Chapter 15

Blade's POV

It's been 3 months since the dream changed. I've been trying to track my mother down but every time I get get close enough to something, she slips away. Dean only has a 6 weeks left before his deal is up. Sam has been running himself into the ground trying to find a way to get Dean out of his deal. So far nothing.

They even had to deal with a Trickster, and poor Sam had to watch Dean die so many time and so many different ways. I'm really glad I wasn't on that case, I don't think I could have handled it as well as Sam had. Apparently the Trickster was trying to prove a point to Sam about how Dean can't be saved and he needed to let his big brother go. Sam wasn't very happy about that and it only made him work harder.

Also a demon that called herself Ruby showed up, proclaiming that she could help Dean get out of his contract. She also said the a demon named Lilith held Dean's contract. Lilith was the first demon created by Lucifer and she is apparently a baby killer, which made me feel sick when Ruby told us. Lilith also like to possess little girls. I'm not a fan as you can tell.

Dean was different. He was in this care-free mode. He did more daring things, which in turn worried Sam and me even more. It started to cause fights between us as well. Sam and Bobby still had no idea that Dean and I were together so we were still safe for now.

Bobby and I were still going on our 'hunts', just the 2 of the us. Sam knew what we were doing, only Dean was the one in the dark and I think he was starting to get suspicious. He kept asking questions about why only me and Bobby would go on hunts to Colorado alone and why a I was always be so tired after every hunt Bobby and I came back from. I was starting to run out of excuses.

Today was one of those days. Bobby and I had just got back from our 'hunting' trips and Sam and Dean had got back the night before. I was exhausted from hunting and all I wanted to do was sleep but knowing Dean he wanted to talk. I had just walked into the house when I was attacked with questions from Dean.

"What took you guys so long? You were suppose to be 3 hours ago!" Dean growled as soon as I walked into the door. I couldn't help but roll my eyes at his childish behaviors. He must have seen because he started treating me like a child. "Don't you roll your eyes and me Missy. Now where were you?"

"Good grief Dean! You're not my father. I don't have to answer you if I don't want to. But just to shut you up there was a bad wreck on the highway so Bobby and I took the long way back. That's why we're late. If you don't believe me, you can ask him. Otherwise shut up and leave me the hell alone." I snapped back at him before making my way up the stairs to my room.

Dean's POV

I don't know what's going on with me. I'm not acting like myself. I can't get Blade off my mind. No matter how hard I tried to think about something else, she would always dominate over everything else and frankly, it was starting to scare me.

I understand Sam's and her anger towards me for being reckless but if I'm going down, I'm going out with a bang. I knew there was no way of stopping my one-way into the pit, courtesy of Ruby being honest with me. I can't just sit around and wait for Death to come around, I'm not that kind of guy. I'm going to go out guns blazin' and all that good stuff.

I watched as Blade made her way up the stairs. I felt bad for yelling at her as soon as she walked in the door. I just couldn't help it. I was worried about her. I cared about her to much. I won't admit this out loud, but since we started secretly dating, she changed me. I don't want to die anymore. I don't want to hurt her like Myles did, I want to make her smile and see her happy. I know I sound like some sappy chick but it's true. She'll probably never hear me say this to her but...but I love her.

I was about to walk up the stairs when Bobby walked into the house.

"Where's Blade?" He asked looking at me and Sam.

"She went upstairs to her room." I said

"Yeah because you flipped out on her for being late." Sam retorted.

"What's wrong with you, ya ijit?" He said looking pissed. Crap I'm in for it now. "What the hell is going on in that head of yours? She hasn't been sleeping well and you go and yell at her just because we're a little late? I otta get my gun and shoot you right now."

I gulped at the thought of Bobby grabbing his gun. I really didn't feel like getting shot. "I'm sorry Bobby. I'm just a little on edge these days."

"That doesn't give you the right to go off on Blade. She's having enough trouble as is with all that's going on. She doesn't need you bithchin' at her about being late." Bobby growled out, before walking away. I looked over at Sam to see him trying to hide a smile. I rolled my eyes at him before telling him shut up and walking away.

I made my way up the stairs, knowing that I had messed up I needed to make it up to her. I knocked gently on the door, hoping she wasn't to mad at me to talk. When I didn't hear anything I assumed that she was sleeping, as Bobby said she sleeping well, so I made my way to my room to clean my weapons again.

Blade's POV

After I made my way up to my room and sat at my window, I listened to what was going on downstairs. I couldn't help but laugh at how Bobby was reprimanding Dean. I kept quite when Dean came up the stairs and knocked on my door. I didn't want to talk to him at the moment. I heard his sigh before he headed to his own room. I kept staring out the window as the rain started to fall. I couldn't stop the tears from slipping down my face as I thought about all that was going on. I just hoped it would turn out for the better.

A/N: I just want to say I'm so sorry for the long delay on this story. I want to thank all of those who Favorited and Alerted my story. I've been so busy, and had really bad writer's block but I've gotten through it and have almost finished this story. I hope you enjoy this chapter and PLEASE let me know what you think about it!