AUTHORS NOTE: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS OF SUPERNATURAL. So I hope everyone liked my fourth chapter! Here's the fifth chapter! Please review! ENJOY!

CHAPTER 5

I slept only two hours before A knock came at my door. At first I thought I had dreamt it, but when it someone knocked again I knew I wasn't dreaming. I rolled over out of bed and shuffled to the door, opening it to reveal Bobby.

"Hey kid." He said looking at me.

"Mmmmmm" Was all I could muster.

"Look, I've got some news."

"Is everything ok?" I said becoming more awake at the thought of bad news.

"A friend of mine called this morning, and I've got to leave for a few days."

"Ok. I'll make sure Sam takes care of Dean while you're gone." I said but then was confused when he gave a weird look. "Bobby? Sam is staying right?"

"I need Sam with me Blade."

"I'm not staying here alone with Dean."

"Blade he's goig to be fine, he's passed out and probably will be for a while longer. I'm sorry that I have to do this but Shane needs my help and I need Sam's."

"No." I said glaring.

"Loose the glare kid, and I said yes, and that's final, ya igit."

My eyes went wide at him calling me 'igit'. He only called me that when he was serious. "How bad is it Bobby?"

"Shane's pretty torn up." Bobby said looking away.

"Oh Bobby." I said closing my eyes. "Go. Go help Shane. I'll try to put differences aside and help Dean."

"Thanks Blade. I'll try to be back soon."

"Bobby take care of Shane, and take as long as need until he's at least half back to normal." I said knowing it was going to be a little while for Bobbyif Shane wasn't doing so well. Shane was one of Bobby's oldest friends, but he didn't know about me. I knew that Bobby cared for him, that's why I knew that Bobby had to go and he did need Sam with him.

Bobby nodded his head and then turned to walk downstairs with me following right behind. We walked into the living room and I saw Sam getting their bags ready. He noticed me and gave a quick smile before returning to his task at hand. Bobby was making sure that he had handed everything they needed to Sam before coming back over to me. He gave me a quick hug and told me to be careful, then he grabbed his bag and walked out the his truck. Sam gave me a hug to.

"Just be careful ok Blade? Don't try to kill each other while we're gone. I'll call you to let you know what's going on."

"Thanks Sam, and I'll try." I said as we pulled away. Sam gave a half smile and shook his head at me and then walked out the door. I laughed a little as he walked out the door to Bobby's truck. I heard the roar of the engine as Bobby turned the ruck on, then heard it drive off. I walked into the kicthen and then began to make a pot of coffee. I also grabbed bacon and eggs from the frigde and began to make breakfast. I made enough for both me and Dean. I know it was a long shot but I knew that breakfast would wake almost anyone up. Once everything was made I carried both plates and two mugs of coffee with ease up to Deans room, once I got the door open I put Deans plate on his bedside table and pulled up a chair next to is bed. I ate a little before putting my own plate aside and grabbing Deans. I put it near his face and started to wafe the smell towards him. He began to stir but he didn't wake up. I raised my eyebrow and put the plate down, then grabbed his coffee and did the same thing. Once again he stirred but didn't wake up. I set the cup down and then I moved to sit on the his bed I leaned over to his ear. "Dean it's time to wake up." I whispered.

Dean shifted his body a little but nothing else. That's when I got an idea. I leaned back over his ear with a smirk on my face. 'This will surely get him up' I thought as I reached his ear. "Dean, baby, wake up," I began to whisper. "Dean please. I'm bored and I need someone to 'satisfy' my boredom."

Just as I had finished my sentence I was pulled over Dean to his other was then on top of me looking straight into my eyes. Dean reached his hand up to my face to move a piece of my hair out of eye and then rested it on my cheek. He then leaned over and gently placed his soft lips against mine. I closed my eyes as soon as his lips touched mine. His kiss was so gentle yet full of hunger. My heart began to beat faster in my chest as th kiss became more intense. He brushed his tounge against my lips begging to let in, andi granted permission egarly. His hot tounge fighting for dominence with mine. his hand began to move from my cheek down my body to my left leg, grabbing my knee to bend it and hitched it up onto his hip, making me moan into his mouth in the process. I had my hands wrapped in his hair, pulling him closer. He was like a drug that I couldn't get enough of. His lips were addicting and his body felt so against mine. He moved his lips from mine as he worked his way down my neck nipping at my skin along the way. I arched my back as it felt so good to what he was doing. His right hand traveling up my shirt, slowly. It was torcher at how slow he was moving, and I didn't want him to stop. His hand stopped on top of my bra, and gently started to massage my breast while his lower half started to grind into mine, making my mind explode. Just as I felt his hand begin to push my bra up, my phone started to off in my pocket, causing both of us to stop what we were doing. I let go of Dean an grabbed my phone pushing Dean off of me in the process.

