Hi! Sorry guys, I know if you read this earlier I had this chapter already up, but I did that late at night and didn't realize how much it sucked, like sparkly rainbow barf and junk. So here's practically the same chapter except I edited it and such, so if you want you can re-read it or you can just skip over it, if you do it doesn't matter the same things happen, so you won't be missing anything~ Okay so sorry about that I'll try to not do that again ;)
Oh and another thing, sorry about how long it took me to post this, I had school baby poop junk and such but I'll try to post faster from now on! Thanks for the reviews they seriously make my day so please continue! Love you guys!
You ran down the hall, not to far until you saw the problem. Nepeta was standi- well now falling to the ground squealing with her hands starting to cover her mouth, green was dripping down her face, and she was breathing hard choking over her tears and saliva in her mouth. The sight was terrible, and you felt your fist clenching. Your nails digging into the palm of your hand, leaving small indentations. You looked across the carpeted floor from her where you saw blue... everywhere.
Fuck. No. This isn't happening, dark blue, no. There's no blue liquid.
You shoved the idea out of your mind, only to having it keep pushing its way back. Covering the walls and floors in patterns. No that's not real.
and covering the. Fuck stop drifting eyes, don't look that way. Your head tilting to the left some more, your brain screaming at your eyes to not look up.
Blue. Blue. Fucking, blue. Teared Clothes. Bones full of blood.
That carcass that layed there lifelessly, utterly still... It's not. No. The tips of her hook and claw horns shimmering glistening blood, dripping... yanked by gravity.
No this isn't fucking happening. Shit no, you're just dreaming. You're having a nightmare, yeah you're sleeping right now. You'll wake up soon enough and everything will be the same. You'll wake up and not want to get up, but will eventually because you have things to do and the taste in your mouth will start to bug you after awhile. You'll get up and go outside meeting all your friends, maybe even have breakfast with some of them and you can discuss and fight who will do the dishes. You'll be having chocolate chip pancakes, yeah. The food that the humans introduced you to, although you wouldn't admit you like their cooking and stupid human meals. You seem to have taken a liking towards their particular sweets.
You were shot back like an arrow by the sound of Nepeta's quiet squeaking that she couldn't make out into words and the smell and taste of that odor.
You were kidding yourself. Face it Karkat, this is what happened and you have to be the leader and help out your current fellow teammate who has their palms shoved into there face right now. You had to be the leader that would figure out this whole issue. The leader that would clean it up and help them all past this. The leader that would bring everyone to a place where you all lived happily again, where you got teased slightly about being a scaredy cat and about being short and nubby. Where deep down all of you were friends.
You suddenly felt tears welling up in your eyes, you shoved them away. Just to be that leader.
You started in a sprint towards the scene but the closer you got the more and more you felt something pulling you away, you kept sprinting, running into a brisk jog then sprinting to a walk and then a tiptoe. Your legs were dragging on the floor as the smell of blood filled the atmosphere around you.
The feline troll was getting into more clearer sight, no not clearer, everything was getting less clear the closer you got but you had to get there. You had to. You... had to. You had to be that leader. That friend.
You knelt beside the weeping cat girl, wrapping one arm around her. She screamed when you put your hand around her and you started humming sympathetically against her. She leaned up against you after she calmed down a bit after noticing who was beside her. While she quietly weeped in her hands and your shirt you looked across the light grey carpet at the dismembered corpse. Blue... blue... everywhere. Where the fuck were you. You could have maneuvered around this. It's all your fault. It's all your fault there's blue everywhere. It's all your fault
You felt barf rolling up your throat, but you swallowed it over and over again as you inhaled the regurgitating taste of blood threw your nose and eyes... the rim of your eyes were turning red, you wiped them off with your free arm but no matter how many times you wiped the red just kept coming back.
Soon enough someone was grabbing Nepeta from you and she easily slid into his arms. You looked up to Equius holding his dear cat friend close. Although he had his broken shade on your can see him glancing over at the mangled spider troll and cringe at the sight.
"Get her out of here..." you mumbled weakly but the idea was already obviously going to happen. He left with Nepeta in his arms and her face dug deep into his shirt. Soon it was just you and the Scorpio... and the doll. That fucking doll was back. You could have sworn that you threw that on your bed, no you definitely did. Why the fuck is it here?
It was on top of the bloody corpse. It was definitely not there a second ago, it was smiling impossibly large and had blue blood dripping out of its mouth and off its hands. You flinched at the look of it. The paper was still stabbed into it, with a bloody arrow under reading "Vriska Serket" indicating to turn it around... You went to looked around more at the scene, but you didn't want to turn your back to that doll...You have a feeling that that doll is going to be the end of you all. You went to pick it up, you tried to restrict yourself from the curiosity but you had to pick it up now... you had to now your arm is already reaching out to it. This doll is the one who did it... this fucking doll killed Vriska.
Wait what the fuck are you saying, there's no possible way that this doll could have killed someone. There was someone or something behind this and whoever they are, are just playing you and your friends. Trying to mess them up and you bet they're just laughing right now at the look on your face.
You're supposed to be pissed right now... but you're not. You for some odd reason are not mad. Not furious. Not even aggravated. Just sad and upset, as if you've seen a sad movie once and are watching it again, except this time you're in it. You know how it should play out but your character doesn't know what to do. You're body was moving by itself without your control. This was all too familiar yet you have no idea what's going to happen and you're afraid you'll find out to late. Again your body was going by the clock and before you knew it your arm was reaching out.
You picked it up the doll, scared to death that it would turn alive and try to kill you or something. You just looked at it. Wearing a blue dress with tears at the end, black yarn hair, black hole eyes, poorly stitched mouth. The fucking mouth, would not stopped smiling. It was practically laughing, with tears coming from its eyes from laughing to hard.
"Shut up..." you whispered to the doll. you held it up looking past it now to examine the rest of the room without leaving sight of it. You couldn't look at its face anymore.
You saw the walls painted in blue. In a pattern. You payed closer attention at the pattern on the wall all over still keeping an eye on the doll in your hand.
"Let's play hide and seek" the wall read... blue dripped on your cheek and you immediately gave out a little squeak and jumped a little bit. You looked up to the ceiling to see another pattern... it read
"Everyone's allowed to play :) " it had a smiley face next to it. The same face the doll gave... You then looked closely at the doll and ripped the paper off of it...
You viciously flipped it over it read in blood,
"I win this round."You felt sounds of rushing water and small screams in your head, while a small high pitched giggle barely noticeable played in the background. But the giggle kept getting louder and louder. It was disgusting and Shit just stop already! Turn it off! heehee You covered your ears awkwardly to shut the sound off and everything went silent then for a split moment you heard the doll whisper to you.
"Why didn't you help her?" Fuck, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. You were practically shitting your pants, red was covering your eyes pouring down your face. You stared at the doll in front of you. Why... why didn't you help her? She was going to drown. You couldn't... you... couldn't. But what if you could have... why didn't you try? Why didn't you just gesture a hand? Why, fucking Karkat? WHY?
You were choking up, your throat was starting to close... You, can't breath...
Something was arounf your neck... yourself. You were choking yourself. You couldn't stop... yoo- fu-k, you vision was seizing to exist. Your brain was checking itself yelling at you. Stop Karkat! Stop! Fuck, stop! Please, stop hurting me!
You threw the doll against the wall near the corpse in front of you and used your other hand trying to pry your left hand from choking you, but it wouldn't work. Now your right hand was in on the action too. The world was flushed red, you fell completely to the ground on your back fig-iting, spazzing trying to stop yourself, your eyes were shutting... everything was being dimmed... turning black.
