AUTHORS NOTE: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS OF SUPERNATURAL. So I hope everyone liked my fifth chapter! Here's the sixth chapter! Please review! ENJOY!

CHAPTER 6

"Dean..." I sarted to say but stopped. Was I really going to do this? Put myself through this again? But I knew Myles would want me to love again, and I knew that I had to take this chance. "Dean I want you to know that this is hard for me, but I can't help how I feel. So I want to try and give this a chance."

Dean just stoodd there looking at me with this weird look in his eye. "Are you sure?"

"Yes." I said with a small smile. Dean gave me a smile back before pulling me towards him to kiss me, and I couldn't help but melt. I feel like such a silly little school girl, but I can't help it.

Dean and I spent the day just hanging out, enjoying each other's company. I told Dean as much as I knew about why Sam and Bobby left. We didn't hear from them at all that day but we knew they were ok. Dean and I watched some movies and ended up falling asleep together on Deans bed.

THE NEXT MORNING

I started to roll over only to be stopped by another body. So I turned my head as far as I could to find Dean sleeping behind me. I couldn't help but smile at the peaceful look that rested on his face. I slowly and gently pulled his arm off across my waist and quietly tip-toed out of the room and grabbed my ipod then down to the bunker to fill my craving. I turned it and pushed play, knowing that it was on random shuffle only for John Mayer's 'Half of my heart' to come on.

I was born in the arms of imaginary friends
Free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I've been
Then you come crashing in, like the realest thing
Trying my best to understand all that your love can bring
Oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That I can't keep loving you (can't keep loving you)
Oh, with half of my heart
I was made to believe I'd never love somebody else
Made a plan, stay the man who can only love himself
Lonely was the song I sang, until the day you came
Showing me another way and all that my love can bring
Oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That I can't keep loving you (can't keep loving you)
Oh, with half of my heart
With half of my heart
Your faith is strong
But I can only fall short for so long
Down the road, later on
You will hate that I never gave more to you
Than half of my heart
But I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you With half of my . . .
Half of my heart
Oh, half of my heart
Half of my heart's got a real good imagination
Half of my heart's got you Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That half of my heart won't do
Half of my heart is a shotgun wedding to a bride with a paper ring
And half of my heart is the part of a man who's never truly loved anything
Half of my heart, oh, half of my heart
Half of my heart, oh, half of my heart
Half of my heart, oh, half of my heart
Half of my heart . . .

The cold liquid against my lips sent shivers across my body, but it tasted refreshing going down. I knew that I was sneaking around but I also knew I couldn't tell Dean. He wouldn't understand what I was, and that was my biggest fear, was him finding out and wanting to hunt me for the very thing I was. I had to promise myself that he would never find out. 'I know this is bad to tink but he'll be gone in a few months and my secret will be safe from him. I know I can trust Sam...' I finished the jar and rinsed it out in the sink and set it out to let it dry. I walked back up the stairs and headed for the kitchen. I made breakfast and just as I was seting it down on the table Dean came walking tiredly down the stairs towards me.

"I was wondering where you went." he said once he spotted me. "I thought I had dreamt yesterday, until I realised I didn't."

"What made you realise that?" I asked as we sat down.

"The smell of breakfast." He said with his cocky grin.

"Oh wow thanks." I said sarcastically.

"You're welcome."

I just rolled my eyes at that and concentraited on my breakfast. Dean worked on his car for most of the day and I just lounged around the house making sure I had my healthy dose of blood as I didn't get much yesterday. Sam eventually called to let us know that they were cming home in a day or two. He gave the update on Shawn letting me know that he was going to be ok. Him having lost his best friend to a wendigo was tough on him. Dean and I once again was watching movies once it got dark and after dinner of course, in his bedroom. We were watching 'Gladiator' when I thought of Sam and Bobby coming back.

"What are we going to do about us?" I asked looking over at him.

"What do you mean? I thought we were together." He said looking over at me confused.

"No. I mean when Bobby and Sam come home. I'm like a daugter to Bobby and he won't be to happy if he finds out that you and I are together."

"Hhhhhmmmmm...I don't know." he said looking at me trying to figure out what we should do.

That is until we heard the roar of Bobby's truck engine and then the front door close.

"Blade?" Came the call of Bobby's voice.