"Hello?" I said as I answered my phone.

"Blade?" Sam's voice answered.

"Yeah, hey is everything ok? Did you guys forget anything?"

"No I just wanted to see if you had checked on Dean yet?"

"Yeah Dean's fine. He's up." I said looking over at Dean.

"Sam?" Dean mouthed to me. I shook my head yes as I looked away.

"Yeah ok. Thanks I just wanted to make sure." Sam said sighing.

"Ok."

"Thanks. Bobby and I will check in later."

"Ok Sam I'll talk to you later." I said before I hung up my phone. I looked over to see Dean grabbing his breakfast and started to engulf it down.

"Don't make yourself sick." I said as I fixed my shirt and bra before I got off the bed and grabbed my own plate.

"Thanks for breakfast." Dean said inbetween bites. I just rolled my eyes as I grabbed my coffee. "So where is Sam going?"

"Sam and Bobby left a couple hours ago to help a fellow hunter who was is in trouble. They left us here alone. They don't know how long they're going to be, so don't even ask, and you're welcome."

"So we're here all alone?" Dean asked as he finished his food and grabbed his coffee.

"Yeah but I don't know for how long." I said looking away.

"So..." Dean began. "Did I help 'satisfy' your boredom?"

"Dean that was to get you to wake up. That last part was not suppose to happen." I said lookig at him seriously.

"Well it seemed like you were enjoying yourself." He said with his cocky smirk showing up.

"Dean we can't let that happen again. I won't let it happen again. It wouldn't be fair to either of us."

"Why not?"

"Because you're going to be gone in a few months Dean. I can't go through something like that again." I said looking at him.

"Again?" he asked confused

I didn't say anything. I got up and grabbed my plate and walked out of his room and down to the kitchen. I heard Dean follow me and heard him set his plate in the sink. I kept my distance from him until I felt him grab me and turn to face him.

"Blade, I can't know if you don't tell me." He said tilting my chin up with his hand to have me look at him. "Blade tell me."

"I can't."

"Can'r or won't?"

"Both." I said as I pulled my face away. "Dean please. It's not worth it, and it wouldn't be fair like I said before."

"Why not Blade? Why is it not fair?"

"Because what's going to happen when you're gone?" I said agervated as I turn to look back at him. "It wouldn't be fair to me if we had a relationship. Dean it would break me if we got together, and then you left like your doing, and I'm not the type of girl to have one-night stands Dean. I'm still a virgin Dean! I'm still waiting for the right man to come along."

"Wait your still a virgin?" He aske d with his eyebrows raised as if he hadn't heard me right.

"Yes Dean. I'm still a virgin and I'm not ashamed to say it. I'm waiting for my soulmate to come along. Is tha so hard to believe.?"

"Well..." He said tilting his head off to the side as if still not believing what I said to him. "It's kinda hard to believe that someone like you would still be a virgin."

"Well believe it Dean. I'm not your typical girl who likes to run around and screw every guy I see. I have morals and I'm damn proud of it, along with other reasons, but it's my choice." I said yanking myself away from him. I walked away back up the stairs and into my room making sure I locked it so he couldn't come in. I crawled back into bed hoping that some form of sleep would take over and eventually it did. Once I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer I drifted off hoping to erase this morningings events from my head.

DEANS POV

I stood in the kitchen for a while trying to figure out what I had just been told. I never would have guessed that Blade was a...but it would only make since as whenever we would start something is was always interupted and we would never finish and it wouls bug the shit out of me when it did happen. I was still shocked as I walked back to my room. I grabbed my clothes and took a quick shower. Once I was dressed I went to her door, and was about to knock but I stopped myslef, telling myself she needed to be alone after wha had happened between us. I walked outside and began to check my car making sure everything was in good condition and in order. I had the radio going and wasn't really paying attention till a song caught my ear.

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day
Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day
If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

I had never heard the song before but it did speak to me. I knew that I couldn't be with her but I wanted to be. Whenever I was with her my world felt right. It didn't feel twisted and upside down. It was like she made me feel like I had something to live for, and maybe just, maybe that was her. I knew she didn't want it to be, but I knew that if it was meant to be then it would happen. I just had to be patience, and wait. I just hoped I would't have to wait to long for her.

