A/N: ok again no beta but I'm sick and have nothing to do but write fan fiction so I decided to post it straight away so again please ignore any and all grammar and spelling mistakes=)

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Chapter Six: Honesty is the best Policy

Monroe opened the door ignoring as it slammed against the wall nearly shattering the stain glass window he loved into pieces. He had bigger problems though. Nick knelt in his sitting room, crouched in front of the bookcase with a duffel bag at his side.

He stood up startled at Monroe's abrupt entry. The bag was hanging open so Monroe could see that the Grimm had hastily thrown the spare clothes he kept here inside.

He had also dropped the books he had been taking from the shelf which to Monroe's horror were the volumes that Nick had transferred here a couple of months ago.

Monroe remembered the day well. Nick had tumbled through his front door with his puppy dog eyes already wide.

He had wanted to keep them at Monroe's place in hope of the blutbad translating some of the German descriptions. Also he had justified, it would make their research a lot easier for nights when it was too late to drive to the trailer.

Monroe was so shocked everything he wanted to say went flying out of his head.

"Hey Monroe, I didn't think you'd be coming home" said Nick finally after an awkward silence.

"What, to my own house? Yeah I can see how that might seem strange" said Monroe sarcastically.

"I didn't mean that... I just thought... well you know... you would be with Rosalie for awhile longer. I didn't mean to disturb you guys" he said again blushing to Monroe's confusion.

"What the hell Nick? So we're just going to pretend that you haven't been acting weird lately? Or that fact that you've also been avoiding me?" asked Monroe trying to control himself but he could feel he was on the verge of a woge out.

"I haven't been avoiding you..." began Nick.

"Dude you have a bag with your things packed in it and are collecting your Grimm books! What is going on?" shouted Monroe coming closer as he did.

"Is it work? Do you not want my help anymore?"

"No that's..." started Nick

"Do you not trust me anymore?" cut in Monroe

"I just want to keep you safe!" shouted Nick dropping his bag as he did.

"Wait, what?" asked Monroe frowning slightly. That hadn't been what he'd been expecting at all.

"I just didn't want to drive you away ok? I mean it's my decision to put my life on the line with my job and with being a Grimm but you don't have too" said Nick looking down at the floor trying to keep it together.

"But Nick it is my decision! I want to help you" said Monroe nearly laughing with a mixture of relief and annoyance. "I've already told you this."

If this was all that was bothering the stupid Grimm then that was something they could definitely get over.

"It's not just that Monroe" said Nick quietly still not looking directly at him.

"Then what is it?" asked Monroe getting a little frustrated. Nick's head was still bent and his hair was falling forward covering his eyes. Monroe longed to reach out and brush it back into place but he stopped himself in time.

His inner wolf was crying out to comfort his mate but he had no idea what Nick needed comforting about.

Nick had never had a problem with opening up to him before. Hell Monroe was the first person he had come to after his break-up with Juliette and when he was worried about Hank's sanity.

"Nick please, talk to me" said Monroe stepping closer hoping to convince Nick that he could tell him anything and he would try to understand and help him in any way he could.

Nick still would not look at him and Monroe was afraid that he wasn't going to answer him.

Then suddenly he blurted out.

"I don't want to lose you ok?"

Nick ran his fingers through his hair and started to pace in front of Monroe while he continued to talk.

"I don't want you to get hurt. God Monroe you have no idea how bad I'd feel because I know it would be my fault if anything happened to you. But that's not just it. It's not just about the overwhelming quilt or the "what if's" that I would feel.

I would be crushed. Words can't describe what I would do if I didn't have you in my life" said Nick suddenly looking up at Monroe. "I really wouldn't be strong enough to handle that".

The look in his grey eyes made Monroe's breath catch. It was fierce and desperate and there were traces of tears that broke Monroe's heart.

"Nick, man how do you think I'd feel? I mean, I'd tear the world to pieces if anything happened to you. That's why you're not getting rid of me because who else is going to watch your back?" said Monroe baffled but delighted that this detective cared so much for his safety.

"Really? But..." began Nick but Monroe interrupted him.

"Nick I really mean this" said Monroe stepping even closer and grabbing the smaller mans shoulders so Nick had to look up at him.

Nick nodded slowly and a smile crept across his face.

However there was still something nagging at Monroe, maybe it was because he didn't want to have to let go of Nick just yet or maybe it was because Nick hadn't stepped back yet either but he had to ask.

"Nick why did you run out of Rosalie's shop? Were you seriously going to try and cut me out of your life for my own safety?" asked Monroe frowning slightly.

"What? No of course not! I realise now I don't think I'll ever be able to do that" said Nick suddenly looking adorably embarrassed and he was blushing again.

The wolf inside of Monroe started to pick up on something and was slowly scrambling to fit the missing pieces.

"That's right you did say you had seen my car outside so it wasn't me being there that had thrown you off" said Monroe aloud but really he was talking to himself.

Nick's blush got brighter if possible and that's when something clicked in Monroe's head.

"You thought you were walking in on me and Rosalie?" asked Monroe shocked.

"Well yeah but Monroe it's fine I mean you guys have every right to of course...well you know you do it's not like you need my permission or whatever..." said Nick quickly looking increasingly more and more uncomfortable.

"Nick, there is absolutely nothing going on between me and Rosalie! I mean it would feel wrong like going out with my sister wrong" said Monroe laughing at how ridiculous this situation was.

