like the long text messaging part I am very sorry. It popped into my mind and I was like hey why not? So review and I'll update as fast as possible. I have many stories to update.