Jill's point of view: Chapter 6
Adrian went to bed and Lissa slept in my room. I was lying down next to her on the bed. She stopped crying a while ago. We just laid there in silence.
"Thank you for being there for me tonight. I don't know what would have happened if you weren't. You stayed for me. Your such a good sister and you deserve a better one then me. Thank you." She said as she hugged me. I was surprised but quickly returned the hug.
"He will be happy I promise." I said and she smiled before we both fell asleep.
The next morning: Lissa's point of view
I woke up the next morning nervous as hell. I went and went to the bathroom. I stared at my belly. I wasn't showing at all. I didn't even know how far along the pregnancy I was. I smiled inside my thin body was my child. And Christians, my heart leaped at remembering I had to tell him. I went outside to the living room where I saw everyone but Rose and Dimitri there. It was their day of and we probably having sex. I laughed grateful Rose was no longer able to read my thoughts.
Christian immediately went to me and wrapped me in his arms kissing me. Little did he know that this was the most significant kiss ever. The kiss gave me hope and made me brave. I pulled him away making him give me a confused look.
"I need to talk to you alone." I said softly. He tilted his head in confusion and put a hand lightly to my face. His light blue eyes looked at me worrying.
"Okay." He laughed but I could see he knew something was serious in my eyes. I took his hand and led him outside to the private deck. The sun was setting. He stood right next to me looking at the sunset.
"Lissa, what's wrong?" He asked shaking his deep black hair out of his eyes looking right at me.
"Do you love me?" I blurted out. I never blurt things out but I was so scarred. This could be the last time I would ever see him. I quickly shoved those thoughts out of my head. His arms wrapped around me instantly.
"Of course I love you. I love you so much. I will love you no matter what. Please just tell me what's wrong babe." He said softly stroking my hair as I softly cried into his chest. He wiped away my tears with his thumb. He kissed me then pulled back with a pained expression on his face.
"I am pregnant." I whispered barley sure if he heard it or not.
He slowly backed away from me and sat down ripping my heart out. He didn't say anything for a while and I sunk to the ground. He just stared straight at nothing unmoving. I put my head in my hands and sobbed.
I felt a pair around arms around me. Christian just held me calming me down for several minutes not speaking. He finally tilted my chin up and kissed me on the lips. The kiss was our best kiss ever. The kiss said I'm here for you and I love you. He helped me up not breaking the kiss. When he finally pulled away he laughed.
He spun me around in the air happily. While I just smiled even though I was beyond confused.
"I love you Lissa and I love this baby. Im sorry but I just shocked me and I'm an idiot. We are in this together." He said cheerily as he set me down.
"I love you too. So your excited?" I asked and he kissed my lips letting me know his answer in our special way.
Jill's point of view
Christian and Lissa came back inside holding hands. And Adrian and I cheered. Eddie looked beyond confused. I forgot that Eddie, Dimitri and Rose had no idea. Oh no Rose wasn't notified and there would be some serious ass kicking.
Eddie hugged Christian and Lissa once they told him. We hung out for the rest of the day but then they left including Adrian leaving Eddie and I alone. I was in my room when he suddenly entered. He leaned against the door frame in the sexiest pose ever.
"Hello soon to be aunt." He said as he gave me a teasing, panty dropping smile. I had enough of the teasing and I came right to him with a rough kiss.
He automatically responded to my lips. Deepening the kiss causing his tongue to collide with mine. The shy Jill disappeared and was replaced by a bold Jill. I grazed my teeth across bottom lips making him growl sensually. He the pinned me against the door with his hands around my waist and my arms around his neck. I don't know whose hips started it but all I know is we started grinding our bodies together hard.
He began kissing my neck making me moan and grind harder against him. His hands went between my legs and I arched my back giving him more access to my neck. We were both moaning while his hands went to towards my center but not quite touching it. His fingers were at the top of my thighs but his fingers rubbed me over my panties but he never touched anything else. We kept moaning and gasping as we grinded against each other both of us wanting more.
He laid me gently on the bed and helped me take his shirt off. My hands softly touched his tan muscles. I could see his muscles tense and relax under my tough as he moaned.
He looked at me then backed away. I groaned in frustration and started to tear up. I knew he didn't want me.
"Im sorry." I said after I regained my breath. He looked at me stunned.
"Why the fuck are you sorry. I let it go way too far. I almost took advantage of you. It is my fault." He explained clearly frustrated.
"I am the one who attacked you remember?" I asked crying. He came up to me and hugged me.
"Why are you crying." He asked pained.
"It's nothing. I am just stupid." I sobbed feeling like an idiot.
"Nothing about you is stupid. Please tell me." The pain in his voice made me tell him.
"I knew you didn't want me in that way." I explained crying harder. His face looked so confused but then looked understanding.
"Of course I do. Any guy would be crazy not to see you like that. I want you so badly it drives me insane. You deserve for it to be special. You deserve to be treated like a princess when it's time. And you're not ready yet and I won't rush you." His voice was full of agony. I nodded because it was true. I wasn't truly ready for that yet.
"When you are ready just tell me and we will talk about it. Until then we need to keep our relationship slow. I love where we are right now and we shouldn't ruin it by rushing." He said sincerely. I nodded. We sat there in silence for a couple minutes.
"We can still make out right?" I asked blushing. He blushed too but leaned in to kiss me. No matter where our relationship was we would still be ourselves. And I was glad.