Once I knew my car was in good condition I went inside and cleaned up. It was a little passed 1 when I looked at the clock. I hadn't see or heard from Blade since our little fight earlier this morning. I thought I'd be nice and make lunch for the both of us since she had made breakfast for me. I made some sandwhiches as I didn't really know how to make much else and Sam and I usually got takeout all the time. I carried the sandwhiches on one plate up the stairs and knocked on her door.

"Hey Blade? I made some lunch for you if you're hungry." I said staring at her door. When I didn't hear anthing I knocked again and tried the door knob and noticed it was locked. "Blade? Are you ok?"

I still heard nothing and figured she was still ignoring me from this morning, not that I could blame her. I walked back down stairs and polished off both sandwhiches not really knowing I was that hungry. I pulled out my phone and began to text Blade.

'Hey you up?'

No answer.

'Blade I'm sorry for I said last night and I hope you can forgive me like I forgave you'

'what do you mean forgave me?'

'Please come down and talk to me.'

'Dean there's nothing more to say.'

'Please Blade talk to me. Let me explain .'

'Fine. Come upstairs.'

'Thanks' I after I sent that text I walked upstairs and stood in front of her door. I knocked to see if she would answer. "Come in." I heard as I finished knocking. I then opened her door to see her sitting on her bed her legs covered by her sheets and arms covered by her jacket. She was looking out her window as I sat down on her bed.

"You wanted to talk, so talk." She said still not looking at me.

I took a deep breath before saying anything. "Blade, will you please talk to me?"

"I am talking to you." She said finally looking at me.

"Blade I am sorry for what I said. It wasn't my place to say what I said. I shouldn't have gone there but I was confused."

"Confused? About what?" She said lookin at me confused.

"You." was all I said. She looked at me like I had just gone crazy.

"What about me?"

I looked away knowing very well we were having a chick flick moment but she had to know. "You make my world go crazy yet keep it right side up at the same time. I don't know how else to explain it. I know that you don't want to get involved but what if you couldn't stop yourself?"

"Dean-" she started to say before I cut her off.

"Blade why fight it? Why can't you just give in?"

"Dean I don't want to get hurt again!" She almost yelled.

"Blade I won't hurt you on purpose."

"But you will Dean. Just by us trying to have some sort of thing before you are taken to Hell would hurt both of us."

"Why would you think that?"

"Because what would happen if we fell in love?"

I was speechless at the last thing she had said. I never thought I could ever love someone like her or she could love me, but just hearing her say that made me change my mind. Maybe she was right. "I don't know. I never thought that would happen."

"Well I have Dean and I don't think we could love each other. We're to stubborn, and we butt heads a lot. It could never work. I wish you could understand better Dean. And what did you mean when you said 'you forgave me.'?"

"I was awake when you came into my room this morning. You didn't know, but I heard you say you were sorry." I said looking at her with hurt in my eyes. I couldn't hide it from her.

She just sat there. She didn't say anything or move. I couldn't blame her. I pretened to be asleep, when she had opened her heart to me and I knew she felt like she had been betrayed. "I'm sorry that I didn't let you know, but I was angry at what I had said to you. I was out of line and I'm sorry that I did that to you."

"How...why...?" she started to say. "I guess I brought that upon myself." SHe looked away.

"Blade please. I've never felt this way about any girl I've ever been with. I know that sounds cheesy but it's true. I like the way I feel when I'm around you. You make me feel different, in a good way." I said scooting closer to her. She turned her head to look at me with tears in her eyes. I felt sad to see her that way. I stood up feeling defeated and stopped at her door. "Please just give it a chance." Then I walked downstairs to the kitchen and grabbed a beer then went to the living room to watch some tv, hoping to get my mind off what had just happened.

BLADES POV:

I sat there on my bed, not bothering to wipe the tears that were falling. It wasn't fair, not to me. I couldn't go through the pain of being hurt again. I went through that with Myles. I loved Myles, and I still do. A part of me would always belong to him, but I knew that part of me I had long since buried.

FLASHBACK:

I had only known Bobby a few months when I met Myles. He and his dad where driving through town when they stopped by. Bobby was training me to overcome my cravings and become a hunter as I had no where else to go and I had no one left. I was doing research on demons, as homework that Bobby had assigned, when Myles and his dad pulled into Bobby's junk yard. I heard Bobby's gruff voice greeting whoever had just pulled in. I didn't pay much attention to them when they came in until Bobby called my name. I looked up to see Bobby standing just a few feet away with two other men standing beside him.

