A/U: Hey you all ! I'm back :)))))) and yes, this is an update! Yay! Clap, clap. I kinda felt bad for leaving you guys for so long without an update, so, I thought I'll give you guys a filler for the next chapter :D how's that?
So, someone asked me what age is the iCarly trio here: The trio are 18 here (sorry for the viewer who I replied that they're 19, I got it all wrong :p my apologies). And Sam and Freddie have dated for two and a half years and yes, they're sexually active although I haven't given you guys any proof, I promise I'll post the lemons soon, still working on it :) I'll warn you guys anyways and i'll change the rating into M.
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Sweet Escape
chapter 6
Sam's Pov
I quickly step off of my car, ran through the mobs whilst glancing over my wristwatch. I'm already late. She'll probably kill me for leaving her hanging for such a long time.
It's my sister's arrival. I'm so glad she managed to fly here in Seattle and have some coffee and maybe do some chit chats. She texted me half an hour ago saying the plane reached Seattle. I jumped to my feet and immediately clean myself then went straight here in the airport.
I crane my neck and search for my twin sister, who I must admit is very hard to look in the crowd of people boarding and unboarding. Soon, I spotted a petite brown-haired girl exiting. I know I shouldn't be giving such attention to some brown-haired girl but trust me, when you see that she's the exact replica of your sister - minus the hair color - you'll think twice.
I walk slowly, not tearing my eyes off the girl. I'm a few meters away from her when her eyes suddenly caught mine. I saw a hint of glee in her eyes and I'm sure mine's a mixture of surprise and confusion.
It's Melanie.
I was soon caught in a very tight bear hug, knocking all wind off my body and I feel like panting for air.
"Oh my gosh! Sam!" she exclaim."I miss you so much, Sammy." This girl is even worse than Carly.
I tried to break free but her grip is too tight. I almost forgot that I'm dealing with a Puckett also so, I shouldn't be surprised by her ability.
"M-mel...C-can't..b-breatheee." I choke my words out and I'm still struggling my way off her.
She must've noticed my lack of reaction because she instantly pull away. She look at me with concern and guilt.
"I'm sos sorry, Sam." she said.
I clutch my neck and wave her off.
"S'okay..at least you didn't really killed me."
She giggle lightly and smile."Oh, Sam." she shakes her head."You look great. How are you?"
I stand up straight after I regain steady breathing.
"I should ask that myself. Why did you dye your hair?" It's the first thing I want to ask her. I mean, we've been the same with everything in physical for like ever and suddenly she changed. I feel like looking at myself differently.
She brush her hair and twirl around. She must be very proud of her new look. I must say she looks good although she looks more mature.
"You like?" her eyes twinkle.
"Yeah. It looks great on you but.."
"I'm just tired of my blonde hair. Besides, it'll help people stop mistaking me for you or you for me."
"Well, I guess you do have a point." I nod.
"Anyways, back to my question. How are you?"
"Never been better." I answered cheekily. Yeah right, better. I'm so close into tearing my hair out because the stress is getting into me.
"Hmm." she look at me warily."I beg to disagree because you wouldn't ask me to fly here if life's being good to you."
I roll my eyes. She's right. I wouldn't ask her to go here if it's not for important matters. I guess we are twins.
"Why don't we talk about this in my house? I know you're tired. It's almost lunch. We'll talk while eating."
"Sounds like a plan." I grin and help her with her bag.
I must say, she's still the same old Melanie who's very...what's the word? Crazy when it comes to her stuffs. For someone who'll be staying for the weekend, she have a lot of clothes. Let's just say she didn't just brought one bag for two days of stay.
I glance to her bag and to her, shaking my head with amusement. Yup, she's definitely my sister.
Once we arrived at my house, I told her to put her stuffs on her usual room when she visits which is right across my room to the left. While she's changing into fresh clothes, I went to the kitchen and pick us both something to eat. I remember bringing steak and salad from the restaurant yesterday. I open the fridge and took the styrofoam containing the food. I switch its container to the plate and heat it in the microwave. I pull some wine glass, took a wine out of the fridge and pour some for us. I also set up the table as I waited for the food to finish.
I hear the ding sound from the kitchen. I took the food and place it on the two plates, giving both of us equal portions. I heard her door close and footsteps coming towards where I am.
"Wow, that smells good." she sniffs and lick her lips."You cook this?"
"Thanks and no. I brought this yesterday from the restaurant and heated it. Is that okay? I'm not in the mood to cook." I hand her a glass of wine and took a sip of mine.
"Of course. I miss the foods from your restaurant and these looks scrumptious."
She pull her chair and sit, taking the napkin and placing it neatly on her lap. I mimick her actions and watch as she took a spoonful of salad. She moan in satisfaction and gave me a thumbs up.
"Oh my gosh. This is soo delish."
I smile and shrug."What can I say, we only serve the best foods." I said smugly. I cut my steak and eat. The way she moans and give compliments for the food gave me such pride. I almost pat my back for a job well done.