The man he was in love with thought he was interested in someone else. He didn't know whether to kill something or cry.

"What? Really?" asked Nick looking up now with an odd glint in his eyes.

"Yes" sighed Monroe feeling completely deflated.

He was about to step back from Nick but was stopped by the other mans lips suddenly fastening themselves to his own.

Monroe was so shocked he didn't dare move.

It wasn't until Nick started to move away taking it as a rejection that his brain finally kicked back into action and he quickly wrapped his arms around the younger man.

"Oh no you don't" he growled and then he was kissing Nick and Nick was kissing him right back.

The detective's arms came up around his neck pulling him down closer and Monroe could feel Nick's firm, warm body pressing against every inch of his own.

He walked Nick back against the wall and bent to grab him around his thighs so that Nick could wrap his legs around his waist.

Nicks gasp of surprise was lost to Monroe's hungry growl at the feel of the Grimm's hard arousal pressing up against his own erection.

It felt perfect and wonderful especially when Nick started to cant his hips forward in a wanton motion.

Monroe allowed himself to leave Nicks mouth in favour of running his lips over his pale throat, nipping down to his collarbone.

The moans that Nick was making were absolutely sinful and were driving him crazy.

"Upstairs" he managed to growl out.

Nick just nodded his head. He started to squirm as if he were going to leave Monroe's arms.

Now Monroe knew that logically he was probably just doing this so he could head towards the stairs but the wolf wasn't having any of it. He growled and tightened his old on Nick before lifting him closer and walking them up the stairs.

Nick laughed before tightening his hold on the blutbad shoulders before he returned to kissing him, being careful not to scrape his tongue of Monroe's growing fangs.

Once they made it upstairs and into Monroe's bedroom Nick found himself thrown onto the bed before being followed down by the clockmaker.

Monroe looked down at the man under him who was still wearing too many clothes for his liking, and couldn't believe this was actually happening.

Nick had started to unbutton his shirt but Monroe batted his hands away preferring to do it himself.

Nick laughed but it soon turned into a moan when Monroe got the shirt open and started to suck roughly on first one and then the other nipple.

"Oh my god Monroe" cried Nick when he begun to unbutton his jeans and pull his pants down allowing his mouth to follow the trail his hands had started.

"You have no idea what's going through my mind right now" said Monroe his voice slightly hoarse.

"Do anything you want" replied Nick a challenging look in his eyes and an easy grin playing across his face.

Monroe knew then and there that he loved this Grimm and he would forever.

"Are you sure you want this? Because I don't think you know what you're getting into Nick" rasped Monroe

"Monroe I do I..."

Monroe knew there was a part of his body that was screaming at him to shut up but he had to make sure Nick was comfortable and fully aware of what this meant.

"No Nick wait, I have to say this. You're my mate.

That means something to a blutbad. It's like a..."

But this time it was Nick who interrupted Monroe as he sat up and started taking off first his cardigan and then his shirt.

"It's like a soul mate right?"

"Yeah but..." said Monroe or more like growled since Nick was now working on his belt with his stupid, smug, cute smile on his face that was making him harder by the second.

"But instead of writing me an epic poem you want to mark me right?"

"Well... Yes but it's a..."

"A lifelong commitment right?" said Nick pushing Monroe on his back and straddling his thighs.

"Yes"

"Oh god Monroe you have no idea how happy I am to hear that! I mean I read about it in my aunts books but I didn't think I'd ever be that to you" said Nick excitedly as he started to kiss Monroe's throat.

Monroe felt his vision go completely red as he grabbed Nick's hips to flip them again.

Before Monroe could go any further he noticed something was off.

He could see the happiness in Nick's eyes and could smell his arousal but his body was still quiet tense.

"Nick if you're ok with being my mate then why are you so tense?" he asked slowly.

"Well, I want this to be good for us and I really want you but I've never well you know I mean..." said Nick pointing between them and around them awkwardly until Monroe realised what he meant.

Monroe had no idea what he did to be so lucky.

"Nick, seriously man you're going to be the death of me! Not only do I get you but I get all of you" growled Monroe licking down Nick's body to the hardness between his legs.

"I promise Nick I'll make this good" vowed Monroe before he took him completely into his mouth.

Nick tasted so good and the sounds he made were amazing.

He brought him to the edge a few times enjoying how Nick withered beneath him and called his name before he started to slowly prepare him.

Nick was a little shocked at first with the odd sensation of being so full but soon it started to feel incredible.

With every intrusion of Monroe's fingers Nick cried out in pleasure until finally he was begging Monroe to push something larger into him.

Monroe slowly slid between his legs to fill him as carefully as he could while he was still in control.

However Nick wrapped his legs around him and Monroe felt himself falling off the edge at the feeling of Nick so tight around him.

"I'm not going to break Monroe" whispered Nick into his ear and then Monroe just let go and lost himself in his lover.

Both of them didn't last long but it didn't matter.

Nick ended up on his side with Monroe's arms wrapped around him tightly. They kissed and touch lightly both satisfied and content.

Monroe was glad he hadn't marked and knotted Nick right away. He had wanted the Grimm's first time to be as pain free as possible and by the adoring look on Nick's face and his assurances that it had been the best sex of his life he knew he had made the right decision.

He knew he would next time though because there was no way he was ever letting his Grimm go now.

A/N: Ok I hope you guys are still enjoying the story and that this was worth the wait! I'm never sure when writing these kinds of scenes so I hope it was ok!

More updates to come soon!=D