"Blade this here is Brad Jackson and his boy, Myles. They're going to be here for a few days." Bobby said as he pointed to the guys standing next to him.

"Hi." was all I could muster up to say. I barely looked at the men before returning to my book.

"Alright well Brad and I have to run into town for a few things." He said towards me I just nodded my head acknowledging I heard him before I heard him begin to get ready. "Myles make youself a home, you can take one of the rooms upstairs, Blade can show you once we leave, and try not to get into any trouble while we're gone."

"Yes sir. Bye dad." I heard Myles say as his dad and Bobby walked out the door.

"Bye Myles." His dad called from outside.

I continued to read my book as I heard Bobby's truck drive off. I didn't really care to much about taking some guy to his room. I wasn't the maid. I ignored the guy standing in front of me as he cleared his throat.

"Ahem. Look I know we don't know each other, but I have no clue what rooms are off limits and I'd really not like to run into any suprises." He said to me.

I Kept looking at my book as I spoke. " Go up the stairs and take the second door on the right. It's a spare room with no suprises, and the bathroom is all the way down at the end of the hall."

"Thanks." he said as he walked off up the stairs.

I rolled my eyes and contiued on with my demon studies. A little while later Myles came down and walked back into the living room taking a seat on the couch. I took a quick glance to my right before ignoring Myles. The fact that he was sitting next to me didn't bother me as much as the fact that he was staring at me. Finally I couldn't take anymore and looked over at him. "Is there a problem?"

"No." He answered simply.

"Then you do know that it is rude to stare at someone right?"

"Yeah."

"So then do you mind? I'm trying to study here."

"Sorry I can't really help it when there is a beautiful girl in the room."

"Wow! Really?" I said scowling back at him. "Is that the best pick-up line you can come up with?"

"No, but it's true." he said smiling back at me.

"You are really dumb if you think that's going to work on me."

"Is it?" He asked raising an eyebrow.

"No." I scoffed as I shook my head.

He chuckled and looked away. I just sat there for a second in disbelief. I couldn't believe that he would think that would work. 'Is he really this dumb? Did he really, honestly think that it was going to have any affect on me?' I thought as I shook my head once again and looked back at my book.

"Look we started off on the wrong foot, and I'm sorry. But if it any consulation I did mean what I said." He said after a few minutes of silence.

"Which part?" I said looking back.

"When I said you were beautiful, because you are." He said looking straight into my eyes. A small smile crept up on my face as I stared into his deep blue eyes. I felt like I was looking into the ocean.

"Thanks." was all I could say back as I was soon getting lost in his eyes.

"You ok?" He asked breaking me out of my trance.

"Y...yeah," I said blushing and turning away.

He chuckled again. "I'm Myles Jackson," He said holding out his hand.

I smiled back and took his hand in mine to shake. "I'm Blade."

"Blade...?" he questioned trying to gget more out of me.

"Just Blade." I said standing firm on my answer.

"Well 'just Blade' do you know if there is anything to eat here? My dad and I didn't get lunch. So if you could please help out a poor hungry hunter,
I would be graciously in your debt."He said smiling.

"I guess I could help." I said getting up and setting my book on the couch. I started to walk into the kitchen with Myles in tow. "Anything special?"

"I don't care just as long as it's food and it halfway decent."

"Ok how about a sandwhich?"

"Sounds great."

"OK. First things first, bread. White or wheat?"

"White. Who eats wheat?"

"I do. Mustard or mayo?"

"Both."

"Cheese?"

"Yes, please."

I laughed at his comment. "Turkey, ham, or roast beef?"

"Oh, why ask that? All three."

"Ok. Lettce, tomato?"

"Sure, why not?"

"Alright. Just give me a few minutes." I said as started to get all the ingredients together. I made both of us sandwhiches and handed him his plate once I was done with his. "Do you want anything to drink?"

"Sure. Got any soda?"

"You're in luck. Bobby usually only keeps alcohol and sometimes milk in the fridge but since I've been living with him he's been keeping soda stocked just for me and if company wants them." I had grabbed to cokes from the fridge and walked over to the table and handed him his as I sat down.

We finished eating and was cleaning up when Myles spoke. "I think that was the best damn sandwhich I've had in a long time, thank you for that."

"I don't know about the best sandwhich but you're welcome." I said looking over at him.

