Mitchie POV:
Well the weeks have gone by extremely fast, Charlie, Caitlyn, Sarah, and I's last day of our second year of high school was yesterday and Camp Rock starts tomorrow. The guys are meeting us there tomarrow and I must say that I am exsatic about everything. I pull out my two suitcases and start to pick out clothes, and other nessacary girl needs if you know what I mean for the next two and a half months.
"Hey which pair of converse should I take?" Caitlyn asks coming into my bedroom and holding up a pair of neon red and neon green.
"Red." I answer. Tomorrow will be such an amazing day, Charlie and Sarah are riding with all of us to Camp in my mothers Catering van. Caitlyn nods and leaves the room to head to her own. I poke in a pair of aqua dark greeny capris with folded up bottoms and my white starpy sandals. I continue to pack and zip up my suitcases. I grab some nail polsih and remover and start to paint my toes bright red. After finsihing I grab a few other colors and throw them in my make-up bag. After my toes dry good I throw my hair up in a messy bun and put on some fuzzy pink PJ bottoms and gray long sleeved shirt. tomarrow will be amazing..
"Mtchie it's to wake up we leave in an hour and thrity minutes." I open my eyes and sit up as Sarah stares me in the face.
"Hey when I did you get here?" I ask climbing out of bed.
"About twenty minutes ago with Charlie who by the way is downstars eating breakfast." I smile and brush my hair and put on a my short jean patched shorts, my black converse and a purple frilly tank wth a navy jacket.
"Cute." Sarah comments and we walk down the stars.
"I'm so freakng excited!" Catlyn yells running in the -room wearing navy short shorts, and a neon red tank with her red converse.
"Me too girl!" I say silly like as we giggle. Sarah laughs and sits across from Charlie eating a bowl of corn flakes. I grab my own bowl and eat and dig in. An hour later we all squish into the back on my mom's catering van.
"Let's hit the road!" Caitlyn yells causing us all to laugh again.
"So we see Jase today Sar what are you gonna say?"
"Charlie!" Sarah hsses and I hold back a laugh.
"Well.." Caitlyn says. "I was thinking about tellling Nate that I love him, but do you think it's to soon?"
"Awe! Caitlyn!" Charlie says. "Trust me I see the way he looks at you Cait I'm pretty sure he loves you too."
"Really? Do you thnk so?" Caitlyn asks turning to Sarah and I.
"Yeah I know so Cait." Sarah replies as I side hug her the best I can in this cramped space. This got me thinking about me and Shane do I love him yet? Should I? Iv'e never really been in love how would I know? I shrug off the feeling for now or at least try to because I know it'll come back to haunt me sooner or later right? I sigh and put in my earbuds and turn on my ipod. I scroll through my songs shuffle them randomly picking a song. I close my eyes and think a bit letting my mind wounder. I glance over my mother and smile. I'd have to ask her about this later. I can't, but be confused. I love Shane don't I? Yes of corase you do says a voice in the back of my mind. Do I? YES! The voice says and I sigh and turn the music up louder. Caitlyn glances over at me.
"Are you okay?" She questions. I nod, but I don't know if its true. I Love Shane Gray.
YES YES YOU DO!
I sigh again as my cell phone beeps. Shane.
Hey Mitch can't wait to see you again. I hesitate before I reply.
Yeah can't wait to see you too. I am releaved that were not on the phone takng because my voice would probably quviver at the moment. I feel my eyes start to sting as I close them tightly and grit my teeth. I look at my cell again.
See you in three hours, miss you lke crazy. I smile a little of corase I miss him, but my feelings are tangled like a ball of yarn right now.
Miss you too Popstar yes three hours, :). I don't stop my fingers before I hit the send button and I suddenly feel like breaking down bawling. I try to remember is it my time of the month? Maybe yes mabye no. I really don't know, but whatever it is I can't cry now because if I do questions will be asked and I won't have an answer to any of them. Am I being stupid?
Yes you are! Stop it you love Shane Gray! The voice says. But do I? I feel the tears in my eyes and try not to cry. I. AM. BEING. STUPID! Am I really doubting Shane and I's relationship?
I hope this makes up for not updating yesterday. Is Mitche doubting? Huh? Your feedback would be amazing. I didn't have time to yesterday I was extremely busy and I felt bad about it. I love writing this story..! There will be some drama coming up. I would tell you, but I would spoil everything. Ha Ha Ha she laughs evily. Lol Love you guys!