Hey guys,
Sorry, I have not been posting much lately, I have been REALLY busy.
Anyway, I hope you like my new chapter.
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Nessie's POV:
No! I ran out the door and down the stairs. Past the kitchen, past Jake.
"Nessie! Where are you going?" He shouted after me. I didn't turn to face him, or stop for that matter. "Nessie! What the hell! Stop Nessie, Stop!"
His hand grasped my black shirt and I was forced to look him in the eye.
"Well? Where the hell do you think you are going?" I was still determined not to answer."Nessie, answer the fricking question!"
" You are such a bloody hypocrite Jake. You never answer any of my questions. And then you expect me to just go along with it. Even though I'm SECOND CHOICE"
"What the? Second choice, Nessie, you're not second choice!"
"Then why did you date my mum hey? Then me? You knew I'd find out somehow. You knew I'd care Jacob."
"Nessie, I can explain!"
"I think you've said enough Jacob." And with that I stormed away from him. Away from mum and dad, away from home.
Jacob's POV:
My heart aches. The look on Nessie's face flashes before my eyes. Disgust. Hurt. Anger. All in one face, the one face I love.
"Jake! Are you alright!" A stunning figure stood knelt beside me. Bella. She was always beautiful. I wished that I could fall in love with her again. That I would be able to get over Nessie. But I knew that would never happen. Nessie was meant to be mine. But maybe I wasn't meant to be hers.
My heart throbbed and pains shot through my head at the thought of that. A life without Nessie. I would never be able to cope. I have to find her. I have to get her back.
"I'm fine," I began, yet I couldn't even finish that sentence. Bella leant in and gave me a hug. Tears fell from my eyes, pouring down my face. I never cried. I didn't even know it was actually possible. My tears evaporated before they reached Bella's back, yet she still knew I was crying.
The house wasn't the same without her. It was too quiet. No laughs. No cries. It wasn't right. I missed her with every bone in my body.
Nessie's POV:
The woods were dark. My mind was racing over Jacob's face. The way his eyes glistened with tears when I told him 'I knew'. I instanly regretted leaving as soon as I arrived in the woods. With it's looming, huge trees. The ones which make you think they are about to jump out and kill you. To be frank, I wouldn't be surprised if they did. If there are Vampires, Werewolves and my species than why not? In fact, make them jump up out at me right now. Let them kill me. Let them rip me apart, limb from limb. Afterall, how much worse could my life get?
My Mum kissed my ex. He kissed my mum. Jake- I don't even want to think that name. Let alone see his face. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him with every bone in my body. I could kill him. Strangle him and he wouldn't defend himself. He wouldn't want to hurt me. But I would tear him apart like he tore my heart. I hate him. I hate him. I hate his beautiful eyes. The feeling of his skin next to mine. The feeling of his lips when they brush against me.
I hate him, yet I can't help loving him.