She drop her knife and fork down and tilt her head, looking at me.
"So, tell me. I know you've wanted to talk to me about something very important." she said.
I sigh and lean to my chair, tucking a strand of blonde hair to my ear and began to speak.
"I actually don't know how to begin and what to say."
"Let me." she gave a small smile."I guess it has something to do with dad." the way she called him dad makes me want to barf. I'll never call him that."I know how hard it is for you to forgive him after all he's done. I'm not in the position to say that you should forgive him like the way I do. I also know that you already had the feeling that I already forgive him. It's actually up to you, Sam."
"How can you forgive him? He left us. Abandoned us like we're some garbage." I look at her quizzically.
She shakes her head and look at me sadly."Sammy.." she starts, taking a deep breath."Whatever we do he will always be our father. Whether you like it or not. Besides, it's not entirely his fault. He didn't mean to leave us. If you could just give him a chance, hear him out for once, then maybe you'll find in your heart to forgive him. Sam, don't be selfish. If you learned to forgive mom, I know you'll learn to do the same with him. He misses you." she said softly, reaching for my hand.
Honestly, I felt a slight tinge in my heart. The way she said that he misses me made my heart melt. I cannot deny that I miss him dearly but of course, I wouldn't admit that loudly. Even though I felt something for him and I know it's love still, there will always be the feeling of neglect. I cannot change the fact that he left us and didn't come back for so long.
"I know that you miss him too and deep down, it's not all hatred. You're upset because he promised you something buy he broke it. Just hear him out." she offer me a smile of encouragement and for a second I felt giving in because there's a part of me that wants to hear him out, hear him explain why he did it and maybe I just want to see him."What do you say? He's waiting for you. I can fix you both to see each other whenever you like."
I bit my lip and let my gaze slip down, contemplating whether I should consider the offer or be the stubborn brat I am. I know Freddie will be so glad if I accept it. I wonder if he wants to come with me. My sister squeeze my hand, I lift my eyes and she narrow her eyes, waiting for my answer.
I sigh and close my eyes.
"Okay."
After dinner with Mel, we decided to watch some movies. She's very happy and excited that I finally agreed on seeing my father. It's like a mission complete for me, having to face my fear for the first time. It's uplifting and at the same time nerve-wrecking. A lot of things pop in my mind, things to say when we meet or see, how I will act around him and of course, the lists of questions I've been aching to ask him since he left us. I know for sure it wouldn't be easy for me and I know for him too but I just wish I can go through it.
Melanie told me that she'll tell him the news once she fly back home and she'll immediately set up everything. I told her to first inform me about the day and time so I'll fix my schedule in which she gave me a teasing smile. I know that she's thinking that I'm as excited as her but mine's different. I just ignore her.
"I'm so proud of you, baby."
"I know you are." I smirk before adding."I actually gave in because I'm sick of you pushing me to do it."
"Oh, come on. I know you want to see him." I can hear him smile to the phone and I resist rolling my eyes to him.
Standing up, I walk towards the balcony, opened the glass doors, step out and sit on one of my beach-like chairs, tucking my legs together and resting my arms above my knees. The cold breeze sent shivers down my spine and I clutch myself tightly although it's not that cold.
"I miss him."
"He miss you too. Mel said so."
"You think she's not just saying that to make me agree into her plan?" my voice came out strange like it's not I who's speaking. It's a kid who's afraid to hear that her puppy is dead.
"Mel wouldn't do that. She wants to help you both." his voice assure me and it's enough to keep me safe and calm.
"I'm scared."
"Of what exactly, princess?"
"I don't know.." I said in defeat."I didn't see him for a long time. I don't know what to say, how to act or something."
"It's okay to be scared. It'll be the first time you'll see him and there are a lot of things that clouding your mind but you know what, you shouldn't be scared at all. Wanna know why?"
"Tell me."
"Because you're Samantha Puckett. Toughest girl ever live in the world." I smile and I let out a small giggle."Ah. There's the giggle I've been missing in this conversation."
"Whatever."
"You can do it, Sam. I know you can. I believe in you."
"Thank you."
"Anything for my princess." I felt a warm feeling at the pit of my stomach and I kno for sure I'm blushing. Curse you, Benson for being so darn sweet!
"You're such a sap."
"Did I make you feel better?"
"Yes."
"Then I'm glad to be a sap."
"I love you so much."
"I love you very much, Sam."
A/N: I DEEPLY APOLOGIZE TO ALL MY READERS :( I HAVE NI IDEA THAT I AM POSTING AN EMPTY CHAPTER. I BELIEVE THAT THERE IS SOME TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES. I ACTUALLY POSTED THE CHAPTER 6 USING MY PHONE AND I THINK THAT THERE IS SOME PROBLEM :((( I'LL BE POSTING LATER THE NEXT CHAPTER. AGAIN, I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE FOR THE INCONVINIENCE
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