Jill's point of view: chapter 5! Belongs to Richelle Mead!

We went to a very nice restaurant which Adrian paid for with his own money that he made off his paintings. We were all very proud of him and it was amazing how happy he was. His emotions through the bond were shinning very brightly making me also in a great mood.

I was also in a great mood because of Eddie. He was the perfect gentlemen; he opened doors for me, helped me in my chair and held my hand. I was having trouble not melting. His golden hair echoed his gorgeous hazel eyes. He was so fucking ripped too, his muscles from training were impressive but not obnoxious or bulky, they were perfect. He was so sexy I just wanted him to pin me to a mat and….

What the hell? Where is this coming from? What's wrong with me? He wouldn't even consider doing anything like that with me, not that I wanted him to. Or did I? Oh my gosh stop it! I commanded my brain.

No wonder Rose fell in love with Dimitri. Gosh stop it stupid brain! He looked at me questionably and I just smiled. He helped me in my chair and sat right next to me. There were many guardians in this restaurant but Eddie was still looking rigid and ready to pounce.

"You know you're not on duty right now right?" I asked giggling. He looked into my eyes and gave me a cute smile that I have never seen before. The smile was playful and teasing.

"You are right." He said as he leaned over and lightly touched his lips to mine. Smiling as he pulled away relaxing but still checking our surroundings every once in a while. I was shocked from the kiss because he never kissed me in public before. He kissed me in front of Rose, Lissa, Christian, Dimitri and Adrian and even that was bold for him. I smiled that he wasn't afraid to kiss me in public.

Everything was normal while we ate. There was no tension between Rose and Adrian there was even no tension between Adrian and Dimitri. Eddie put his hand on my knee drawing lazy patterns during dinner but slowly started working his way up my leg. I inhaled sharply and looked at him gawking.

Eddie shook his blonde hair out of his hazel eyes and gave me a dazzling smile. He brushed his rough fingers against the top of my thighs. I tried not to gasp, I have never felt like this before and Eddie was bringing out this side of me. Eddie then stopped smirked at me then scooted me closer towards him. Wrapping an arm around me. Lissa who was cuddled up next to Christian smiled at me.

I knew Lissa was having trouble with her dad's affair. It was awful her father the man she looked up to and trusted died with her brother and mother. But it was worse that he had an affair and had me. It wasn't fair how we found out we were siblings either or that we fought before we knew. She was really trying though and I was grateful . I was sucked into Adrian's world and saw her aura through his eyes. The colors were still the same but it felt different.

Seems different right? He asked through the bond once I pulled myself back into reality. I nodded slightly.

Once we got to our suite Dimitri and Rose went in their own suite and Adrian went out to get errands and Christian went to see Tasha. I couldn't imagine his situation someone he trusted and his only family left pointed a gun at the people he loved. Not only did she shoot Rose but she meant for that bullet to go right to Lissa.

So Lissa, Eddie and I stayed up to watch a movie at our suite. Eddie's eyes slowly started closing but he fought to keep them open.

"You are tired. Go to sleep, we are fine." I said smiling. He shook his head no and kept assuring us he was fine.

"As queen I order you to go to sleep. Now move it guardian Castile." She giggled. He raised and eye bro but got up and kissed me on the head before heading towards his room. Lissa and I talked for the rest of the night and watched movies. She then excused herself to the bath room.

All of a sudden I hear soft crying coming from the bathroom. It was so soft and gentle it sounded like the cry of a scared child. I slowly opened the bathroom door preparing for the worst. I knew Lissa had cut herself in the past and I wasn't sure if I was strong enough to keep calm and get her calm.

I saw Lissa crumpled up in front of the toilet puking her guts out. I quickly ran and pulled her hair out of the way and rubbed her back while she threw up. Yeah it wasn't pleasant but she was my sister and it's what we are supposed to do. When she was done I sat next to her against the cold wall as she pulled her hair back.

"Thank you." She whispered quietly.

"Welcome. Are you sick or did you drink too much or something?" I asked softly. She shook her head no and started sobbing. I hugged her while she cried waiting for her to speak.

"I think I'm pregnant." She sobbed out. My world zoomed past me and slowly got smaller. I million thoughts ran through my mind.

"My period is about two weeks late. What am I going to do? I'm only eighteen and I'm the queen. I can't just let all these people down and I can't let my baby down. What about the spirit? Oh my God what's Christian going to say? We never have talked about children before and what if he leaves me? Damn it he could leave me!" She choked out. I took her shoulders and looked straight into her green eyes.

"Lissa every things going to be okay. It will be perfect okay? Christian loves you so, so much. He would never leave you. We all love and support you so we won't let the spirit hurt you or the baby. You're a great queen and will be a great mom. Yes you're young but I believe you and Christian can make it work. I think we need to make sure that this is really happening first okay? Is it okay if I call Adrian?" I said strongly. She nodded her head calming down. I called Adrian and asked to him to get pregnancy tests.

Soon Adrian walked through the suite and came softly into the bathroom.

"These better not be for you." He said winking at me. He went over and gave Lissa a tight hug. She cried in his arms. Adrian just stood there holding Lissa's crying figure in his arms stroking her blonde hair.

"Shush, everything will be okay. It's okay to be scared. I gotcha, its okay. We have all the time in the world take your time. Try to relax, just relax. Christian loves you. And we all love you no matter what. Okay we all will support you no matter what it says. We love you." Adrian said calming her down gently. I was amazed how great he was supporting her.

Lissa finally backed away and we left the bath room waiting outside.

Lissa came out with the test and showed us. Adrian and I just looked at Lissa frozen.

We hugged her as we stared at two little plus signs. We were going to have a little pyro here soon.
Author's note- Ah Lissa's preggers! Whoa I just love her and Christian and this story needed a side twist! Tell me if you like it or not"! I love showing Adrian's sweet side! More Eddie and Jill next time!:)