"Well with being on the road all the time, sometimes the simplest things are some of the best things."

"Well I'm glad to help." I smiled as he smiled back. His smile to me was warm and inviting. He seemed like such a nice guy. 'What's the catch?' I thought.

"So what's it like living with Bobby?" He asked as we walked back into the living room to sit on the couch.

"It'd be better if I was a boy, but I'm not so we're both adjusting."

"I bet. So I'm guessing he's training you?"

"Yeah. JUst researc for now. Making sure I know my knowledge on Whatever we're up against. He said he's going to start weapons training soon."

"So how'd you meet Bobby? Did he know your family?"

"Uuummmm..., no he found me. A uh, demon had attacked my family and I ran. He found a fews days later, and took me in." I said as I looked away.

"Oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to-"

"It's ok. I've come to terms that they're dead. I can't do anything to bring them back so I've got to pull through the pain and move on."

"Well at least your holding strong. That's a good thing to have when in this line of work."

"Yeah so I've heard. How long have you been doing this?"

"It's a family thing. Practically my whole family is made up of hunters. Been going hunting since I was 6, I'm 17 now, so almost all my life."

"Wow that must suck."

"It does, but I live for the thrill of a hunt. Just knowing that I'm helping to make the world a little bit safer from the things that go-bump-in-the -night helps me to realize that it's ok to do what we do."

"It's good to look at it that way." I smiled a small small which he gladly returned. We sat there continuing our coversation until Bobby and Brad had gotten home. I never had a real coversation with some like him before, he was sweet and caring, and also a little crazy. He told me about hunts that him and and his dad went on. I did't really tell him to much about my life but I told him about my parents.

Over the 3 weeks that he and his dad were there we hung out everyday. He even taught me a few thigd about hunting and showed me how to use a bow and arrow and a gun. The day before he had to leave was kinda hard on me. I had never gotten attached to someone like him before. That day Myles had planned something special, and that was one of the best days of my life.

"Where are we going?" I asked as I sat in the car waith a blindfold on.

"Just wait, it's a suprise. You'll love it I promise." He said to me from the drivers side.

"Are we almost there?" I asked as my curosity got the best of me.

"Yeah just a few more minutes." He replied.

"ok."

A million thoughts were racing my mind as we kept on driving. I was so excited and so nervous at the same time. I the felt the car slow down and then finally pull to a stop. I heard the drivers side door to the truck open and then my opened.

"Grab my hand." I heard Myles say to me. I felt for his hand, and held on tight when I found it. He helped me out of the truck and began to guide me forward. I felt him squeeze my hand and getly pull my arm, telling me to stop. I then felt him behind me, he put his hands on my hips and his head against the side of mine. "Ok you can take your blindfold off."

I reached up and pull my blindfold off letting my eyes adjust to the outside light. I gasped at the beautiful sight in front of me. Myles had taken me to a seclued lake surrounded by forrest. The water was glisening with the suns rays. "Myles it's beautiful." I whispered.

"Not as beautiful as you." he whispered back into my ear.

I smiled and turned around to wrap my arms around his neck with a smile on my face. "You're amazing." I pulled him into a hug.

"You're the one whose amazing. I feel lucky just to have met you." He said letting go but grabbig hold of my hands. "Are you hungry?"

"Yeah, but-"

"Don't worry I've already got it taken care of." He said grabbing the basket that was next to us. I had't even noticed that he had brought it, but I didn't care. We walked over to the edge of the lake and Myles took out a blanket from the basket and laid it out for us to sit on. He pulled out some sandwhiches and handed me one. We ate peacefully in each other's company, ejoying the surroundings. "Ready for dessert?" He asked pulling out a black box. I gave a questioning lookas he set the box on the blanket.

"What's in there?"

"Your favorite sweet treats, dark chocolate covered cherries." He said taking the lid off to reveal the sweet treats.

"You remember?"

"Of course I remembered." He said smiling as he scooted closer to me. I smiled back looking into his eyes. He picked up one of the cherries and brought it up towards me stopping just in front of my mouth. I looked at his hand and opened my mouth slightly as he gently placed the cherry in my mouth. The taste of the cherry was so amazing, I closed my eyes to savor the flavor. "Good?"

I opened my eyes to look back at him smiling while swallowing. "Fatastic."

