Dive to my Heart by Walker of Nothing
A/N: It's me again. Very few people bother to read my tale. But I don't mind, it's pretty depressing anyway.
xxx Chapter twelve Lost Road of Non Existence
"What happens now Xemnas?" Death tried in vain to wake her Master, but to no avail.
"We wait and watch." His response was what Death expected from him. But she could sense the sadness deep inside the silver haired Nobody's soul. Xemnas had no heart, but she could feel the ache and pain coming off of Xemnas.
"As much as I would love to fix everything, your right Xemnas." She hated to admit it, but he was right. Nothing good would come from wasting time and energy over something that was beyond her control.
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"Where am I?" Don't be afraid...
"What the hell happened to me?" Don't forget...
"Forget what? My life is over. I took a chance and I lost it all." The light will always shine on you...
"I don't want your life! What did it ever give me?" Love, happiness...
"Don't make me sick! Love is just a poisonous emotion that slowly kills you! It makes you think for the first time in your life that your special and someone appreciates that! Than when it's all over it smashes you to pieces!" Love can be a beautiful thing...
"Well not for me! Every time I fall in love, that special girl...I trust her...I tell her my sorrows...my pain...and even my weaknesses...and when she's done listening...she tells me that she'll never leave me. A few months later after she's done using me I figure it out...I never hear from her again...I lay broken and curse myself because of love...it happens over and over again...how is love beautiful when all our does is poison me?
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You can't answer because you know it's true! You know that people only take advantage of me. Especially the ones I fall in love with. I never want to be that vulnerable again...I don't want to live like this anymore...what's the point when the people you love hurt you the most? I don't deserve anyone...
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"Master?" She could hear his suffering.
"Don't worry about his body. I'll take care of it." Death nodded and faded away into the boy's soul.
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"Master? Are you alright Master?" Death got closer and closer to the pain. Until she saw him. The boy was crying alone and suffering betrayed by the one's he loved. "Master, don't be afraid to love. Sometimes when we love, thing's happen and in your case Master...well people did terrible thing's. But you helped me and I want to repay you for everything you've done for me." Death was just about to cry herself.
The young teen through his arms around the Horseman of Apocalypse. "Your everything to me Master. If I lose you I won't have anything left to live for. So please don't throw your life away..." She begged him to stay alive because deep down she really loved him.
"You really mean that?" The young teen held Death close and he never wanted to let her go.
"Of course Master. I'd sooner kill myself than lie to you Master, because I love you Master...but how could anyone love someone like me?" Death looked away in shame and regret because of her past.
"Someone like me." The boy smiled and before she could react kissed her slowly and softly. When he broke away his face was tinged pink from embarrassment.
"Master...? You love...me?" She was insane daze that anyone-especially the Master-couldn't love her.
"Yes...I was afraid of love because all it did was hurt me...but now I have you and everything that's happened doesn't matter anymore. All I need is you Death." Did he really think he could escape loves poisonous grip? Maybe if he had enough hope he might...he'll need all the hope he can get.
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A/N: Axel: Man your life sucks. I think I'm gonna cry *wipes imaginary tear*
Me: Thanks that really makes me feel better
Axel: Happy time help ^^
Me: Leave a review and keep reading ^^