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The Search – Chapter 4

GONE

Holden and Noah stood on the deck of the freighter, neither one wanting to hear what they were being told. "I'm sorry Mr. Synder, Mr. Mayer, but they're gone." It took all of Noah's strength not to collapse onto the deck and cry. He knew he had to be strong for Luke, he knew that there was no way in hell that he would stop looking for him, no matter what the Coast Guard said. In the distance he could hear the officer's voice, "We've been told that the victims were taken off the freighter and put on an unnamed yacht. They are probably in international waters by now and there is nothing more we can do, they are truly gone." Noah was sure his heart would explode. He can't lose Luke, not now, not when he knew that they were meant for one another and that he wanted to spend the rest of his life making up to Luke the past 6 months.

No, he would not give up. Noah looked over at Holden and saw his own thoughts reflected in the older man's eyes. They would do all they could, no matter how long it took, they would find their loves. They seemed to have come to a silent agreement, and both men nodded to one another. The officer watched and knew that these men were not going to make his job easy, but he knew that if it were his love that was lost, he would move the earth itself to find them. Though, he still needed to warn the two men.

"Mr. Snyder and Mr. Mayer, I will not tell you what to do, but I will warn you that if you do something illegal during your quest and it happens to be on the water, I will have no choice but to arrest you. Now in saying that, I wish you luck." The officer turned away and smiled, he knew these two would be a force to reckon with, and he almost felt sorry for the bastard that hurt them.

2 hours later

Noah stood in the doorway of Luke's room almost afraid to take the step that would get him fully into the room. He took a deep breath and willed himself to take the final step. As he stood there in the middle of the room he could almost hear Luke's voice. Noah closed his eyes and let the memories of their time in this room wash over him.

"Do I seemed scared to you know?"

"No, not really."

Noah hadn't even realized he had moved over to the bed until he felt the mattress against his knees. He turned and sat on the bed then slowly lowered himself back against the pillows. He could still smell Luke's scent on the covers. Luke had a scent of his own, it was masculine but sweet, and Noah loved to inhale this scent whenever they were together. If he could bottle that 'Luke' scent, he would carry it with him were ever he went.

As Noah lay on the bed, he closed his eyes and thought back to the first time he and Luke had made love, though, it was more rough clumsy sex at first, neither really knowing what they were doing, but then it turned into the most amazing feeling Noah had ever experienced. How could it be possible that he may never experience that again? Tears were now flowing freely through Noah's closed eyes. He thought back to that day, to the fight that led to the greatest day of his life. Even though he remembered what they fought about, all he could see was Luke in this room, without clothes on.

Luke was so turned on by the change in Noah. He had gone from the scared rational man he loved to this passionate lover to be. When Noah grabbed Luke and kissed him hard, Luke was sure he would pass out from lack of oxygen. How could he think about breathing when Noah was kissing him like this? Noah knew that Luke was turned on when he looked into those beautiful brown eyes and saw that the pupils had expanded and the look Luke was giving him, was full of lust and want. He had never wanted someone as much, not even Maddie who he told himself he wanted. Noah turned Luke around and continued to kiss him, at the same time he was backing them up towards the bed. Luke though was too caught up in the moment to even notice that they were moving. He did notice though that Noah was very hard. He could feel him pressed up against his thigh, and that only made Luke harder, if that was possible. It wasn't until the back of his knees hit the bed that he noticed what Noah had done. Luke smiled into the kiss that Noah was giving him. Suddenly, Noah pulled away from Luke, leaving Luke feeling empty and sad. 'What did I do wrong," Luke thought. He was about to ask when Noah ripped off his own shirt and then pressed himself against Luke again, reigning kisses along his jaw line then down his neck. Luke thought he would self combust at any moment, when Noah did something that made Luke moan. He bit down on Luke's shoulder, the spot where the neck ends and the shoulder begins. If Luke was hard already, this was going to make him explode. Noah inhaled Luke's scent as his mouth traveled from the neck down to his chest. 'God, how could one person make another feel so good? How could he have been so scared to do this, when now he realizes how stupid he was? He could've had this all along.' Noah, could feel Luke trembling, as he reached down and began to unbutton Luke's jeans. He grabbed the zipper and slowly lowered it. Noah could hear Luke's breathing becoming uneven, and he could tell that Luke was afraid to say anything, knowing Luke he probably thought he would scare him away. Noah felt like a heel for making Luke feel that he could possibly scare him off. Right now he knew that he couldn't stop, that being with Luke was the best thing he would do in his life. He reached into Luke's briefs and took hold of his cock.

"Oh my god Noah!" Luke cried out.

Noah took this as a good sign and he began to get on his knees, in the process taking Luke's jeans and underwear off.

Luke was in shock to say the least. This was the last thing he expected to see, Noah on his knees with Luke's cock in his hand. "Noah, bubby, you don't have to do……" His words died on his lips, as Noah took Luke into his mouth. The wet warmth of it almost sent Luke over the edge. Noah had his hand wrapped around the base of Luke's cock, where his mouth could not reach. He had seen this done, and had had it done to him, but was amazed at how great it felt to give Luke this pleasure. He would have to admit to Luke later that he had watched some videos to get ideas for their special New Year's night that never was. Right now though, he was enjoying Luke's shock as he worked his mouth up and down Luke's cock, using his hand to pump Luke where his mouth didn't reach. He looked up at his lover and saw him looking down at him with so much love and gratitude in his eyes that he could feel his cock become harder. Luke closed his eyes and threw his head back.