"I'm glad." He leaned in closer placig his hand on my cheek. I felt his breath against my lips ad my breath caught in my throat. The ever so gently I felt his lips brush mine. His lips so warm and inviting. All to soon the kiss ended and he pulled away. I opened my eyes to find his looking back at mine. "Blade I know I'm leaving tomorrow, and I know that we haven't known each other that long but I can't help how I feel when I'm with you. I brought you here so we could be alone and so I could ask you something."

"What? Is everything ok?"

"No, everything is great and it will hopefully get better."

"Then what do you want to ask me?"

"I know this sounds kinda silly but will you..." He began before putting his head down and then looking back up with a silly grin on his face. "Will you be my girlfriend?"

I sat there shocked at what he had just asked me. I was to young him, and Bobby wouldn't approve. And it wouldn't be fair to him. I couldn't let him be held down by me when he would be on the road with his dad and my secret of being half vampire.

"Blade? Blade please say something." Myles said pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Myles I'm flattered really, but I don't think this could work." I said looking away.

"Blade..." he looked at me with hurt in his eyes. "Why not?"

"It wouldn't be fair to the both of us." I said looking back.

"But Blade we can work through it."

"Myles we barely know each other-"

"I don't care! We can get to know eahc other over time."

"Myles it wouldn't work."

"Yes it can, Blade. I thought you wanted this, I guess I was wrong." He said getting up and walking away. I quickly got up and chased after him.

"Myles! Myles wait!" I yelled after him.

"Just forget it Blade. It seems I was wrong."

"Myles you don't understand!"

"What don't I understand? You don't feel the same way. I get it."

"No that's not it."

"Then what is it Blade? Tell me so I can understand." He said turning around making me stop just in front of him.

"Myles I'm not the type of girl you want. I'm no good for you. You desvere someone who is going to be there for you and is not going to hold you back."

"How do you know that? How do you know that you're not the girl for me? Blade you're not like other girls, you're different and that's what I like about you. You're fun and crazy and sweet and kind and you've got this thing about you, that when you walk into the room I can't take my eyes off you. You're beautiful and funny and have this great personality to go along with everything. I know it sounds crazy but it's true."

"Myles it can't work it just can't."

"Why? Why can't you just give it a chance?"

"Because I'm dangerours Myles."

"How?"

"I can't tell you, but I'm not safe to be around Myles. I'm not."

"Do you at least feel the same way?"

"What?"

"I asked 'Do you at least feel the same way about me? Just let me know that much."

"Myles..."

"Please. Just tell me." he said looking at me with hurt eyes.

I swallowed hard before answering. "Y...yes I do."

"Then why fight it Blade?"

"Because it wouldn't be fair to you."

"Blade don't fight it, let it be. If it works it works, if it doesn't than oh well, at least we gave it a shot. But you'll never know until give it a shot. Give us a shot Blade. Please just give it a chance." he said as he walked over grabbing my shoulders looking straight at me.

I swallowed the lump in my throat that had formed. I really liked Myles, but I didn't want to him. Yet I couldn't help how I feel. I wanted to be with him so badly. "Myles...ok" I finally whispered.

His eye lit up at my answer. He wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me and spun me around. Me beign caught off gaurd I quickly wrapped my arms around his neck to hold on tight until he put me down. Once he finally did he didn't let me go but kissed me as soon as he stopped. I smiled at him once he pulled back. "So will you be my girlfriend?"

"Yes I would love to be your girlfriend." I said smiling back at him.

The rest of the day we spent at the lake. We laughed and talked and kissed. We finally got back to Bobby around sundown. They had made dinner by the time we got back. Once we were done Myles and I went into the living room and watched a movie. We went to bed soon afterwards, and later that night when I knew that Bobby and Brad were asleep I snuck into Myles room and fell asleep with him. The next morning he and his dad packed up and left early. We knew it would be a while before we would see each other again but we were happy now that we were together.

END OF FLASHBACK

A sad smile had appeared on my face at remembering Myles. I missed him so much, and Dean reminded me a lot of Myles. I wiped the tears from my face and took a few deep breaths before gettign up out of bed. I put my hair up in a messy bun and wrapped my jacket around my body then crossed my arms. I then walked out of my room and down the stairs. I heard the tv going on in the living room and headed towards it. I walked in to find Dean on the couch staring at the tv, until he noticed me walk in. I walked over and stood next to him. He looked up at me but never said a word. I held out my hand hoping he would he would take it, and he did. I pulled gently letting him know to stand up. Now I looked up at him once he was up on his feet. I saw the confusion in his eyes as if to ask what I was doing.

"Dean..."