Breath of life
My eyes meet with his in the mirror and the world stops spinning. An apologetic smile flashes back at me when recognition reminds me that Alice shares Edward's eyes.
Pushing hope aside Alice convinces me to shower. Stepping into the warming stream of water sends goosebumps all over me.
I let my emotions roll off with the water as much as I could but the thought of Edward still lingers. Laying down in tub I position myself so the water hits me just right.
I was missing the touch of Edward so I try pleasuring myself. Takes the edge off but not the same…it will never be the same, not the way I remember.