"Noah, bubby, please you have to stop. I want you inside me when I come." At that statement Noah stopped. He looked up at Luke with surprise in his eyes. Luke smiled down at him, "I want you inside of me, Noah. I love you so much and want you to be my first and only." Noah stood up grabbed Luke's face and kissed him deeply; licking Luke's bottom lip asking for permission and Luke granting it. Their tongues fought for dominance, each taking turns exploring the others mouth.

Noah nudged Luke gently and they both fell onto the bed, Luke entirely naked, while Noah was still wearing his jeans. Luke looked as his boyfriend and laughed.

"We're not gonna get too far with you still wearing your pants." Realizing, that he was indeed still wearing them Noah laughed. He stood up from the bed and practically tore them off. Luke had scooted toward the head of the bed and watched his boyfriend strip. When he saw Noah's naked body, Luke couldn't help but swallow a lump in his throat. How was this going to happen? Noah was bigger than he thought, and wider. Though, they had on occasion groped one another, neither had actually seen the other naked. Now here they were, naked and about to do something neither had ever done before. Even though Noah had had sex with Maddie he had never had sex with another man. Noah looked at Luke and saw the worry in his eyes, and just as he was about to say they didn't have to do anything, Luke was in front of him and had taken Noah into his mouth. Noah, groaned as he looked down and saw Luke looking up at him,

"God Luke, you're so beautiful,"

Luke continued with his work on Noah's cock, and was enjoying it when Noah grabbed him and pulled him off. He pushed Luke down on the bed and began to kiss him, their bodies flush against each other, their cocks rubbing together. Noah knew if they didn't stop that their first time would end too quickly. He looked at Luke, whose mouth was red and swollen from their kisses, and his cheeks were flushed.

"Luke, do you have anything we can use as lube."

Luke, looked over to his bedside dresser, "in there." Noah pulled open the drawer and saw a tube of lube. He looked back to Luke, who shied away and said "just in case." Noah laughed and kissed him again, this time though he put some lube on his fingers, put his hand between Luke's legs and began to work them into Luke one at a time. Luke moaned as Noah inserted his index finger into him, then gasped as that finger was joined by another, then another. He had to admit it felt odd, but good at the same time. But when Noah turned his fingers and hit Luke's spot, Luke's body arched off the bed. Noah, worried, removed his finger and looked at his boyfriend, who was now breathing very hard and whose eyes seemed to be dilated.

"Luke, God, did I hurt you?" It took Luke a moment to realize that Noah was talking, then he realized Noah had stopped. He looked up at his boyfriend, now lover, who had a concerned look on his face and he smiled.

"Hurt me, are you kidding, that was unfreaking believable. Do it again!" Noah laughed.

"I have a better idea." He positioned himself between Luke's legs, and spread them. Noah had never seen anything quite as beautiful as this. He opened Luke's legs and placed his cock at Luke's entrance. Noah placed Luke's legs on his shoulders while he grabbed the lube and rubbed it on his cock and squirted more into Luke. Noah began to push into Luke slowly, allowing time for Luke's body to adjust to him. Luke groaned and gasped as Noah began to go deeper. Luke could feel a sharp pain shoot through him, and he couldn't help but cry out. Noah had to stop.

"Do you want me to stop?" 'please say no.' Luke looked at him and could see the effort it was taking to stop when he did. He took a deep breath.

"No, please don't stop," Luke breathed out. Noah began to move again, he was fully sheathed inside Luke. He moved Luke's legs to his hips and leaned in and kissed his lover, kissed him like had never kissed him before. Then he began to move in and out of him, while Luke's body reacted and moved with him. As they both came at almost the exact same moment, Noah truly believed that nothing would ever top this. That their love could withstand the test of time. Luke was his now and forever and nothing would change that.

He was brought out of his thoughts when Luke kissed him hard and began to kiss his neck and chest, only then did Noah realize that they were still attached, he felt himself get hard again.

"Already; really?" Luke asked as he smiled at him. Noah shrugged and came down and captured Luke's mouth. They spent the rest of the afternoon making love until they were so warn out that they could barely make it out of bed and into the shower; where they spent another hour doing it again. When they came out of the shower and Noah took Luke in his arms and asked "are you happy?" The look in his lovers eyes said it all, but the words made Noah want to cry, "happy doesn't even begin to cover it."

Noah was awakened from his dream by someone shaking his shoulder, for a moment he forgot where he was and what had happened.

"Luke?"

The voice that called his name was not Luke's though.

"Noah son, wake up, it's time to go." Noah opened his eyes to see Holden looking down at him with concerned eyes. Noah stood up and faced Luke's father. He could feel the wetness on his face and knew that Holden could see he had been crying. "We'll find them, now let's go." He put his arms around Noah and pulled him into a hug. They broke apart and nodded to one another, as if to affirm to each other that they were going to do whatever it took to get Luke and Lily back.

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