Jill's point of view: Chapter 11

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"Eddie, what are you doing here?" I asked quietly. He grabbed my face lightly and kissed me hard closing the door behind him. The kiss was hard and passionate yet loving. He pulled away leaving us both gasping for air. I stood there breathing heavily shocked beyond belief.

"I know I hurt you. It kills me that I hurt you and I can't protect you. I love you so much. I never wanted to hurt you. I made a terrible mistake when I broke up with you. You are so amazing and you make me so happy and I ruined us. I am so sorry. I know you said that you didn't want me to fight for you right before the attack. I didn't get the chance to answer you but I am now. I want us to be together. I will fight for you." He breathed out.

"All the tears you cried and the pain in your heart I caused. All the hurt I made you feel, made me not want to live anymore. You should be kissed every second, be protected every minute, and be loved every moment. I promise I'll make it better than it ever was. I promise tonight will be the night that you will fall in love with me again. Please just let me love you again." He whispered softly and lovingly.

"You love me?" I gasped.

"Yes I love you. I love you so much." He smiled brightly. My heart started thumping extremely loudly. I felt like I could fly. And just by him saying those simple amazing words everything was forgotten and forgiven.

"I love you too." I choked out. I swear his smile got bigger even though that was probably impossible.

He kissed me lovingly again. His tongue begged for permission. I opened my mouth and our tongues brushed against each other's. They danced together. He tasted like honey and rain. I know that sounds weird but trust me it's not. He grasped my body and pulled it tighter to his. I wrapped my legs around his torso rubbing our bodies together. The kiss got more hot and sexy making us both groan.

He moved us over at set me down on the bed with his body hovering over mine. I was shaking with anticipation. He sensed my nerves and kissed me softly.

"You tell me when to stop. I am not pressuring you into anything." He choked out. I grasped the end of his shirt and pulled it over his head. He helped me slip it off. I kissed his chest lightly making him moan.

"I want this. I want you." I gasped. I kissed his abs lightly as he attacked my neck. He kept licking and sucking my neck. I arched my body making our bodies get pressed closer together.

He removed my pants and tank top. He glanced at my body admiringly. I tried to cover up as I blushed.

"Your stunning." He said as he took my bra off. I have never ever gotten this far with a guy and I was so nervous but in my heart I knew this was right. He kissed the valley between my chest and kissed my breast gently licking and sucking. I moaned hard and arched closer to him again. He smiled and kissed his way up to my neck. I reached to unbuckle his jeans. He helped me slip them off his hips leaving us both in our underwear.

He teasingly pulled my thong down my legs and kissed his was back up my legs to my core. He started licking and sucking my core. I was whimpering and begging.

"Please." I whimpered. Eddie looked back up at me and kissed my lips again. I was really wet and I wanted him extremely badly.

"Please what?" He teased kissing my jaw.

"Please I need you." I breathed out.

"Jill are you sure?" Eddie asked sincerely looking at me through his blond hair. I brushed his hair out of his face and kissed him gently. He let me kiss him and let me control the kiss.

"Yes I am sure about you. Please, I want this." I whispered. He nodded and pulled his boxers down and rolled the condom on. I looked down and gasped at his length. He was big and I was starting to get worried that it would hurt. He tilted my head up to look into his face not his dick. He pecked me on the lips.

"You can still change your mind." He said being gentlemen.

"I still want this. I am just scared that it will hurt." I whispered. He nodded.

"It's okay. I will go slow. It will hurt for a bit though sorry." He whispered kissing me tenderly. I felt him at my entrance. He looked at me questionably one more time and I nodded. He pushed in all the way slowly and I cried out.

I felt tears slither down my cheeks. It hurt bad. I tried to stop crying but I couldn't. Eddie stilled his body and kissed away my tears. He kept whispering sweet things in my ears. He kept telling me he loved me and how stunning and amazing I was. After a few long moments the pain started to disappear and pleasure took its place. I rolled my hips against his testing the pain. He groaned out trying to not buck into my hips.

"I'm fine. You can move now." I choked out. Eddie slowly started pumping in and out of me. I gasped in pleasure. It felt so good. No wonder why Adrian loved having sex.

"Fuck Jill! You are so tight." Eddie moaned as he pumped into me but also grinded into me in circular motions.

"Damn! Faster! Ugh!" I groaned. Our bodies slapped together. I clenched around his dick loving the feeling. He went faster but kept it lovingly. This wasn't a fuck this was making love. I trusted and loved him so much.

We continued to move our bodies together and he put my leg on his shoulder. I thrashed against the bed. It made him hit me at a deeper angle. We kept moaning each other's names.

"I think I'm…" I whimpered unable to finish. He nodded and kept moving. We reached our climaxes together kissing. He slowed down his movements and got rid of the condom.

He looked like he was about to put on his clothes and leave. I pulled him back on the bed with me. We laid there trying to breath normally again. He wrapped his arms around me and placed a light blanket over us. I wrapped my leg around his waist trying not to wince from the pain.

"Are you okay?" He asked highly worried. I nodded nuzzling into his chest.

"Yeah I'm just a little sore. Are you okay?" I whispered.

"I'm sorry your sore. And I feel amazing. That was the best moment of my life. I just wish it didn't hurt you." He whispered sincerely.

"The pain is worth it. It was the best thing that's ever happened to me." I smiled. He laughed and kissed my hair.

"I love you." He whispered smiling.

"I love you too." I whispered smiling back. Everything was perfect in this moment and nothing would ruin it. I fell asleep in his strong arms.