You were on a dock alone with no boats or anything in sight. The air felt polluted and everything was burning hot but at the same time the air was very light. You looked across the sea and saw a burnt island, everything was ashes and it was all black. You then turned you attention to the right and saw a burning island with fire shooting out of every which side, there were the sounds of screaming people yet it was completely, utterly quiet and still. You knew that your island full of all your friends and everything you love was going to be burnt down next. You heard water swoosh behind you and a little moan...

You woke up breathing heavily and coughing over your own spit along with mucus. Gamzee had his arm around you and was lying next to you sleeping still even though you made quite a ruckus with your coughing and hacking. You guess he really hasn't slept for awhile... he looked much better now that he was sleeping but he still didn't look to good.
You yourself didn't feel to good either, you had a massive headache, you were nauseous still and the room was still spinning with pick fuzz.
You layed back down next to your best friend after getting a drink of water from your bathroom. You felt so... comfortable next to him, it's like all life's troubles were gone and everything was so warm, you just felt safe. You burrowed yourself into him with his arms laying lazily over you.
"mmhmm I-yyeh" Gamzee was mumbling in his sleep...
"Gohh mm awaehhh" Go away? You started listening to him more closely trying to understand what he was saying.
"Muhh-theh Fuhhkin... kill themm...all..." The fuck? Kill them all? You now realized that, that aura was back... this wasn't good. You didn't feel safe anymore all cuddled up inside him. This really wasn't good for all these sweeps you've felt so safe with him, like he was always there no matter what happened and all of the sudden this feeling is just decipitating into nothing... and even less then nothing, into something?
Something... was... suffocating you. You were having trouble seeing and, felt your whole bodycontracting and your lungs were withering. You started to try to shake Gamzee up with all your strength which you hadn't realized was almost completely gone.
"Ga-ahh-mmm"-you barely could speak-"hhhell-p...Gahmz...eh" You just wanted your best friend back. For a split second you started to think what if this feeling was just you and him drifting apart. No. You didn't want that. That can't happen. You pulled Gamzee's shirt into your face to hide the tears you didn't notice appearing. You just layed there with your face in his shirt weeping silently...
"bro?" Gamzee was rubbing his eye waking up sheepishly. You just kept your face stuffed in his shirt not wanting him to know that you were crying as he's already worried about you enough. But you could feel his beaming, purple eyes on you.
"Best brooooooo" he went to pull you out of his shirt but you hanging on stopped, not pushing you.
"What's wrong mother fucker?" Gamzee sounded like his normal self again. You realized that he probably felt your tears and you tried to stop. You let go with one hand and rubbed your eyes then glared up at him.
"I'm fine... I-I just... sorry" you stumbled over your words again. His makeup now was rubbed off almost completely and for the first time for a long time you saw his real face... His grey skin was showing and you just were so happy to see this for some reason. It looked like he was just a "normal" troll now, without all his clownish, juggaloness showing.
"Don't be mother fucking sorry, please just tell me what's wrong?" He was swooshing the back of your head, petting it. Crap, you loved when he did this but you hated it too. You felt the the rumbling in the back of your throat form. You hated when people heard you pur but gladly only Gamzee and Kanaya knew about this thing you couldn't control. Kanaya only knew because she walked in on you and Gamzee watching a romcom together while doing this. But you also loved it because it made you feel so warm and cozy inside. Wow did you seriously just say " feel so warm and cozy inside", even if it is in your head. Whatever you really couldn't care less right now.
"I don't know... it's just Gamzee you've been acting strange lately..."
"Mother fucking strange? How so?" You were still puring and it was hard to keep a straight face while he pet you.
"Well... I don't fucking know. It's like you keep saying some scary shit and you- you look pretty sick... I'm just worried okay you haven't been yourself" You felt tears forming again but you pushed them back. He was looking wide eyed at you with his lips slightly parted like he wants to say something but he can't and he looked really sad, Gog it was a terrible look and it just made you want to cry some more. But he kept petting you because he didn't want you to start sobbing again and that helped you feel a little better.
"Please don't look at me like that best bro... I'm... I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you so worried mother fucker..." You guessed you had a pretty bad face on too and you guessed that you not smirking while he pet you was worrying him, since every single time he pet you, you couldn't help but start to smirk and happily pur in him.
"Ga"-you cleared your throat-"We're still friends right?" You couldn't help but ask, you always were worried about losing your friends... and you can't lose Gamzee, he's been your best friend for your whole life. He clinged his arm around you, his other hand on your head quietly papping it and his head past your back with his neck up against your shoulder.
"yeah, we're two mother fucking bros to the end..."